We Were Born To Lose

He was a slave. He was alone, broken, abused, unloved, and hopeless. But then he met Prince Alexander. The Prince ripped him from his old life and gave him a new one as his new servant. But being a servant to the prince can be dangerous considering Jack is gay and the Prince is the son of the man who made homosexuality illegal. Not only that, but if Jack isn't careful, he may end up falling for the one man he could never have.


(loosely based on Fake Your Death by My Chemical Romance and The Call by Regina Spektor)


WARNING: RAPE, SMUT, VIOLENCE

1. I Wrote The Gospel On Giving Up

2. Now The Night Is Coming To An End

3. Will You Take Care Of Me?

4. But I Know We've Made It This Far, Kid

5. I Was Made To Keep Your Body Warm But I'm Cold As The Wind Blows So Hold Me In Your Arms

6. I Don't Know Why They Always Seem So Dismal, Thunderstorms, Clouds, Snow, And A Slight Drizzle

7. I Will Fear The Night Again

8. But Compared To Your Eyes, Nothing Shines Quite As Bright

9. Don't You Ever, Ever Feel Like You're Less Than Fucking Perfect

10. So Watch My Back And Keep The Blade

11. For The Thrill Of Your Touch I Will Shamefully Lust

12. Afraid To Lose Control

13. I've Got A Hell Of A Plan

14. Thoughts In Your Head That Will Never Die

15. Can't Fight Against The Youth

16. Make A Wish On Our Sorry Little Hearts

17. Hello? Hello? Anybody Out There? Cause I Don't Hear A Sound

18. I Can Break Down These Walls I Built Around Myself

19. Would You Lie With Me And Just Forget The World

20. Don’t Get Too Close It’s Dark Inside

21. It's So Quiet Here And I Feel So Cold

22. Why Won't You Let Me Go?

23. Call Me A Name, Kill Me With Words

24. Tonight's Like A Right Hook, Knock You Off Your Feet

25. I'm So In Love, So In Love

26. I Put Your Body To The Test With Mine

27. I Will Fall For You

28. So How Did You Get Here Under My Skin

29. We Were Born To Lose

30. Don't Fuck With My Love, That Heart Is So Cold

31. I Shouldn't Be Trusted To Live And Let Go

32. And Your Two Faces Are Locked On Mine

33. You're The Closest To Heaven That I'll Ever Be

34. I Never Lit A Match With Intent To Start A Fire

35. Look How She's So Serene

36. I Will Make You Queen Of Everything You See

37. But Even Lights Can Fade Away

38. They Say Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder

39. He Has No Idea

40. You're Just A Daydream Away

41. Right Now Could Last Forever Just As Long As I'm With You

    Listen to Daydream Away while reading

42. Failing Lights, Amass One Hundred Sleepless Nights

43. I Still Want You Back

44. You Disappeared With Him To Have Sex Of Course

45. Should This Be The Last Thing I See I Want You To Know It's Enough For Me

46. I'm Gonna Give All My Secrets Away

47. His Backpack Is All That He Knows

48. Hit Em' Right Between The Eyes

49. You'll Come Back When It's Over

50. And Then That Word Grew Louder And Louder Till It Was A Battle Cry

51. You’re My Little Bird

    2nd P.O.V. is Balthazar's

52. In The Chill Of Your Stare I Am Painfully Lost

53. All You Can Do Is Try To Know Who Your Friends Are As You Head Off To The War

54. I'll Tell You My Sins And You Can Sharpen Your Knife

55. Some People Watch

56. I Gotta Migrate A Catastrophe, I Stood Strong

57. Cut Out All The Ropes And Let Me Fall

58. Dreams Only Last For A Night

59. I'll Come Back When You Call Me

60. When It Gets Hard

61. I'm Pleading Please, Oh Please On My Knees

62. No Need To Say Goodbye

63. You Will Die, But Now Your Life Is Free

64. Now We're Back To The Beginning

65. You Want The Heart Or To Be Saved

66. But You Hold My Attention Without Even Trying

67. He Wears His Heart Safety Pinned To His Backpack

68. Is It Still Me That Makes You Sweat?

69. Lie Down With Me And Hold Me In Your Arms

70. I Should've Seen The Writing On The Wall

71. I Promise If You’re With Me, Say The Word And We’ll Find A Way

72. My Eyes Start To Roam To The Curl Of Your Lips

73. I Can't Decide If I'll Let You Save My Life Or If I'll Drown

74. When Our Brothers In Arms Are Gone

75. Just Stay Away From My Friends

76. Give Me Love Like Him

77. Caution Is Calling But No Body Is Home

78. I'm A Nervous Wreck

79. High-noon Or Midnight

80. Cause I'm Doing All I Can To Fight It

81. Be Strong And Hold My Hand

82. I Would Take A Whisper If That Was All You Had To Give

83. Here's A Toast To The Lucky Ones

84. Father, Father, Tell Me Where Have You Been?

85. I Can't Escape This Feeling, That Something Ain't Right

86. Go Back To The Place We Knew Before

87. Tell Me What Just Happened

88. Make It A Sweet, Sweet Goodbye

89. Love Of Mine, Someday You Will Die But I'll Be Close Behind