We Were Born To Lose

I was folding the load of clothes that was already dry when Alex came up behind me making me jump out of my skin.
“Come here.” He beckoned. I didn’t get up but I turned to face him. His eyes were kind and he spoke in such a gentle voice that it calmed every frightened nerve in my body. “Jack, come here.” He repeated. The use of my name, how it fell effortlessly off his lips, softened my heart. I slowly got to my feet and two small steps to approach him, always on guard ready to shrink away if he turned violent. I was a few feet away when he stepped up and held me close with one arm and stroked my cheek with the other.
“You’re so beautiful you know that?” He whispered. I couldn’t look at anything except his lips were getting closer. Eventually I closed the space between us and kissed back. I melted into his touch again as our lips moved faster. Alex wrapped his arms around me and crushed me to his chest while I moved my hands up to his hair and tugged making him moan against my lips. I smirked knowing what I did to him. Those forbidden thoughts came back and the desire to see him writhing beneath me appeared again. He licked the roof of my mouth and it went straight to my dick. He pressed his lower half against me more and I could feel that he was as hard as I was. He turned and gently pushed me onto the bed. Then he got on top of me and reattached our lips with one hand at my neck and the other supporting him. Normally this action made me cringe but now it was just sexy. I was so caught up in the moment, I forgot what the consequences of our actions might be. I forgot everything and everyone, except Alex. And also this time, I wanted it. I knew wasn’t being forced to do anything because although his movements were powerful and strong, he held himself in a way where I could push him off if I wanted. I wasn’t being suffocated here, I was free to do as I wished and right now, I wished to make him, and only him, feel amazing. He disconnected our lips to yank both his and my shirt off then he crashed them together again. I felt his fingers leave my neck to be replaced by his mouth. He nipped and sucked all over till he found the spot that drove me crazy which was behind my jaw and just below my ear. He sucked and I tried to hold in the moan that inevitably escaped my lips. He smirked and his hand slid down my torso slowly leaving goose bumps all over my skin to my hemline. Then he stopped his heavenly attention to my neck and looked me straight in the eyes,
“Is this okay?”
“Alex just hurry up!” I cried, the tension in my pants growing unbearable. He smirked and ripped my pants off and stared at me for a few seconds making me grow very embarrassed.
“Aleeeex.” I whined.
“So beautiful.” He whispered before giving me one last kiss and then moving down. He peppered my chest with kisses and kept doing farther when finally he reached my dick. He smirked at me then licked a stripe up to the tip. I could not believe that the Prince, was going down on me. I thought he’d be too good for that. He swirled his tongue around the tip before pushing me fully into his mouth. He sucked and bobbed his head as I groaned and I bit my lip, trying not to make too much noise as we were doing something punishable by death. Damn he was good at this, if this is how good I was then no wonder people kept coming back. I pushed away those thoughts and focused on Alex. The fact that it was Alex who was making me feel this way made it ten times better. He had me hanging by every brush when he touched me. I always craved his contact like a dying plant craves just a single drop of water and here he was, making me feel better than I’d ever felt in my life. I wrung my fingers in his hair as I was getting close now and for the first time when I opened my eyes, it actually brought me closer to release.
“A-Alex” I struggled to form coherent thoughts, let alone words. The only thing running through my mind was,

Alex.

He swirled his tongue around my tip again.

Alex.

He pushed me all the way to the back of his throat.

Alex.

I pulled harder on his hair.

Alex.

He groaned causing the vibrations to go into my dick.

Alex.

“L-Lex” I gasped, the nickname just falling from my lips. He stopped sucking for a moment and said in a gravely voice,
“Come for be baby.”
Then he wrapped his mouth around me again and sucked so hard it would’ve been impossible not to release. I let go and let the wave of euphoria come over me. I was pretty sure I was floating when I came back and watched Alex swallow filling me with happiness. I sat up and connected my lips to his, not really caring that I could taste me on them. I broke our kiss and whispered against his lips,
“Your turn.”

Notes

Title Cred: Hold On Till May



SO YEAH THAT HAPPENED