We Were Born To Lose

The treaty was signed today. It was very quick, then the Kings shook hands but it was obvious that King Gaskarth did not want this truce. After this, The Kings, all the knights, and the Prince went into the library to discuss battle plans. After hours of discussing, the Prince and I exited. I felt honored to have been trusted with such sensitive information. The plan was to make Cenrid think Kings Lance and Gaskarth still hated each other and attack Cenrid. Cenrid will not send his whole army because we are small compared to him so he’ll most likely send one of his two legions which will be roughly six thousand men. We’ll meet him with our troops which together make one and a half legions (9,00 men) and wipe out his, then we’ll outnumber his men by roughly three thousand. It truly was a genius plan and I was proud to be the servant of the man who created it. The Prince informed me that he would join the fighting for a period of time in a week. He told me I didn’t have to come with him but I knew I couldn’t stay here without him so I insisted on coming.

The Prince flopped down onto his bed, exhausted after the long day and fell asleep instantly. I stoked the fire to heat up the room and walked over to him. I removed his shoes and covered him up with his blanket. I heard the of rain patter against the window and I looked out. The light coming through the windows in the city below was blurred because of the drops of water. This was a gentle rain, not a crushing thunderstorm. It’s sound filled the room quietly and I smiled at it’s beauty whilst I played with the silver ring on my fourth finger. I then looked over at my Prince who was staring at me.
“What?” I asked.
“You’re beautiful.” He smiled. I playfully rolled my eyes and smiled.
“Come here.” He beaconed. I obeyed and he pulled me close to him. His warmth surrounded me and engulfed me in a veil of security. He gently pressed his lips against mine and I kissed back in an attempt to show him how much emotion he fills me with. He smiled against my lips and moved his arms to my back and dipped them down. I pressed my body harder against him when his hands met my ass. He broke our kiss and tugged off his tunic, I did as he did and he smashed our lips together. I didn’t bother worrying about the door because recently Alex has always been keeping it locked and he’d given me a key. He yanked our pants off and he started on my neck making me groan when he found that spot.
“Shit.” I whispered, fisting his hair. He smirked and placed a quick peck on my lips. He stopped for a moment and we just looked at each other. I was laying here completely exposed under him, completely vulnerable and I didn’t have the urge to hide. I didn’t want to run, I didn’t feel threatened, and I didn’t feel used. Actually, I felt protected, I felt safe, and most of all, I felt loved. That was when I knew what I wanted. “Alex?”
“Hmm?” His finger trailed along my jaw line.
“I-I’m r-ready.” I whispered. He froze.
“You’re what?”
“You can fuck me, for real I mean.” I said.
“But, Jay. I don’t think-“
“Alex I’ve been used for sex almost my whole life. I’ve always hated it and the thought of ever doing it again, but right now, I can say without a trace of doubt that I want this. I want you.”
He looked at me with a doubtful expression so I kissed him hard to convince him. When I pulled back, he whispered against my lips,
“Okay.”

Notes

Title Cred: What A Catch, Donnie by Fall Out Boy


smut cliff hangers are always the best cliff hangers ;)