We Were Born To Lose

I woke up and before I moved, I felt it. An ache in my lower abdomen that rivaled any ache caused by sex I’d felt before. I tried to sit up but was unsuccessful due to Alex’s arms locked around me and the fact that the pain was to severe I’d have cried out if I could talk.
“Jack?” Alex mumbled, waking up. I lay back down again and the pain lessened. “What’s wrong?” He asked, concerned. I pointed at my abdomen and his face went from concerned to smug. “Can you sit up?” He asked making me shake my head. “So I literally fucked you so hard you can’t walk. I’ll be damned.” He chuckled. I grabbed a pillow and covered my face with it. “Well it looks like you’ll be spending the day in here so I’ll have to get you dressed.” He said making me cock my head in confusion. “Well you have to be! Can you imagine what someone would think if they came into my room and you were naked and unable to walk?” He laughed. He had a point and I watched as he gathered my clothes which were thrown all over the room. Getting my pants on sucked because I had to try to move my hips up. When discovered that that was too much, Alex went ahead and lifted my body up for me. He did the same thing when we put my tunic on so that wasn’t much of a problem. After I was clothed, Alex crawled into bed beside me and pulled me to his chest. He constantly reminded me, wether it was intentional or not, how much his strength exceeded mine. It used to frighten me because I knew what he was capable of. But now it actually made me feel safer, like I was invincible in his arms. A knock at the door caused Alex to leave me and when he opened the door, there stood Mom. Suddenly I was very grateful Alex made me get dressed.
“Hello Jack, I understand you aren’t feeling well?” She said, coming in.

‘It’s not that bad, I’ll be fine’ I wrote.

“Well considering you’re bedridden, you’re not fine. Whats the matter?” She asked, standing next to the bed. I shot Alex a look and saw that he was doing everything in his power to hold his laughter in.

‘I’m fine I just have a headache.’

I felt guilty for lying but what else could I say? I didn’t plan on saying, “I’m fine, it’s just last night Alex just fucked me so hard I can’t walk.” Yeah sure. Like I’m going to say that to a little old christen lady, even if she did support gays.
“Alright well drink this,” She said pulling a liquid out of her bag and handing it to me, “That’ll help and if it’s still an issue tomorrow, come and see me.” She said, not realizing that Alex was dying behind her. The second she closed the door behind her, Alex broke out laughing. I giggled too but not too hard because I was so sore. I drank the bitter liquid in the hopes that it would help the pain in my abdomen, even if it was for headaches, and Alex resumed his previous position laying next to me, still grinning from ear to ear.

Notes

Title Cred: Kiss Me By Ed Sheeran

sorry I'm so shit at updating but I found out that I have Anxious A.D.D. and it's actually a huge relief to know what the fuck is actually wrong with me so yay for knowing about the mental disorders you have!

also happy 69th chapter hehehe