We Were Born To Lose

I flipped him under me and kissed down his torso but the farther I went down, the slower my kisses got. When I met his dick, which was already leaking, I placed a small kiss on it’s tip. The small suction made him groan and I smirked at his hands which were fisting my hair. I licked a stripe up his length then swirled my tongue around the tip.
“Fuck, Jack! Hurry up!” He cried. I let out a small laugh and when my breath fell across his member, his grip tightened. He was so hard it almost hurt to look at. He was already so needy and I’d barely touched him. Finally I took him into my mouth and he jutted his hips up to get further inside. His tip brushed the back of my throat but after years of giving rough blow jobs, my gag reflex had mostly gone away. I sucked as hard as I could and I watched him bite his lip to keep the moans quiet.
“Don’t keep them in babe.” I growled and he released his lip and let slip the greatest moan I’d ever heard. I smirked and continued.
“Jay-fuck. I’m-“ Then I stopped. He whined at the loss of attention.
“Well I’m not going to let you have all the fun am I?” I laughed. He smirked and got on top of me. He tugged on me while he pushed his fingers into my mouth and I massaged his fingers with my tongue. Once he was satisfied, he removed them and pushed a finger into me. As usual, the one finger didn’t bother me at all so he pushed his second in. I took a breath and felt him push them apart and pull them together. He seemed to remember exactly where to go because within five seconds, he already found that spot that drove me insane. He massaged the spot for a few moments then he pushed his third finger in making me freeze in pain.
“Relax babe I’m right here.” He whispered as he nibbled on my ear. I took a breath and forced myself to relax and melt into his touch. He returned to that spot and the pain was blocked out because I was too busy reveling in how good this felt. I was getting close and I knew I had to warn him,
“Lex, I- I’m.” I grasped so he stopped. I felt him place his tip at my entrance.
“Are you absolutely sure?” He asked, looking into my eyes, concern brimming in them.
“Alex just fucking-“ I started, getting frustrated but before I could finish my sentence, he was inside me. This felt amazing. Better than anything I’d ever felt before. It hurt a whole fucking lot, but knowing that it was Alex somehow made it a good pain. He started slow and steady, my fingers gripping his shoulders as I moaned quietly. Once I’d gotten used to it, he picked up the pace. He suddenly angled himself and slammed into me perfectly hitting that spot and at the same time, he tugged on my dick causing me to cry out.
“Shh.” He shushed, continuing to keep slamming into me rhythmically while tugging on my dick. I raked my nails down his back hard in an attempt to keep quiet.
“Fuck- Lex- fuck.” Was all I could manage. He groaned when I increased the pressure of my nails but he probably didn’t care that much since he didn’t slow his pace. He fixed his head in the crook of my neck and his hair tickled my cheek as I bit down on his shoulder. I was impossibly close now and I knew I had about one second before unraveling.
“L-lex.” I gasped, in response he got faster casing me to cry out and release. It wasn’t till I came back when I realized that Alex had finished too. Somehow I had managed to get all over him so I flipped him over and licked up all the white strings which were on his chest.
“Fuck, Jay are you trying to get me hard again?” He asked.
“It wouldn’t be such a bad thing really.” I reasoned making him laugh and kiss my head, then kiss my lips. I grinned when he held me close and let me fall asleep in his arms.

Notes

Title cred: Don't by Ed Sheeran


if this is bad, i'm sorry. this is the first gay smut I've ever written when they go 'all the way'