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We Were Born To Lose

I Never Lit A Match With Intent To Start A Fire

“Father please see reason.” Alex begged.
“No.” He refused firmly, narrowing his eyes.
“But-“
“He is a homosexual. I will not associate with him.” He said, holding his head high. I could’ve laughed because he’s doing that right now.
“So you’re willing to put our kingdom to death because you don’t want to be around with someone you disagree with!” Alex asked, his voice growing louder.
“I will stand by what I think is right.”
“But what you think is right, will lead to the deaths of thousands of people including our family! Are you going to give up everything you have just because you are too proud to do anything?” Alex asked, almost yelling.
“Father I agree with Alex.” Her highness, Lisa said.
“Now my own two children are against me.” He murmured.
“I am not against my father, I am against my king. Because he would rather have our kingdom destroyed than associate someone who is in love.” Alex argued.
“Look at you, you speak of uniting and saving lives when you killed her.” Alex took a step back, “It wasn’t Lisa’s fault, she was small but you weren’t. Don’t you dare claim that you wish to save lives when you killed her.”
“Father-“ Alex’s voice sounded even, he was trying to calm the king down but he wasn’t having it.
“GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!” He screamed. I jumped but Alex didn’t flinch.
“Of course, my lord.” Alex said, bowing so low it taunted him and he stormed out. I followed him quickly because I did not want to be with the King at this moment. Alex threw his door opened and picked up his sword. I watched him work all his frustrations out on that poor bedpost. He finally dropped the sword and rushed up to me, a thin layer of sweat covering him but in this moment, it was sexy. I knew he was doing this to get back at his father, but I didn’t care. He connected our lips roughly and pushed me onto his bed. He climbed on top of me, still kissing me hard. His hands running up and down my torso, mine in his hair. He disconnected our lips and ripped my cloths off leaving me naked and hard. Luckily, this time he spared me his stare. Instead, he got to work on my dick.
“A-Alex f-fuck.”
“Suck.” He ordered and he shoved two fingers in my mouth. I got harder at his blunt demand and massaged them with my tongue as I sucked. His hand was working magic when he pulled his fingers out of my mouth. He circled my entrance then slowly pushed a finger in. This didn’t do much but once he pushed the second I brought my hands to his shoulders and squeezed and he pushed the third in. I gasped and dig my nails into his skin leaving small crescent indentations in his skin. He moved his fingers around causing me a bit of discomfort but then he found that wonderful bundle of nerves making me cry out.
“Shhh.” He threw his hand over my mouth. This made me even more aroused if that was even possible. His fingers grazed over it again then started massaging it. With the way he was working his fingers and the way he was pumping my dick in sync, I was not going to last long.
“L-lex.” I stammered, unable to say his full name.
“Yes?” He purred in my ear.
“I’m gonna…You’d better…” I gasped. He went harder and pumped me faster. It was probably about five seconds more before I was plunged into euphoria. It took me a while before I came down from that one. Once I regained my composure, I cocked my head in confusion at Alex.
“But you-“
“I wasn’t going to do anything further. You aren’t ready.” He said with a soothing smile.
“At least let me-“
“Nah that was for you.” He grinned.
“You’re the best.” I grinned before kissing him.
“Go get cleaned up but I expect you to come right back.” He laughed while pointing a finger at me.
I opened the door to Alex’s room. I’d just bathed and changed out of my sweaty clothes and I was heartbroken by the sight. Alex was staring out the window with tears in his eyes.
“Alex?” I nearly whispered. Once he was aware of my presence, he rubbed his face to rid the traces of morning.
“Yes?”
“What’s wrong?” I asked, approaching him.
“Nothing.” He gave me a smile that didn’t reach his eyes.
“Alex-“
“NOTHING’S WRONG!” He screamed, cutting me off.
“Is this about what the King said?” I asked, pushing away the terror that filled me at the sight of his anger.
“No.” He stated through gritted teeth.
“Alex that wasn’t you’re fault!” I cried, still not sure what had happened but determined to make Alex feel better.
“Yes it was!” He laughed, it was one of those horrible, psychotic laughs that shows how much a person is breaking. “You have no idea what happened and yet you take my side. Why?”
Because I love you
“Because you’re my master.”
He scoffed at my response and looked back out the window.
“Lisa and I are fraternal twins. She was born first and my mother was already exhausted from delivering her but then there was me. It took every ounce of strength she had in her body so once I was born, she had just enough strength to hold us as she died. It’s my fault. If I had never been born, if it was just Lisa, she’d still be alive. The world would be better with her in it as opposed to me anyway.”
“Alex no.” I whispered, holding him tight as he refused to cry. “Please don’t think that. You’re mother would be so, so proud of you. You’ve saved lives, you’re brave, and you saved me, a worthless rat of a person who needed you more than anything. If it weren’t for you, not only would hundreds of people be dead, but I’d also still be a slave going though living hell.” I said. “Trust me Alex, you’re mother is so proud of you, I know I am.”

Notes

Title cred: Jasey Rae by All Time Low


look at that, smut and fluff. Happy chapters are nice.


please rate, comment, and subscribe and also thank you for keeping us at the first story on the popular page. That's fricking sick...just like me...literally..

Comments

IM DYING THIS IS THE BEST FANFIC IVE EVER READ AND IM SOBBING AND ITS 3 AM. NOOOOOOO MY FEELINGS SEND HELP

fangirll fangirll
4/8/17

GUESS WHOS BACK AND DROWNING IN TEARS
also you should post the ending you had in mind to ruin us I'm curious what your idea was
idk just an idea I've been thinking about what other things you could've done

KellicAndJalex KellicAndJalex
1/20/16

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO I HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU. YOU KILLED HIM. YOU MONSTER! YOU CRUEL AWFUL HUMAN BEING!

Idolstar333 Idolstar333
12/11/15

@KellicAndJalex
Oh my goodness gracious thank you so much. As a writer, it's honestly a huge compliment to know that I was able to stir enough emotion to make someone cry. So yeah thank you and gooD LUCK ON YOUR SCIENCE PAPER

So considering I've read this story six fucking times I decided it was time to log in or whatever so I could tell you about how you ruined my life. So first off i have read this story six times and every single time i cry no wait that's an understatement. I bawl. The first time I read this I finished it on the toilet and I walked out of my bathroom just sobbing and I cried for about an hour and fifteen minutes. Then as I was going to bed I thought about it again and I cried myself to sleep over this fucking story. This story is the one of the best fics I have ever read and I'll probably be back reading it again in like three weeks. But even when I say OMG I'm crying to my friends they'll be like is it over that one jalex Fic becAUSE THEY JUST KNOW HOW MUCH I CRY OVER THIS OKAY SO JUST THANK YOU FOR EXISTING AND PLEASE NEVER STOP WRITING BEVAUSE I REALLY FUCKING LOVE YOUR STUFF NOW IM GONNA GO FINISH MY PAPER FOR SCIENCE

KellicAndJalex KellicAndJalex
10/18/15