‘How am I going to remember all this?’

“It’s not so hard, Jack!” Cass smiled.

‘If I could speak, someone would say it is too much. When I am silent, I will be reproached for not knowing how to greet people. If I am friendly and courteous, someone will think I’m in love. And if on the other hand, I do not put on a bright face, I will be passed for being too proud!’

“Jesus how do you girls do it?” Alex mumbled.
“You have no idea.” Cass whispered, shaking her head.
“Just do what I do, make a short remark then wait a while before talking again. That way you remind the others that you’re there, but you aren’t controlling the conversation. Now we’ll move on to walking. Ladies should walk upright, with dignity. Don’t wander, walk with purpose. Be graceful as a swan, but don’t forget you have a sharp beak.”
I ogled at her and sighed, there was no way I’d pass for a lady. After Cass spent a few hours perfecting my walking, which I felt incredibly silly doing I mean for fucks sake it’s just walking, she decided to call it a day.
“You’ll get it, Jack.” Alex encouraged. I scoffed put my head in my hands. Learning to be lady-like was exhausting. I hoped he realized how much I loved him for doing this.
“Sire?” Sir Balthazar’s voice broke the silence. My heart skipped a few beats before going twice as fast as before.
“What is it?” He replied.
“Princess Amelia wants an audience.”

The Princess?

“Send her in.” He replied, stiff.
“About time!” She burst through the doors and curtly bowed. I already didn’t like her but nevertheless I bowed, not that I really had a choice. She wore an emerald green dress and her blond wavy hair wisped around her. A silver crown was placed atop her head and the silver was carved into tiny leaves that formed it. She had bright green eyes which popped against her pale complexion and in all honesty, she was very beautiful but it seemed her personality wasn’t one to be associated with. “I thought you were going to come greet me!”
“My apologies your highness I was busy with military affairs.” He said, glancing at me.
“Too busy to come meet me for five minutes?” She snapped.
“Yes, I’m sorry.”
“Uh huh.” She mumbled before her gaze shifted to me.

Shit.

“Who’re you?” She asked. I opened my mouth but nothing came out.
“That’s my servant, Jack.” Alex spoke for me. I glanced at him in thanks.
“Why can’t he talk?” She asked impatiently, as if we weren’t her time. If looks could kill, she would be dead by the way Alex glared at her.
“He was captured and tortured to the point where he was so focused on not telling the enemy anything, that now he can’t speak.” He replied bluntly.
“Oh.” She murmured. Well that shut her up. “Anyway I expect I’ll see you soon?” She asked, suddenly very anxious to leave.
“Yes.” Alex replied, teeth bared and fists clenched.
“Farewell then.” She said, curtsying and then exiting quickly.
“To think that could’ve been my betrothed.” He chuckled, softening.Inwardly grimaced because there was still a very real chance that she could be, but I wasn’t going to alert him of that thought because that would foil what I had in mind. I’ll be honest, the way he was so blunt with her was fucking sexy. I rushed up to him and put my hand behind his neck, guiding him down so I could crash my lips against his. He didn’t move for a moment, probably from shock, but soon his mouth started working against mine and he pulled my body close to him. My hands went up into his hair and he picked me up and wrapped my legs around his torso as he moved us over to his bed. He climbed on top of me and fumbled with the strings that closed my tunic. When he finally got them untied, he broke the kiss to pull it off and tug his off as well before tossing them to the other side of the room before reattached our lips. Alex was in a frenzy. His hands roamed all over my body, exciting me more. He sucked on my tongue as he moved his hands up into my hair and I couldn’t do anything but kiss back. Then all of a sudden he grinded on me. The friction caused me to break our kiss by throwing my head back and letting a gasp escape. His lips went to my neck and he grinded again. I mouthed the word ‘fuck’ since I couldn’t speak it but it didn’t matter because Alex got the message. I started shaking and I fisted the sheets while he continued grinding on me as his mouth worked magic on my neck. It was undeniable that there would be angry marks but in the moment I didn’t care. I actually wanted there to be little love bites all over my neck so everyone would know who I belonged to.
“Wait, Jack are you sure?” He asked doubtfully. “I mean you’ve been through a lot and-“ I cut him off by attaching our mouths. I bit his lip, not necessarily harshly but enough for him to get the message that I wanted to be fucked. Now. Before I knew it, our pants were off and Alex’s hand was on me, stroking painfully slow.
“You want to be fucked?” He growled. I nodded and bit my lip. “How badly?” He whispered.

So badly, please. Oh fuck me please.

“Now this will be interesting because you can only show me how much you want it.” It was amazing how he could turn my inability to talk into the most sexy thing ever. I flipped him over and moved down all the way. I placed a small kiss to the inside of his ankle, then one just above his knee, then I moved up to his inner thigh but instead of a kiss, I nipped the skin causing him to hiss, but then I quickly licked the spot to cool the sting before finally going for his dick. His hands went into my hair and squeezed so tight it hurt but it felt amazing. I immediately relaxed my neck and deep throated him making him squirm. I massaged his balls as I started bobbing my head at a steady pace and held him down with my other arm, keeping him locked in place unable to move. I could feel Alex getting close from the fact that he was leaking, his grip in my hair had tightened, and how he was bucking his hips up to get farther into my mouth so I abruptly stopped.
“Oh you’re gonna regret that.” He snarled and got on top of me. He placed a rough kiss on my lips and tugged my dick harshly. “You need prep?” He asked making me shake my head vigorously.

God no. Just please fuck me.

“Well too bad because you’re gonna get it.” He hissed, wetting his fingers before shoving two into me. I liked this side and how harsh he was being. Normally I hated rough sex but this was amazing. His fingers immediately found the spot that caused me to arch my back and hiss. “Remember when I said I’d get you back?” He whispered. It seemed like years had passed since that night in the tent but I did remember. He massaged that spot so slowly I didn’t know how I’d be able to stand it. I held my breath as the feeling in my stomach grew and grew, completely filling me until I was on the brink of completely loosing control when he stopped, making me finally take a breath. I hadn’t realized my eyes were screwed tight until I opened them. Alex was on top of me with a cocky smirk and my eyes caught red lines on his back. I’d been raking my nails down his skin and I hadn’t even noticed. I got concerned but then he spoke “It’s okay, Jack. Fuck actually it’s a lot more than okay.” He said when he noticed my unease. I breathed in relief but that breath grew ragged when Alex pushed into me. Again, I mouthed the word ‘fuck’ when he was completely inside. Sometimes I forgot how big he actually was, but it was moments like this when that was the only thing running through my mind. He moved slowly for a few seconds before he exited me almost completely, then snapped back inside harshly, hitting me in just the right place. I gasped and gripped his shoulders. I wanted to scream. No. I needed to scream, but I couldn’t. The pleasure that bubbled up inside me had no escape and I didn’t know how I’d be able to handle the pressure. He moved up to an alarming pace, completely abusing my ass but I loved every second of it. He brought his lips to my ear and nipped it before growling, “You should see yourself, Jack. I can tell how much you love this.” His words caused me to breath hard and I knew it was very possible that I might come without even being touched. “You just-“ When he said ‘just’ he stopped going so fast and instead went achingly slow “love my cock deep inside you don’t you?” When he said ‘love’ his thrust was extra slow and long, just to tease me. I nodded so fast I got dizzy which caused him to give a dark chuckle.
Oh please go fast. Please fuck me hard.
As if he heard my internal cry, his lips moved back to my ear. “Do you want me to fuck you hard again? Do you want to be fucked into the mattress so rough you won’t be able to walk tomorrow?” He asked brashly. I nodded very quickly again and almost as soon as I started, he resumed his previous pace. My nails raked down his back for the second time and that caused him to thrust even harder.
“F-fuck J-Jack” He panted. I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth as my grip on his shoulders tightened.
“Jack I’m going to come soon so you’d better give me something to come over or I swear to god I’ll leave you like this.” He threatened. If he left me in this state, I’d go insane so I pushed him off of me. I hated the loss of his contact but it was soon reapplied because I got on top and rode him. I’d never done this with Alex and I didn’t know why. This gave him access to go even deeper inside me. I slowly rocked my hips at first, feeling him fill me completely, but when he said my name with a threatening tone, I picked up the pace. His jaw was clenched and his hands were on my hips, guiding me and helping me keep up with the fast pace. A thin layer of sweat covered his forehead making some of his hair to stick to it but fuck it was sexy.
By the time he came, I could barely keep myself upright. I was filled with so much pleasure I could barely move. He seemed to notice that so he lifted me about six inches above his lap before thrusting his hips up into me. I fell onto his shoulder as he slammed into me fast and rough. Without being touched, I came. Hard. My teeth clenched around my lip hard as my back arched. Flashes of light blinded me as my eyes rolled to the back of my head and my whole body lit on fire. I swear I was floating when I finally opened my eyes to see a sweaty, panting Alex below me.
“Fuck Jack.” He said with a horse laugh. His arms tightened around my torso and he gently lowered me onto the mattress. I was still breathing hard when he pulled the sheets over us and wrapped his strong arms around me. Before I knew it, sleep captured me as I was completely and utterly exhausted.

Notes

Title Cred: Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off by Panic! At The Disco (This song is sex, but it's a song. If you aren't planning on fucking to this one day, what are you doing?)

this is 2,050 words long and a good portion of it is porn...You're welcome.

but in all seriousness I hope this was okay, I tried really hard.