We Were Born To Lose

I allowed my sex brain take over and used all the knowledge I possessed on how to please a man, on Alex. I nipped and sucked at his neck before moving down and wrapping my fingers around his length.
“Do you want me to make you feel good?” I growled in his ear, stroking him very slowly. He groaned and fisted the sheets, coming undone below me. “Do you want me to suck you?” I growled again. He got even harder and whined. “Do you want me?” I asked. He didn’t answer so I used my knees as support and used my hand which was not stroking Alex to grip his face and force him to look at me. “I said, do you want me?” I repeated, staring into his eyes.
“Y-yes.” He gasped. I smirked at the sight below me, he was writhing and sweaty, just how I’d always wanted. I gave him one more harsh kiss then moved down and proceeded to give him the best blow job I’d even preformed. I sucked with all my might, swirled my tongue around his tip and massaged his balls. He was moaning and pulling my hair like he was a whore and it was the best thing I’d ever seen. I felt him getting close and I sucked harder and bobbed my head faster and soon he came. I swallowed it all and moved back up and lay next to him, watching him come down from his high.
“Damn.” He whispered with a laugh.
“How are you that good?” I asked. Normally everyone’s first blow job is really bad and awkward, I got a terrible beating and no meals for the rest of the day because I accidentally bit a guy on my first time.
“I’ve been sucked off by a lot of girls, I just kinda learned what feels good.” He replied, blushing.
“You’re so cute.” I giggled.
“What happened to shy Jack?” He asked, quirking up an eyebrow.
“I just know what to do when it come to sex.” I answered, looking down. I felt Alex put his fingers under my chin and tilt my head up to be met with his lips. This was a kiss full of unspoken words. A kiss of apology, of comfort, and maybe even something more powerful and meaningful.
“You know you don’t ever have to do something you’re not comfortable with right?” He asked after breaking away.
“I do.” I smiled, kissing him once more. He grinned and pulled me into his embrace and we lay on his bed cuddling, our legs intertwined and me listening to his heartbeat with only one thought running through my mind,

I am so in love with you.

Notes

Title cred: Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade

Guys I promise you'll get an explanation for Alex's bipolarness really soon