We Were Born To Lose
Failing Lights, Amass One Hundred Sleepless Nights
Pain twinge on my ass as he pounded into me. Hot tears streamed down my face at the pain. He hit me mercilessly, he had a strange sadistic kink where he got off on causing me pain. It worked. He slapped me again, then grabbed my hair and pulled me up so my back met his upper body. I whimpered when he hit my stomach and pulled my hair tighter. He finished soon after and pulled out. Then before he left, he stood in front of me, raised his fist back, and shot it at my face.
“NO!” I screamed, sitting up. I cried in terror and curled up. My door burst open to see a confused looking guard. He startled me so much I screamed and fell off them bed. He tried to advance but I just curled up in the corner and brought my hands to my hair, shrinking back as far as I could.
“Get out. Get the fuck out!” Demanded a strong voice. Tears continued to flow down my cheeks and I hid my face in the corner, trying to become one with the darkness.
“Jack.” A voice whispered. I shrink back farther and whimpered when I felt a hand on my leg. “Look at me.”
I buried my face in the wall more. “Please Jay?”
Then I recognized who it was. I slowly turned my head to see Alex knelt in front of me with big concerned eyes. “What happened?” He asked. This caused me to think back to the nightmare and my breathing grew hard again.
“It’s okay Jack come here.” He held his arms out and I collapsed into them, crying silently into his shirt. My tears stained the fabric but he didn’t seem to care. “Jack listen to me. You are completely safe. No one is ever going to hurt you again because I won’t let them. I’ll always protect you. You’re my beautiful Jay and nothing bad will ever happen ever again.”
I let his words ring through my ears.
You are completely safe.
No one is ever going to hurt you again.
I won’t let them.
I’ll always protect you.
You’re my beautiful Jay.
I smiled through my tears and listened to his heartbeat reveling in the love I felt for him and the security that radiated off of him, warming my little anxious heart.
“NO!” I screamed, sitting up. I cried in terror and curled up. My door burst open to see a confused looking guard. He startled me so much I screamed and fell off them bed. He tried to advance but I just curled up in the corner and brought my hands to my hair, shrinking back as far as I could.
“Get out. Get the fuck out!” Demanded a strong voice. Tears continued to flow down my cheeks and I hid my face in the corner, trying to become one with the darkness.
“Jack.” A voice whispered. I shrink back farther and whimpered when I felt a hand on my leg. “Look at me.”
I buried my face in the wall more. “Please Jay?”
Then I recognized who it was. I slowly turned my head to see Alex knelt in front of me with big concerned eyes. “What happened?” He asked. This caused me to think back to the nightmare and my breathing grew hard again.
“It’s okay Jack come here.” He held his arms out and I collapsed into them, crying silently into his shirt. My tears stained the fabric but he didn’t seem to care. “Jack listen to me. You are completely safe. No one is ever going to hurt you again because I won’t let them. I’ll always protect you. You’re my beautiful Jay and nothing bad will ever happen ever again.”
I let his words ring through my ears.
You are completely safe.
No one is ever going to hurt you again.
I won’t let them.
I’ll always protect you.
You’re my beautiful Jay.
I smiled through my tears and listened to his heartbeat reveling in the love I felt for him and the security that radiated off of him, warming my little anxious heart.
Notes
Title Cred: One Hundred Sleepless Nights By Pierce The Veil
this probably has a lot of mistakes since i didn't proof read...oh well
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