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We Were Born To Lose

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“Where the fuck is he?” I asked in a rage. We’d won the battle, but Jack was missing.
“Sire!” Sir Balthazar ran up to me, breathless.
“What?” I snapped, not really wanting to talk to them man that helped Jack cheat on me.
“I saw Cenrid’s knight dragging him into the forrest. They said something about gathering information from him!” He cried.

No.


“What?” I whispered. Jack wouldn’t be able to handle their torture. Sure if he was strong, he may last a couple days but not very long. He’d eventually either talk, or go insane. I’d seen the bravest knights fall apart under their hand. Yeah I was pissed at Jack, but I didn’t hate him. That was a total lie and I knew it the moment I said it. But I was so angry, I couldn’t think straight and I didn’t take it back when I should’ve. Jack will go insane under their hand and he will never know that I don’t hate him. He will never know that I actually love him more than anything.
“I want Sirs Dawson and Dorian to accompany me as we search for any tracks.”
“Sire don’t you think I should come?” Sir Balthazar spoke up, suddenly looking very concerned.
“No. In addition to fighting, you’ve done a lot of running to let us know what’s happened. You’ve earned a time of rest. We can manage it.” I replied. Sir Balthazar looked very put-out but I assumed it was because he was worried about Jack…That bastard.
“Sire, why are you putting so much effort into this? He’s just a servant.” One of King Lance’s men spoke up and I had to refrain from punching him in the face.

Just a servant! Jack is the most amazing person to have ever lived and you call him “Just a servant.”?


“Yes he is,” I replied through gritted teeth, “but he’s a servant with very sensitive information. We must get him before he breaks.”
“Why don’t we just move?”
“Because it would raise attention if suddenly hundreds of troops were moving across the land. Now we’re going to get Jack and if I hear one person speak against it, you will be tied to a post and tanned.” I threatened. That shut him up and I beckoned my knights to follow me into the woods.


We’d been searching for hours and we’d found a whole lot of nothing. We searched every trail, every tree, and every creek for any sign of a struggle.
“Anything?” I asked Sir Dawson but the look on his face told me what I didn’t want to know. I nodded though he hadn’t said anything and turned to Sir Dorian who gave me the same news.
“Okay” I sighed, “Let’s go farther down the trail that Balthazar was seen running up. Maybe we didn’t go far enough.”
We remounted and walked down the trail, diligent to any detail but that was getting harder. We had enough daylight, it’s just that we’d been in a battle a few hours ago and all of us were exhausted and our bodies screamed for rest. I hated to admit it but even my eyelids were beginning to droop.
“Fuck!” Cried Sir Dawson I turned to see him with a bloody hand.
“How’d you manage that?” I asked, irritated.
“Fell asleep on my horse and started to fall off. The first thing I grabbed to steady myself was a blade.” He answered, wincing. I sighed, knowing there was a creek nearby for him to clean it up, but I was afraid we wouldn’t have time.

Reluctantly, I allowed for us to go to the creek. The horses needed water anyway. Once there, I drank from its currents while thinking of Jack. As if I were drinking for him, somehow taking in everything he needed in the hopes that it would magically nourish his body because I knew that he would only be fed just enough to keep him alive.
“SIRE!” Sir Dawson screamed though it was a bit unnecessary since I was only three feet away.
“What?” I asked, turning to face him. His eyes were wide and he couldn’t stop staring at a rock.
“Look!”
I took at step over to where he was and looked at the stone he was pointing at. There on top, was a bit of dried blood. This filled me with several emotions. For one, this had to be Jack’s blood meaning that he was around this area, but also…This had to be Jack’s blood. Meaning that he’s probably hurt…Well actually he’s defiantly hurt. I could only imagine the torture he was going though at that moment…

Notes

Title Cred: Fake Your Death

I think this is the longest I've ever gone without updating.

Comments

IM DYING THIS IS THE BEST FANFIC IVE EVER READ AND IM SOBBING AND ITS 3 AM. NOOOOOOO MY FEELINGS SEND HELP

fangirll fangirll
4/8/17

GUESS WHOS BACK AND DROWNING IN TEARS
also you should post the ending you had in mind to ruin us I'm curious what your idea was
idk just an idea I've been thinking about what other things you could've done

KellicAndJalex KellicAndJalex
1/20/16

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO I HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU. YOU KILLED HIM. YOU MONSTER! YOU CRUEL AWFUL HUMAN BEING!

Idolstar333 Idolstar333
12/11/15

@KellicAndJalex
Oh my goodness gracious thank you so much. As a writer, it's honestly a huge compliment to know that I was able to stir enough emotion to make someone cry. So yeah thank you and gooD LUCK ON YOUR SCIENCE PAPER

So considering I've read this story six fucking times I decided it was time to log in or whatever so I could tell you about how you ruined my life. So first off i have read this story six times and every single time i cry no wait that's an understatement. I bawl. The first time I read this I finished it on the toilet and I walked out of my bathroom just sobbing and I cried for about an hour and fifteen minutes. Then as I was going to bed I thought about it again and I cried myself to sleep over this fucking story. This story is the one of the best fics I have ever read and I'll probably be back reading it again in like three weeks. But even when I say OMG I'm crying to my friends they'll be like is it over that one jalex Fic becAUSE THEY JUST KNOW HOW MUCH I CRY OVER THIS OKAY SO JUST THANK YOU FOR EXISTING AND PLEASE NEVER STOP WRITING BEVAUSE I REALLY FUCKING LOVE YOUR STUFF NOW IM GONNA GO FINISH MY PAPER FOR SCIENCE

KellicAndJalex KellicAndJalex
10/18/15