We Were Born To Lose
Make A Wish On Our Sorry Little Hearts
Now I missed serving Alex. Even if he’d get angry outbursts, he’d always apologize but now I’d take Alex at his worst all the time over this. At first it was just hungry stare, but now it had moved to suggestive touches. Nothing too obvious, just small touches a little too far down my back, but they creeped me out and made me want to vomit. I hated every second. I still wouldn’t tell Alex though, he had enough on his plate and besides, I was just a servant. I’d just finished putting Prince Almore’s cloths away when to my dismay, he walked in. A sense of danger washed over me when I watched him take his shirt off.
“Come here.” He said. I really really really didn’t want to but I had no choice. He smirked at me and moved his fingers to my tunic’s hemline and pulled it up over my head and I had to fight the urge to cover my body with my arms. He brought his lips very close to my ear, “We can make each other very happy.” He whispered causing a sickening chill to run up my spine. Every fiber of my being begged me to run. Run as fast as I can to Alex. I just wanted Alex. The knight’s fingers danced along my pant’s hemline and eventually, pulled them down leaving me in my underwear*. My heart cried for Alex as he dropped his pants and underwear leaving me to look at his rather large dick. I shut my eyes tight when he guided me down to my knees. He forced my jaw to open and he slipped his tip in and for the first time, I couldn’t get into it. Normally I can block all of it out and just focus on the feeling but now, I could only think of Alex. He filled my thoughts and I stood there, wishing it was him who I was doing this to, wishing it was my prince who stood so close with his fingers wrapped in my hair instead of this one. The Prince thrust into my mouth causing me to gag a little,
“Move.”
Reluctantly, I moved my head and sucked making his breath grow ragged. I was good at blow jobs, I always had been. It was because of them that I earned a lot of my meals so I knew how to suck a dick…but this time I didn’t try. I didn’t have the strength. Being used so many times had exhausted me. I felt this fatigue in my bones, weighing me down. He kept fucking my mouth and tears filled my eyes as I was used yet again.
“Aw baby don’t be sad, you will be repaid for this.” He smiled. Suddenly, he pulled himself out of my mouth, shoved my underwear off, then pushed me to the bed, growing violent. He shoved three fingers up my ass causing me to cry out in pain and grip the sheets. Then he placed his tip at my entrance and he was about to push in when,
“STOP!” Screamed to most heavenly voice I’d ever heard. It was like my ears were parched and he was cool water. I watched as Alex threw Prince Almore off of me and hit him again and again. I flinched with each sound of skin hitting skin. Flashbacks blinded me. The fear in my chest was taking over me, drowning me. It was like fear never left, it was like a little ball in my chest that exploded from time to time making my breathing stop and my heartbeat so fast it was like it was trying to kill itself. Finally I couldn’t stand it anymore.
“Alex.” I croaked. He punched him one more time then stopped and looked at me, fiery rage in his eyes. “Please s-stop I c-can’t t-t-take i-t” I whimpered between sobs. His jaw clenched and he dropped the unconscious prince then he pulled me off the bed. He shoved a blanket over my shoulders and dragged me out of the room and into mine. I cried harder when he shoved me onto the bed and I pulled the blanket around me tighter.
“How long has this been going on?” He spat making more tears fall. Suddenly he grabbed my shoulders and shook me roughly. “HOW LONG?” He screamed. It scared me so much I cowered in the fetal position before my powerful, rage-filled master.
“I- This w-was the first- not too far-“ I stammered, senseless words spewing out. He sighed and left the room leaving me sobbing into my pillow wondering what I did to make him angry with me.
Notes
Title cred: Love Like War by All Time Low ft. Vic Fuetnes
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