We Were Born To Lose

Bad. That’s how it was. I watched completely breathless as the enemy bashed our men’s heads in, as two ganged up on a man and one would hold him while the other would strip him of his armor, clothes, and eventually, flesh. I couldn’t bring myself to look away from the man.The soldier held him as the other took a knife and literally cut away his skin. The agony on his face was something I’d never forget. Blood was everywhere. It sprayed all over the men and ground. In fact, the ground wasn’t even green anymore. It was red. Whenever you took a step, a sickening marshy sound followed. There was still some green but for the most part; every blade of grass, every patch of dirt, and every person here was soaked in blood. I shook my head to focus on the task at hand. I quickly defeated my foe and searched for Alex. I ran through the horrors. Every where I looked, someone was either getting killed, skinned alive, beaten, or having their brain clubbed out of their nose. This was too much, I felt like I was being suffocated. The sickening smell of blood hung in the air which I was breathing in so quickly. I pulled a cracked lip between my teeth and ran, still searching for my master. Suddenly I was tackled to the ground. My heart leapt up into my throat and I felt a stinging pain on my cheek. I opened my eyes and saw an absolutely mad looking man on top of me, teeth bared. He took his club and raised his above his head. I knew I was about two seconds away from getting my skull crushed so I quickly dodged to the right. The man’s club lodged itself in the ground and while the man was puling it out, I have enough time to slip out my dagger and shove it in his throat. A spray of blood showered my face and clothes and I pushed him off of me. I unlodged the dagger and got back up and that’s when I saw Alex running to me.
“Jay oh my god-“ He gasped.
“I-It’s not my blood.” I reassured him.
“Come on, we’re retreating.” He said, grabbing my hand and running through the mass of fighting bodies. A loud horn sounded causing half of the mass to run away. We galloped to the west of where we resided, then doubled back and actually went to camp to throw the enemy off our trail. The rest of the night was a blur, washing off in the lake, eating dinner, caring for the horses and armor, and eventually getting back to our tent.
“Jay are you okay?” Alex asked. I looked at him and nodded, then continued sitting in a chair, sharpening my dagger.
“Jay?”
“I’m fine Alex.” I spoke a bit harsher than I’d intended but I wasn’t going to apologize for it.
“Babe.” He whispered, coming up to me and kneeling in front of me.
“I’m fine.” I said through gritted teeth.
“No you aren’t.” He murmured. I heard a faint splash and realized that a tear had fallen from my eyes to the blade. I wiped them quickly and looked up into Alex’s gentle ones.
“Those were some really horrible things.” I whispered.
“I know baby. You aren’t coming with us tomorrow.” He murmured, rubbing my knee.
“The fuck I’m not!” I cried, my anger rising from zero to one hundred in a split second. “Alex what is it gonna look like if I don’t go? I have no injuries or reason not to other than the fact that I’m weak!”
“Jay who’s going to think you’re weak?”

Lance’s men.

I didn’t miss the way they looked at me like I was a piece of meat. I wasn’t sure if they saw me as some weakling they could push around of if they saw me as something much more. I almost shuddered at the thought of having to relive my past yet again.
“Everyone! I can’t have them thinking I’m weaker than I already am!”
“Jay you aren’t going.” He said, rising up.
“I have to.” I spat, placing my dagger on the table and doing the same. Alex’s jaw clenched and he furrowed his brows. As he stepped closer, I shrunk back.
“I am your master. You will do as I say.” He said, seething at me. Controlled dominance rolled off of him and in my cowering form, I knew he would get his way if this moment continued.
“Really?” I plastered a smirk on my face and I got down on my knees. “Because I have a feeling I’ll be telling you to keep those pretty little moans in tonight.” I said, I could see him clench his jaw as I slowly undid his buckle. I looked up into his eyes and saw the unmistakable glaze of lust coating them
“Jay-” He started with a warning tone but what cut short by a shiver when I licked his tip. “f-fuck.” He whispered and shut his eyes tight. I then brought my tongue to his base and licked a stripe up to the tip making him gasp and exhale hard. Then I put just the tip of his dick in my mouth,
“Hmm?” I let the vibrations meet him and he brought his hands to my hair. By how tense he was, I could tell it was taking him ever ounce of self control he had, not to slam into my mouth. Good. Let him be teased. Then, I stood up and pushed him onto the bed, climbing on top of him and connected our lips feverishly. You may be questioning my sanity since I’d just been crying over the horrors I’d seen not even three minutes ago, and now I was about to have sex with the prince. But you know, Alex doesn’t help with rational thinking and right now, I just wanted to be as close to him as possible and this was the only way I knew how to show affection. My lips left his and I went back down south. He was so hard and already leaking so I decided to take pity on him. I wrapped my lips around him and took him into my mouth. He sucked in a breath through his teeth and bucked his hips up. I fought the smirk that threatened to appear as I watched the, oh so powerful prince, so needy because of a mere servant. And not just any servant… Me. I loved how I was able to get him this way and I figured I might as well flaunt it.
“You should see yourself. God look at you, for a mighty prince, you’re very needy. And who got you this way?” I growled, replacing my mouth with my hand. He didn’t answer. He was too busy bucking his hips up into my touch. “You’d better answer me Lex.” I snarled, he tried to answer but a soft moan escaped his lips instead so I reattached my mouth and let my bottom teeth gently brush the underside of his dick causing him to cry out. “Shh lex, don’t want someone to hear. Now answer the damn question before I leave you like this.” I threatened, pumping his dick.
“Jack.” He whispered.
“Who?” I asked, pumping faster.
“Jack!” He cried a bit louder.
“That’s right. Me. Now do you want to come?” I asked, squeezing a little tighter making him squirm,
“Y-yes.” He said, remaining audible.
“Yes what?” I smirked, enjoying the sight of the Prince.
“Yes I want to come. Please baby, please let me come.” He cried.
“Well alright.” I replied with a touch of indifference and, once again, I replaced my hand with my mouth. I sucked harder than ever and within five seconds, he released into my mouth.
“You asshole.” He laughed once he came back.
“Aw come on, you liked it.” I smirked as I curled up into his chest. He pushed my hair away from my face and brought his lips down to my ear,
“You’re right, I did like it and soon I’ll get you back for the amount of desperation you put me through tonight.” He whispered with a tone of lust in his voice. A chill threatened to run up my spine at his words and he held me tightly to his body, reminding me about his superior strength.

Notes

Title Cred: The Call by Regina Spektor

HOLY SHIT GUYS CHAPTER 50 WOAH
I made a We Were Born To Lose playlist on spotify, link is right there vv
https://play.spotify.com/user/thereckless_andthebrave/playlist/3lsB1BqmTakvY00zlMs40F

anyways I kinda laugh at how eventful this was. Half of it was war and battle, the other half smut...Yup sounds like one of my fanfics haha

Anyways thanks for reading this and don't be a silent reader!! If you're reading then comment and tell me your thoughts, what you think is going to happen in the future, what you're scared is going to happen, what you'll do to me if something happens. Seriously guys I love seeing death threats. Go nuts.

ANYWAYS HAPPY 50TH CHAPTER WOOOOOOOOOOO *shoots confetti everywhere*

YOU GOT ME POPPIN CHAMPAGNE I'M AT IT AGAIN