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We Were Born To Lose

I'm So In Love, So In Love

I was putting my armor back on for patrol when Alex walked in. Immediately averted my gaze to the floor and I heard Alex sigh.
“Jack?”
I didn’t respond, I just shrunk back a little. “Jack please.” His voice was so small and broken I couldn’t bear to leave him feeling that way and not look up, so I did. His eyes were big and sad and I watched his gaze flick to my cheek. He rushed up to me making me flinch and gently raised his hand. I watched every single movement with wide eyes, not missing a single thing. I saw how close he was standing, how his light pink lips were parted slightly, how his fingers curled a bit as he ran them over my bruise, how regret and sadness filled his eyes, how his fingers on his other hand were entwining themselves with mine making me feel safe and protected despite what he’d done a few hours ago. “I’m so sorry.” He whispered. I couldn’t take it anymore. It hurt too much to hate him and I was falling apart. My hands weren’t enough to keep the shattered bits of my heart from dropping but I knew Alex could stop it. I flung myself into his arms in a tight embrace. Our bodies pressed together could keep the broken bits from cascading to the floor and it may even heal them. He returned the hug and we stood there for a long time, my face buried in his chest, breathing him in, and him playing with my hair gently as he held me. This was the Alex I loved. Yes, loved. I said before that I didn’t believe in love, that I’d never be in it, that I’d never let love take complete control over me but you know… Life’s funny that way.



I had Alex’s clothes and was carrying them up the stairs when I tripped over someone’s foot and all the fabric tumbled down. I looked up to see one of Cenrid’s knights grinning at me.
“You really need to watch your step.” He laughed before stalking off. I was just thankful that he didn’t hit me or anything else. I sighed and grabbed the basket and started picking up the scattered cloth. They all were dirty again from the mud on the floor meaning I’d have to scrub them again. I sighed and was walking back out to the wash bin when I was faced with the Prince. I froze, not knowing which Alex I was going to get but once he scoffed I did.
“Why are you rewashing clothes.” He asked.
“I was tripped and they fell.” I mumbled.
“You know I think you would’ve learned to keep an eye out for those knights instead of just blindly walking around like nothing’s going to happen to you.” He spat. I looked down at the basket and bit my lip.
“Stupid.” He mumbled before pushing me and stalking off. I swallowed the lump in my throat and rescrubbed the fabric.

Notes

Title Cred: Tenerife Sea by Ed Sheeran


Since this is so short and since I didn't update yesterday, I'll update again today.

Comments

IM DYING THIS IS THE BEST FANFIC IVE EVER READ AND IM SOBBING AND ITS 3 AM. NOOOOOOO MY FEELINGS SEND HELP

fangirll fangirll
4/8/17

GUESS WHOS BACK AND DROWNING IN TEARS
also you should post the ending you had in mind to ruin us I'm curious what your idea was
idk just an idea I've been thinking about what other things you could've done

KellicAndJalex KellicAndJalex
1/20/16

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO I HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU. YOU KILLED HIM. YOU MONSTER! YOU CRUEL AWFUL HUMAN BEING!

Idolstar333 Idolstar333
12/11/15

@KellicAndJalex
Oh my goodness gracious thank you so much. As a writer, it's honestly a huge compliment to know that I was able to stir enough emotion to make someone cry. So yeah thank you and gooD LUCK ON YOUR SCIENCE PAPER

So considering I've read this story six fucking times I decided it was time to log in or whatever so I could tell you about how you ruined my life. So first off i have read this story six times and every single time i cry no wait that's an understatement. I bawl. The first time I read this I finished it on the toilet and I walked out of my bathroom just sobbing and I cried for about an hour and fifteen minutes. Then as I was going to bed I thought about it again and I cried myself to sleep over this fucking story. This story is the one of the best fics I have ever read and I'll probably be back reading it again in like three weeks. But even when I say OMG I'm crying to my friends they'll be like is it over that one jalex Fic becAUSE THEY JUST KNOW HOW MUCH I CRY OVER THIS OKAY SO JUST THANK YOU FOR EXISTING AND PLEASE NEVER STOP WRITING BEVAUSE I REALLY FUCKING LOVE YOUR STUFF NOW IM GONNA GO FINISH MY PAPER FOR SCIENCE

KellicAndJalex KellicAndJalex
10/18/15