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We Were Born To Lose

You’re My Little Bird

I woke up anxious but I was determined not to show it. I knew I’d have to go back to war. I took a deep breath and got on with it. I stepped out of our tent and saw Alex sitting by a fire eating breakfast. I went to make my way over when a hand stopped me. I looked to the side, expecting a normal sized person but instead I got that six-foot-five soldier again.
“Going back to war are we?” He asked.

What is his problem? Why pick on me?


“Yes Sire.”
“Why? Something as nobel war is no place for a sniveling maggot like you.” He sneered. I’ll admit his words hurt, but I wasn’t about the let him know that.
“Because I have to keep my master safe.” I replied.
“What happens if he can’t keep you safe?”

What that a threat?


“Then I will gladly die knowing that at least he is.” I replied, narrowing my eyes and fixing myself into a steady stance. My answer caused him to scoff, as if he found it amusing.
“You’d die for him? Really? He wouldn’t die for you.” He replied.
“I don’t want him to.” I replied truthfully, “His life is worth more than mine. He has a kingdom to live for, I have my prince and if it takes my life to see that he rises to power, then so be it.” I said before turning and going the other direction. While walking off I spotted Alex staring at me with an unreadable expression. I was pretty pissed that someone would question my loyalty but in all fairness, he had no idea how much I truly loved the Prince. He consumed every fiber of me, I drowned every time I looked at him. He was a bird while I was just his feather. He had many who loved him and if I were to fall, it wouldn’t affect him at all. But me, I would plummet to the ground alone and broken. Someone may pick me up, but without my bird, I’d never be the same again.



I had just witnessed Jack’s dispute with Sir Gonthad, or Sir Goliath as the other knights call him, and was now watching him stalk away. I caught up to him and luckily I did because he was about to trip over a stone in the path. I rushed up and caught him by putting my arm around his body to stop him from falling to the ground.
“Thanks.” He whispered, looking up at me with those big brown eyes.
“You’re welcome. What happened with you and Sir Gonthad?” I asked, setting him upright again but not releasing him.
“Sir Gonthad?” He asked, not moving away from my touch so I figured he didn’t mind it.
“Goliath over there.” I jutted my head towards the knight who he’d just had the altercation with.
“Oh him. He was questioning my loyalty to the Prince and I got angry.” He mumbled.
“Yeah I could see that.” I smirked thinking about how attractive he was while angry. He blushed and looked down at his feet.
“Come on, keep your head up.” I smiled, tucking a finger beneath his chin and guiding his head up. It was right after I started leaning in when-
“BALTHAZAR!” Alex’s voice screamed and by the sound of rage in his voice, I knew I was in trouble.

Notes

Title Cred: Little Bird by Ed Sheeran

uh oh

Comments

IM DYING THIS IS THE BEST FANFIC IVE EVER READ AND IM SOBBING AND ITS 3 AM. NOOOOOOO MY FEELINGS SEND HELP

fangirll fangirll
4/8/17

GUESS WHOS BACK AND DROWNING IN TEARS
also you should post the ending you had in mind to ruin us I'm curious what your idea was
idk just an idea I've been thinking about what other things you could've done

KellicAndJalex KellicAndJalex
1/20/16

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO I HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU. YOU KILLED HIM. YOU MONSTER! YOU CRUEL AWFUL HUMAN BEING!

Idolstar333 Idolstar333
12/11/15

@KellicAndJalex
Oh my goodness gracious thank you so much. As a writer, it's honestly a huge compliment to know that I was able to stir enough emotion to make someone cry. So yeah thank you and gooD LUCK ON YOUR SCIENCE PAPER

So considering I've read this story six fucking times I decided it was time to log in or whatever so I could tell you about how you ruined my life. So first off i have read this story six times and every single time i cry no wait that's an understatement. I bawl. The first time I read this I finished it on the toilet and I walked out of my bathroom just sobbing and I cried for about an hour and fifteen minutes. Then as I was going to bed I thought about it again and I cried myself to sleep over this fucking story. This story is the one of the best fics I have ever read and I'll probably be back reading it again in like three weeks. But even when I say OMG I'm crying to my friends they'll be like is it over that one jalex Fic becAUSE THEY JUST KNOW HOW MUCH I CRY OVER THIS OKAY SO JUST THANK YOU FOR EXISTING AND PLEASE NEVER STOP WRITING BEVAUSE I REALLY FUCKING LOVE YOUR STUFF NOW IM GONNA GO FINISH MY PAPER FOR SCIENCE

KellicAndJalex KellicAndJalex
10/18/15