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I wish I could

Summary

Title: I wish I could
Description: Alex has a problem with sleeping. It is getting serious and he is balancing on a very thin line.
Jack could help him, but he's in a relationship with Matt, who gets jealous easily.
Disclaimer: I do not own All Time Low or any of its members.

Content warnings: nightmares, medication abuse
I'll add specific trigger warnings to the description of each chapter if something comes up.

Title photo credit goes to here.

Enjoy!

-Laura

Characters

Alex Gaskarth

Alex Gaskarth

Lead singer for All Time Low. Has serious problems with sleeping and is secretly in love with Jack.

Jack Barakat

Jack Barakat

Guitarist for All Time Low. In a relationship with Matt but there might be feelings for Alex.

Matt Flyzik

Matt Flyzik

Tour manager for All Time Low. Gets stressed and jealous easily.

Rian Dawson

Rian Dawson

Drummer for All Time Low. Very outgoing with an incredible smile. In a relationship.

Zack Merrick

Zack Merrick

Bassist for All Time Low. Loves to work out and is always there to help.

Chapters

  1. Trapped - Prologue (Alex POV)

  2. First worries (Jack POV)

  3. On the edge (Alex POV)

  4. I just want to help (Jack POV)

  5. Breaking down (Alex POV)

  6. So much fear (Jack POV)

  7. I was lucky (Jack POV)

  8. Unusual things (Alex POV)

  9. The Realization (Alex POV)

  10. Confused hearts (Jack POV)

  11. Blackmail (Alex POV)

  12. What a perfect way to do this (Jack POV)

  13. We're gonna try something new today (Jack POV)

  14. Going home (Alex POV)

  15. Forgetfulness (Alex POV)

  16. Night Terror (Jack POV)

  17. Too many Memories (Alex POV)

    TW: Traffic Accident

  18. Let it all out (Alex POV, Jack POV)

    TW: Traffic accident, mention of abuse

  19. Pampering (Jack POV)

  20. Thanks to you for all the Nightmares (Alex POV)

    TW: traffic accident, kidnapping

  21. My only retreat (Alex POV)

  22. I will destroy you (Jack POV)

    TW: Blood

  23. I run through the Glass in the Street (Jack POV)

  24. And if you're not willing, then I'll use force (Jack POV)

  25. The Coup (Alex POV)

  26. You're my remedy (Alex POV)

  27. Disaster (Alex POV)

    TW: car crash

  28. Panic (Jack POV)

    TW: death

  29. At the Hospital (Jack POV)

  30. Truth is... (Alex POV)

  31. No medication (Alex POV)

  32. Author's Note

    I'm sorry but I have to say this.

  33. Nighttime thinking (Alex POV)

  34. Daytime thinking (Jack POV)

  35. Hard (Jack POV)

    *** smut ***

  36. Advertisements (Alex POV)

  37. A Day Outside (Jack POV)

  38. Good Morning (Alex POV)

  39. What are you doing? (Alex POV)

    Time lapse 4 months

  40. Be mine - 1 (Alex POV)

  41. Be mine - 2 (Jack POV)

  42. Celebration (Alex POV)

    *** smut ***

  43. The Wedding Planners (Alex POV)

  44. Worries at the Last Second (Jack POV)

  45. Troublesome Ceremony No.1 (Jack POV)

  46. Ceremony No. 2 (Alex POV)

  47. Kids - Epliogue

  48. Author's Note

Comments

@NONAMETAGD
aaahh I really don't know? I get so bad with sequels, I still haven't finished Chased by the Future and also I'm really into Homeless right now.

I guess I can maybe make one chapter as a sequel and post it in here if I find the time to do so if more people want me to do it? :)

laura laura
1/23/14

Please make a sequel with their kids and everything please

NONAMETAGD NONAMETAGD
1/23/14

@forgottenangels_
aw aw thanks!! c:

@shutupandtellmeyoulikeatl
Thank you! And I see you already started reading my new story so don't worry, it'll be okay c:

@Username
Thanks a lot!! I was so tired when I wrote it though, I hope it's satisfying haha ^^

@Beautiful_Deception
Aw thanks so much! :3

laura laura
1/17/14

This story has been great to read and I love it. You did an awesome job :D

Amazingness! I love this story and the ending was really cute :)

Username Username
1/17/14