You're Good At Smiling.

Loving someone who doesn't love you back is painful. It keeps you up all night and never hungry. Sleep becomes scarce and food loses its appeal.

bad habits start to gain appeal.

this story will talk about cutting, eating disorders and things of that nature. Please beware. Do not read if you are not sure if you'll be triggered. A lot of this story is emotional as I am using it as a way to release my negative feelings of yhings

1. Introduction

   this story metions self harm, eating disorders and things of that nature. please be warned.

2. Better Than Revenge

   Title from Taylor Swift

3. Loving Him Is Red

   title credit Taylor Swift

4. I'm a walking Travesty But, I'm smiling at Everything

   song credit- All Time low~ therapy

5. We Used To Talk For Hours, But You Don't Hear My Voice Anymore

   title credit: you me at six

6. Pick up what's left of my mind

   *orginal chapter 6 was deleted, this is the rewritten version, title credit: green day

7. Light em up, Light em up, light it up, I'm on fire

   song credit- My songs know what you did in the dark~ Fall Out Boy

8. Biter sweet migrane in my head

   song credit ~Green Day, Give Me Novocaine

9. I’ll be fine I swear, I’m just gone beyond repair

   - Mayday Parade- Jersey - song credit

10. Selfish Machines

    pierce the veil- sky under the sea

11. I hope you enjoy it this time; you gave it all away

    stay together for the kids- blink182~ song credit

12. You burned down a house and home.

    Title cred- 21 Guns by Green Day

13. Reincarnate

    title from Motionless In White

14. I'm OKAYYYYY

    title Cred: I'm not ok by My Chemical Romance

15. I Can Conquer The World

    Final Chapter