"It was just one kiss, one mistake. But, why did it feel so right? Do I have feelings for him or is my mind playing tricks on me? Someone tell me...please. Help me. Why do I feel like this with my best friend?"

All Time Low are currently on tour at The Reading and Leeds Festival with headliners, Green Day, other international musicians and a few local musicians. Alongside a US tour awaiting them back home.

For the vocalist Alex Gaskarth he's got more on his mind. He can't seem to place his finger on why he has been feeling quite lonely. One night, a simple kiss between him and his best friend and fellow band member, Jack Barakat changes everything. Alex finds himself falling for Jack, falling hard. But is something holding him back? Does Jack feel the same? Or is it just a ridiculous phase for Alex?

This is my first Jalex. I've been reading Jalex fan fictions lately and realised I wanted to write one. Jalex is just too good to not write. I write my fan fictions for the shits and laughs. I'm not a creepy fan who wants these things to happen. But as Alex says with the whole Jalex thing..."If the kids don't believe, make them believe."

Anyways, I will try get the prologue up sometime soon, maybe tomorrow. I tend to write a prologue just to get the story going.

I also went and searched for the 2013 line up for The Reading And Leeds Festival so a few of them will be mentioned or appearing haha.

So enjoy :) x

The title is from Angel Eyes By New Years Day, check them out :3

Rated PG for:
Coarse Language
Some sexual references
Some sexual content
Maybe some violence

1. Prologue - I'm A Walking Travesty

2. Chapter One - Signs Misleading To Nowhere

3. Chapter Two - My Head Is Floating Somewhere In The Clouds

4. Chapter Three - So Cold Our Darkest Days

   Little bit of smut, but not too much ;)

5. Chapter Four - I Know I'm Not Alone

6. Chapter Five - I Don’t Mind If You’re Overrated

7. Chapter Six - I Don’t Want This Feeling To Go Away

8. Chapter Seven - Flowers Laid Out For You

9. Chapter Eight - Let’s Get Together We Can, Get Hot

   WARNING: Smut in a majority of Alex's POV at the start

10. Chapter Nine - Slip To The Void, To The Dark

11. Chapter Ten - Can You Feel, Can You Feel My Heart?

    Little smut

12. Chapter Eleven - Just A Few Heartbeats Away From Disaster

    Little bit of smut, also prepare your tissues for tears (maybe)

13. Chapter Twelve - You’re Already The Voice Inside My Head

    Very abrupt smut so be warned, it's detailed slightly too. Also, prepare for more feels mostly in Alex's POV.

14. Chapter Thirteen - I’ll Hold You Close, I’ll Hold You Tight

    Better get your tissues ready

15. Sequel?

16. Chapter Fourteen - Make This A Sweet, Sweet Goodbye

    Gonna need tissues again.

17. Fucking Notes

18. Chapter Fifteen - You Are The Moonlight Of My Life Every Night

    Smut at the end