Alex moves to Baltimore in hopes to have a better life. But , those plans go away quickly when everything goes back to normal. A sister who hates , and I mean purely hates him. And a mother who is never home.

Another reason he moved was to get away from the bullying. Bullying because he was depressed, bullying because he has an eating disorder, bullying because he's gay.

Alex has self harmed for as long as he can remember. Weather it be cutting, burning, scratching, or purposely giving himself bruises. He does it. He wants to ditch it. But he just can't seem to find a reason to.

1. I Long For That Feeling To Not Feel At All

   Bring Me The Horizon

2. Just Friends

   All Time Low

3. Visions Of A Brighter Love, I'd Kill For One More Day

   All Time Low

4. I've Got A Dark Ally, And A Bad Idea

   Fall Out Boy

5. Steal A Kiss In The Dark

   All Time Low**Triggering** **Make-Out Scene**

6. I Gotta Regret Right Now, I'm Feeling This

   Blink-182

7. I Never Thought, I'de Die Alone

   Blink-182