Alex


Everything's been going really great, which is surprising.

I’m not really used to things going great, at least not lately.

I’ve gotten closer with Rian and Cass, after their endless apologizes I caved in because I had to admit, I missed them both like crazy.
Instead of putting my head down and hiding my face whenever I see Jack in the hallways I smile and wave at him, and he does the same to me. It’s definitely something that I’ll have to get used to, but avoiding him, and hating him with all my guys was exhausting.

Kellin came back to school on Tuesday, thank god! I missed him so much!
It’s been so weird not seeing him at his locker in the morning, or not walking with him to all my classes.

Even at home things have been getting a little better, besides the fact that Tom has been home less. He’s been spending more time at college and with his boyfriend which is cute, I’ve started imagining their wedding in my head, waiting for Tom to take the next step and possibly propose.

They’ve been together for forever so they might as well! My parents have been leaving me alone more, and stopped interrogating me on when I would get a girlfriend.

I’ve even started writing music again.

Everything was falling back into place in my life, even if a few pieces were missing.

“You have really pretty eyes,” I mumbled, staring at Kellin as he was messing with the collar of my flannel, making him look back at me with a cute smile.

I was about to tell him that I told Jack that we could be friends but i didn't really know how he’d react to it, I really didn't want him angry so I didn't bother

Wait…
That’s kinda like when jack lied to me about him cheating. He just didn't want to hurt my feelings and start something that wouldn’t be worth an argument over… Whoa.
No.
What am I thinking? Jack did something terrible to me! I’m just waiting till later to tell Kellin that I'm friends with my ex now, it’s not like I’m cheating, and planning to hide it from him forever.

What I am doing is nothing like what Jack did to me.

I feels good to have that grudge for Jack lifted off my shoulders though, I hated being mad at him even if he did something so horrible.

I just hope Kellin won’t be able to stay mad at me.

“So do you,” he told me. Mine are just plain brown, they are nothing like his.

“No, but like yours are really pretty. Remember when you asked me my favorite color?” I asked him.

“It’s blue,” he nodded, and slid his hands down my chest, staring at my black and blue flannel covering my torso.

I smiled, a little flattered that he remembered my favorite color.

“Yours is grey, and your eyes are like a perfect mixture between the two.” I told him, staring into his light colored eyes not being able to hold back a smile. They are just so pretty.

I could stare at them for hours if he’d let me.

“Only you are so thoughtful that you’d notice that, you’re so sweet.” he smiled, and pressed his lips to mine for a few seconds in a slow peck.

“I guess it’s meant to be!” I told him, and his attention was brought back to me after he was staring at something down the hall. I was about to turn my head and look at what it was but his words stopped me.

“You were practically made for me,” Kellin mumbled, and wrapped his arms around my waist to kiss me more.

Once my lips touched the smooth surface I felt him pushing harder against me, begging for more. My stomach flipped because we’ve never really kissed like this, and I returned the same pressure, lifting up my arms to wrap them around his neck. His hands tugged my hips closer to him, making me gasp lightly as he ran his tongue along my bottom lip asking for entrance.

As soon as I opened my mouth a bit to let him him, I heard an angry voice behind me and flinched.

“Wow, really Kellin? Alex as a rebound? He’s too nice for that.” I recognized Vic’s voice and froze, watching Kellin whip around to look at him with wide eyes.

“Leave us the fuck alone, Vic.” Kellin demanded angrily.
Oh god, I don’t think I’ve ever seen Kellin get mad before. I hope they don’t fight.

The only time I’ve heard him raise his voice was when Tay was screaming at me that I was selfish for being upset that Jack broke my heart.

“Jack is going to murder you, you know that right?” Vic narrowed his eyes, him and Kellin staring each other down which made me feel uncomfortable.

It was pretty obvious that Vic was just jealous, but that didn’t keep me from feeling incredibly guilty.

“No, he won’t.” I mumbled, not thinking it was loud enough for Vic to hear. He was standing a few feet away with his arms crossed over his chest, looking really pissed off.

“Yeah he is, sorry Alex, but you would be better off with Jack. Kellin doesn’t actually want to be your b-”

“Vic! Just get the fuck over me! I moved on! We broke up, and I like Alex now.” Kellin defended, squeezing my hip bones so tightly it started to hurt. I bit my lip to conceal my pain and looked up at Kellin who was still staring at Vic.

“Whatever, have a nice life together.” Vic sighed, looking sad now. He walked in the other direction, I watched his head look down at the ground.

I frowned, unwrapping my arms from around Kellin’s neck and placing them awkwardly by my sides. Kellin’s grip on my hips loosened, he let out a deep breath through his nose and leaned forward to kiss my hair.

“Don’t feel bad.” he mumbled against my hair.

“Of course I feel bad,” I sighed. I practically just stole someone’s boyfriend.

“Well, I don’t feel bad about Jack. He cheated, and was a horrible boyfriend to you. Vic broke my heart just like Jack broke yours. They aren’t worth our worries.” Kellin told me sweetly.

I had the strong urge to defend Jack when he said that he was a horrible boyfriend, because he really wasn’t. He was the perfect boyfriend, despite the lying and cheating. He let me down but he never did anything to convince me that he was a horrible person.

I can’t defend him though.

“Don’t even think about them, they are the past.” Kellin urged, nudging me lightly.

“Maybe you’re right.” I mumbled.

“Don’t you worry your pretty little head, I will take care of everything.” he promised me, and placed a peck on my lips.

What does he mean he’ll take care of everything?

Notes

wooooowwww
what a lame update
its not long and full of drama like it usually is but i wrote it in like 10 minutes and this is all i had planned for this chapter so i might as well post it for you guys!!

the next chapter is sooo much more exciting i'll probably start writing it soon

i just got home from school
i am so tired why
help

ALSO
I TOLD YOU GUYS THAT I CHANGED THE PLOT A LITTLE BUT I DECIDED ON CHANGING IT KINDA A LOT
I THINK ITS A GOOD CHANGE
IT MAKES MORE SENSE
anddd

get ready for this
JALEX COMES BACK SOONER THAN I PLANNED BEFORE
okay not really soon but SOONER

and thats also good becuase i dont want this story to be a million chapters long
its gonna be a bit longer then the prequel, which was 60 chapters
but probably like 80 ???

im working on figuring that out so i will probably be able to tell you guys soon
IM TRYING TO BE MORE ORGANIZED AND ITS SO HELPFUL NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE ARE ORGANIZED

I NEED JALEX BACK AAAA
AND VIC IN THIS CHAPTER
I LOVE HIM