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Double Take.

Chapter Thirty - Three

Jack

Twins, we were going to have twins. I was happy but at the same time I was horrified. Was I going to be a good enough father? Was I going to do a good enough job? Alex and I were currently sitting on our couch watching TV, him snuggled into my side. I was absentmindedly running my hands through his pink locks to calm myself down.

"What's wrong babe," he asked, grabbing my hand.

"Am I good enough? Like, will I be a good enough father," I asked out loud.

"What are you talking about Jay? You're going to be the best father ever, if either of us are going to suck it's going to be me. Did you see how happy you got when the doctor mentioned the twins? You were smiling and looked like you were about to explode with happiness. It was the most adorable thing I'd ever seen."

I ducked my blushing face into his hair and gently laid a kiss there. Neither of us actually knew what we were watching. I pulled him into my lap and wrapped my arms around his waist, placing my face in the crook of his neck leaving kisses there. I pulled away watching a blush take over his cheeks.

"Jack," he whined.

He leant up to kiss me softly. Every time he kissed me it was like the first time. It was a feeling I couldn't quite explain. It was like fireworks against my lips, burning with a passion that I couldn't explain. I loved how his lips felt against mine, it was something I had grown addicted to.

I pushed him against the couch, molding our lips together again. I straddled him, pressing my body against his. I pushed his shirt up with my hands, taking in the body that I loved. I pulled away from him, taking in the sight below me. He was gorgeous, he was perfect to me.

"You're beautiful," I whispered.

"Jack, I love you," he whispered.

"I love you more than anything."

I kissed him again before pulling away just as softly as the first kiss we ever shared. I didn't want him to force anything so I pulled away, pulling him back into my arms. I didn't want to do anything that would make him uncomfortable, I couldn't bare forcing him into anything. I pressed another soft kiss on his cheek as I felt him smile.

Notes

Sorry this update took a bit, I'm extremely stressed and an emotional wreck. It kind of just sank in that I'm moving four hours from my home in two days and I don't know anyone where I'm going and I'm afraid. My next update will be from my dorm room guys...

Leave a comment and rate if you enjoy :)

- Jess

Comments

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Daydreamers Daydreamers
8/13/15

@tiredbydesign

My college is doing a bunch of activities that freshman are required to go to which is pretty nice. My best friends going to be three and half hours I think. I'm just really nervous cause I don't know anyone on campus.

ALoveLikeLie ALoveLikeLie
8/13/15

@ALoveLikeLie

No problem. And long distance friendships are hard but they can work. My best friend is four hours away when I'm at college but we talk a lot and hang out when we can. If the first night at college feels lonely and you don't feel like socializing, get some junk food and your favorite movie and let yourself get used to being somewhere new with some things that are familiar.

tiredbydesign tiredbydesign
8/13/15

@tiredbydesign

You are awesome, thank you. My 'rents aren't gonna let me visit on weekends but worst comes to worst I'm practically in a national forest with the beauty of nature surrounding me no matter where I go. I've calmed down a lot but tomorrow's gonna be bad because I say final goodbye's to all my friends which will be real hard.

ALoveLikeLie ALoveLikeLie
8/13/15

Four hours isn't so bad. Just far enough that you feel like you have some freedom but not too far for weekend visits. Making friends on campus will help you settle in, but your online friends got your back too :)

tiredbydesign tiredbydesign
8/13/15