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Double Take.

Chapter Fourteen.

Alex

I closed my computer as I felt tears trail down my cheeks. I can't believe what I just watched. I went on Twitter and saw Jack was doing a live stream, I thought it was something for his band. No. Not at all. He sung the song I wrote for him all those years ago. Did he really still have it? I looked in his eyes the whole time he was singing. I could only see pain. Pain that I believe I caused. I hated knowing that I caused the pain. I couldn't face him right now, but I needed to. I needed to get in contact with him one way or another. I took out my phone and pulled up Twitter. I had about one million followers, due to back when mine and Rian's band took off, but we quit it because our guitar and bass player quit on us. I clicked to write a new entry and this is what I came up with.

@AlexanderGaskarth
Hey everyone. So, you guys know that guitar player in A7X? @JackA7X? Yeah, can you guys do me a huge favor and spam him with tweets saying 'Alex loves you, and wants you to call him.' It would mean a lot to me. Thanks everyone.

I closed up Twitter and wiped the stray tears from my eyes as I got out of my bed. It was currently 4pm, and I have been in bed all day just feeling sad for myself, which I really shouldn't have. I walked out of my room and made my way to the living room where I found Rian sitting on the couch, skyping with Cassadee.

"Hey guys." I said quietly as I took a seat next to Rian, putting my head on his shoulder so I could see Cass. It surprised me, but Cass and I ended up being really good friends. Which I was happy about, so that was a plus.

"How you feeling, Lex?" Rian asked from beside me.

"My heart hurts."

"Yeah, by the look of this tweet, I can see you're not lying." Cass spoke.

"I miss him. It's my fault he's not here with me right now. I pushed him away. Just like I did five years ago. It's always my fucking fault. I'm in love with the guy, and I can't do shit right." I replied, wiping a tear with my sleeve.

"He lives like a hour away, right?" Rian asked. I nodded my head. "Then get ready. We're going to go find your man."

"We can't just show up at his house. I can't just beg for him to forgive me. I put him through to much hurt already."

"Alexander. Get your ass up and go shower and get ready right this minute. Or I will cancel the rest of this tour and fly home and drag you to his house." Cass threaten. I looked at her with wide eyes and I jumped up from my seat and ran down the hall to the bathroom. I had to move quick, because I know Cass. She wasn't lying. She really would do that.
Once I was looking okay enough to leave the house, I went back into the living room and saw Rian grabbing his keys off the table.

"Ready?" He asked looking over to me. I nodded my head timidly and followed him out of the house. We walked down the driveway and made our way to his car. I can't believe I'm really doing this right now. I let out a sigh as Rian started up the car and started driving down the road. "Don't worry Lex. Everything will be fine."

"You mean everything is not going to be fine? He is most likely just going to tell me to fuck off and shut the door right on my face."

"Do you think Jack would really do something like that to you?"

"Yes." I said bluntly. I mean, if it was the other way around, I would have. Hell, I did.

"Yeah. No. He wouldn't. He is probably reading the tweets right now, and is either really confused. Or is crying happy tears."

"Or he is raging because I took to long to notice that I'm still in love with him."

"Whatever." Rian muttered. "So damn stubborn." I chuckled a bit and we continued to drive.
We drove for about another forty-five minutes till we got to Jack's apartment complex. "Okay, I'll meet you down here. Or if he asks you to stay for a little bit, text me and let me know so that I can go back home." I nodded my head to him and started a slow paced walk to the entrance of the huge apartment building. I timidly walked to the elevator and pressed Jack's floor. Once I was at his floor, I walked down the hall and to the apartment I knew belonged to Jack. I stood in front of the door and let out a sigh.

"Here it goes." I spoke quietly as I raised my hand to knock on the door. Just as I was about to do it, my phone went off and I looked at the caller ID.

Jack.

Notes

Aye!
Sorry it takes me awhile to update.
I'm not home, I left home again. I'm working.
I will try to update the best I can.

Anyways.

How do you think Jack is going to act to the tweets?
How do you think Jack is going to act when he see's Alex at his door?

~Jagk

Comments

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Daydreamers Daydreamers
8/13/15

@tiredbydesign

My college is doing a bunch of activities that freshman are required to go to which is pretty nice. My best friends going to be three and half hours I think. I'm just really nervous cause I don't know anyone on campus.

ALoveLikeLie ALoveLikeLie
8/13/15

@ALoveLikeLie

No problem. And long distance friendships are hard but they can work. My best friend is four hours away when I'm at college but we talk a lot and hang out when we can. If the first night at college feels lonely and you don't feel like socializing, get some junk food and your favorite movie and let yourself get used to being somewhere new with some things that are familiar.

tiredbydesign tiredbydesign
8/13/15

@tiredbydesign

You are awesome, thank you. My 'rents aren't gonna let me visit on weekends but worst comes to worst I'm practically in a national forest with the beauty of nature surrounding me no matter where I go. I've calmed down a lot but tomorrow's gonna be bad because I say final goodbye's to all my friends which will be real hard.

ALoveLikeLie ALoveLikeLie
8/13/15

Four hours isn't so bad. Just far enough that you feel like you have some freedom but not too far for weekend visits. Making friends on campus will help you settle in, but your online friends got your back too :)

tiredbydesign tiredbydesign
8/13/15