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Double Take.

Chapter Ten.

Alex

What the hell? You can’t just say you still love someone then rush out of the house like that! I mean, it’s not like I wanted to talk about it or anything, it’s just a fucked up thing to do. How could he even still be in love with me? It’s been five years. I have moved on, so why can’t he?

“Fuck Rian, I can’t stay here.” I said as I sat up and put my head in my hands.

“Well, I brought my truck with me. I was planning on bringing you to my house anyways. Let’s get your stuff from the room he put you in.” He said as he got up.

“But what about Jack? What should I tell him? Technically I’m doing the same thing that he just did, running away from my problems. Please just answer this one question I have in my mind.”

“First off, you can write him a note and leave it on the table. Tell him whatever is on your mind. Is there anything else you want to ask?”

“How can he still be in love with me, Ri? It’s been five fucking years, dammit.”

“You never truly get over your first love, Lex.”

“I did! I don’t love him anymore. I fucking hungover on Andy. And it hurts like hell.” I said as I wiped a straying tear.

“Come on, let’s go get your stuff in my truck and we will talk about it when we get back to my place. I talked to Cass when I got off work, she’s on tour right now, as you know. But she is perfectly okay with you staying with us till you get back on your own feet.” He offered me a smile. I nodded and told him a small thank you and I took him to the room Jack was letting me stay in. We grabbed my little bit of stuff and took it out to Rian’s truck.

“Okay, well, I’m going to go and write that note really quick. I’ll be out in a minute or so.” I said. He nodded his head telling me okay and I went back up to Jack’s apartment and grabbed a piece of paper and pen.

Dear Jack,

So, they day you rushed out of the apartment, saying you won’t be back for a few days. Was the day I left your place. I’m going to be staying with Rian and Cass, so I’ll be fine. Thanks for everything you had done for me the past two days.

Alex.


That’s all I really had to say to him, I didn’t want to put him through anything with me telling him that what I said earlier, was true. I’m no longer in love with Jack Barakat.

Notes

Sorry this is a really short chapter.
I cut my finger pretty bad, and like, it's a finger I use to type, and it hurts really bad to put pressure on it.
There was a lot of blood when I cut it....and it hurt like hell. My grandmother is taking me to the hospital tomorrow, because she thinks I might need to get stitches. Ouch.

Anyways!

The truth is out guys. Jack is in love with Alex still. But Alex is no longer in love with Jack. Alex doesn't want Jack, Alex is stuck on Andy. Curse Andy for being so damn attractive(Not that Jack's not, because damn!).


~Jagk

Comments

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Daydreamers Daydreamers
8/13/15

@tiredbydesign

My college is doing a bunch of activities that freshman are required to go to which is pretty nice. My best friends going to be three and half hours I think. I'm just really nervous cause I don't know anyone on campus.

ALoveLikeLie ALoveLikeLie
8/13/15

@ALoveLikeLie

No problem. And long distance friendships are hard but they can work. My best friend is four hours away when I'm at college but we talk a lot and hang out when we can. If the first night at college feels lonely and you don't feel like socializing, get some junk food and your favorite movie and let yourself get used to being somewhere new with some things that are familiar.

tiredbydesign tiredbydesign
8/13/15

@tiredbydesign

You are awesome, thank you. My 'rents aren't gonna let me visit on weekends but worst comes to worst I'm practically in a national forest with the beauty of nature surrounding me no matter where I go. I've calmed down a lot but tomorrow's gonna be bad because I say final goodbye's to all my friends which will be real hard.

ALoveLikeLie ALoveLikeLie
8/13/15

Four hours isn't so bad. Just far enough that you feel like you have some freedom but not too far for weekend visits. Making friends on campus will help you settle in, but your online friends got your back too :)

tiredbydesign tiredbydesign
8/13/15