Six Feet Under The Stars
I open my eyes and it's all deja-vu
Chapter 11 – Jack
My heart was pounding like crazy. We have come from barely talking, to intense making out in his room. You know the feeling when you just don't care about anything else except doing what you wanted to do for a while now? This was me at the moment. I wanted to kiss Alex, I wanted to touch him, feel his body against mine... and when he pushed me to the wall, I just gave in, I wanted to taste him and judging by his actions, he wanted me too. I pulled his shirt off and we slowly moved to the bed. He climbed on top of me and continued kissing me.
''You sure you wanna do this?'' I asked.
''I wanna do everything with you.'' He whispered in my ear.
''I know, me too.'' And I did. But I thought that the first time ought to be special.
''How bout we slow it down a little, make it special the first time?'' I suggested.
He stopped with kissing and took a seat next to me. ''Hey, what's wrong?'' Why did you stop?'' Shit, I screwed it up.
''Nothing, you're right. I'm sorry it seems like I'm rushing things, but I wanted this for such a long time.'' He looked all worried and that was not my intention.
''No, no, it's alright. I understand. It's just that... well, I've never done this before.'' Sigh.
''I know, you don't have to explain. How about this... I go downstairs and make some popcorn and you pick a movie and bring out my warm blanket.'' He propositioned. I smirked, and of course agreed, it sounded like a great idea. I mean, we can still make out and do other stuff.
He ran downstairs and I took out the blanket and browsed through the list of movies. I really didn't know what I wanted, so I just put on The Fault In Our Stars, I've heard it was a good movie. I took off my clothes, leaving on underpants, and jumped under the blanket.
''Oh, Fault In Our Stars, nice, I've heard some good things about it, one of them also being a very teary movie.'' He said and handed me a bowl of popcorn. He was already shirtless, but he changed into his grey sweatpants. They fit him perfectly, I bit my lower lip. Now I was the one that was nervous. I've tried almost everything once, but now, I was a complete amateur. It was a new feeling for me, but since it's Alex, I let it slide.
He cuddled up next to me and we started watching the movie. Dear god, I will never ever choose movies ever again! It was so sad that we were both practically sobbing the whole time. I liked it though, it was a reminder how you have to live your life the way you want to, go through every day like it's your last, because someday it will be.
We had to go to the bathroom and wash our faces, clean up, we were a mess.
''Next time, you choose a movie, alright?'' I smiled at him.
''Yeah, don't want you to see me sobbing like a little girl, haha.''
''Alex are you okay with this?'' I asked.
''Yeah, thank you for saying it out loud, I forgot you're new at this, don't wanna make you feel uncomfortable.''
''Are you usually on top? Or...'' My heartbeat rate was going up up up.
''I can do both, so, whatever you want.'' He became so confident, very sure of what he said. I envied him with this one, because I was turning into a shy little boy.
''Oh, alright. I mean, I want you to, you know... and I want to do you too, I mean, well... shit.'' I cursed quietly.
''It's okay, Jack, you can be on top first and when you feel comfortable we'll switch, ok?''
I nodded and squeezed him into a hug.
We went back to bed and cuddled a little. Then I almost fell asleep, when I felt a hand on my crotch. I opened my eyes and saw Alex's face, close to mine, his lips almost touching my skin. It started getting harder and I just pulled him even closer and kissed him. He continued stroking me, I was so close already, could not believe how excited he made me.
''Oh fuck.'' I moaned into his face, but then he turned around, so I spooned him again. Nooo, why did he stop now?
But it wasn't over. He pulled his sweatpants down. I took a deep breath. ''Put it in, I want to feel you.'' He whispered. Oh my fucking god. Well, I've done this before, so I was less nervous.
Millions of tiny bits exploded in my head, when I slowly slid it inside. Holy fuck.
My heart was pounding like crazy. We have come from barely talking, to intense making out in his room. You know the feeling when you just don't care about anything else except doing what you wanted to do for a while now? This was me at the moment. I wanted to kiss Alex, I wanted to touch him, feel his body against mine... and when he pushed me to the wall, I just gave in, I wanted to taste him and judging by his actions, he wanted me too. I pulled his shirt off and we slowly moved to the bed. He climbed on top of me and continued kissing me.
''You sure you wanna do this?'' I asked.
''I wanna do everything with you.'' He whispered in my ear.
''I know, me too.'' And I did. But I thought that the first time ought to be special.
''How bout we slow it down a little, make it special the first time?'' I suggested.
He stopped with kissing and took a seat next to me. ''Hey, what's wrong?'' Why did you stop?'' Shit, I screwed it up.
''Nothing, you're right. I'm sorry it seems like I'm rushing things, but I wanted this for such a long time.'' He looked all worried and that was not my intention.
''No, no, it's alright. I understand. It's just that... well, I've never done this before.'' Sigh.
''I know, you don't have to explain. How about this... I go downstairs and make some popcorn and you pick a movie and bring out my warm blanket.'' He propositioned. I smirked, and of course agreed, it sounded like a great idea. I mean, we can still make out and do other stuff.
He ran downstairs and I took out the blanket and browsed through the list of movies. I really didn't know what I wanted, so I just put on The Fault In Our Stars, I've heard it was a good movie. I took off my clothes, leaving on underpants, and jumped under the blanket.
''Oh, Fault In Our Stars, nice, I've heard some good things about it, one of them also being a very teary movie.'' He said and handed me a bowl of popcorn. He was already shirtless, but he changed into his grey sweatpants. They fit him perfectly, I bit my lower lip. Now I was the one that was nervous. I've tried almost everything once, but now, I was a complete amateur. It was a new feeling for me, but since it's Alex, I let it slide.
He cuddled up next to me and we started watching the movie. Dear god, I will never ever choose movies ever again! It was so sad that we were both practically sobbing the whole time. I liked it though, it was a reminder how you have to live your life the way you want to, go through every day like it's your last, because someday it will be.
We had to go to the bathroom and wash our faces, clean up, we were a mess.
''Next time, you choose a movie, alright?'' I smiled at him.
''Yeah, don't want you to see me sobbing like a little girl, haha.''
''Alex are you okay with this?'' I asked.
''Yeah, thank you for saying it out loud, I forgot you're new at this, don't wanna make you feel uncomfortable.''
''Are you usually on top? Or...'' My heartbeat rate was going up up up.
''I can do both, so, whatever you want.'' He became so confident, very sure of what he said. I envied him with this one, because I was turning into a shy little boy.
''Oh, alright. I mean, I want you to, you know... and I want to do you too, I mean, well... shit.'' I cursed quietly.
''It's okay, Jack, you can be on top first and when you feel comfortable we'll switch, ok?''
I nodded and squeezed him into a hug.
We went back to bed and cuddled a little. Then I almost fell asleep, when I felt a hand on my crotch. I opened my eyes and saw Alex's face, close to mine, his lips almost touching my skin. It started getting harder and I just pulled him even closer and kissed him. He continued stroking me, I was so close already, could not believe how excited he made me.
''Oh fuck.'' I moaned into his face, but then he turned around, so I spooned him again. Nooo, why did he stop now?
But it wasn't over. He pulled his sweatpants down. I took a deep breath. ''Put it in, I want to feel you.'' He whispered. Oh my fucking god. Well, I've done this before, so I was less nervous.
Millions of tiny bits exploded in my head, when I slowly slid it inside. Holy fuck.
Notes
Dear readers, thank you for not forgetting my story, even though I haven't updated for quite a while. Here it is, a next Jack POV chapter. Enjoy, thank you for views, comments, subscriptions and all the love :)<3
[credit for the title goes to: Serebro]
@carolinesenpai
Awh, yeah I had a hard time writing that :D Sorry I'm replying this late, but I've been posting everything on wattpad so I haven't checked this for a while.
10/11/17