Kiss and Sell

Not seeing Jack in a few days was abnormal to Alex. He didn't think much of it, of course. He was always early to school, which Jack had never been with or without a vehicle, and always one of the first to leave now. His mother had bought herself a car and gave him the keys until she had the money to fix up his Jeep which was an amazing way to prove she was changing. Of course, it had only been five days since she promised that. Alex hadn't gone to school for the first two days for obvious reasons.

His mother had gotten him pills like she had promised and he took them non-reluctantly, but felt a little guilty afterwards. What if he had been pregnant? He could have just killed an innocent child.

He tried not to think about it too much. It was Saturday now, though. He was bored and now he could no longer run off whenever he wanted. Isobel made sure she knew exactly where he was going, who he was seeing, and if she approved. It was hard to get into contact with anyone. The only people he's really talked to since the whole promise thing was Zack, Rian, Evan, and Danny.

He was texting Danny at the moment which was different because he never really talked to Danny outside of school, but it wasn't too weird because Danny recently went through a break up. He was upset and Alex understood needing a friend who he just so happened ended up being. Alex thought he'd rather go to Evan or even Rian having learned they were kind of buddies, but he ended up talking to Alex instead.

Do you think I could come see you? I hate to ask, but I'm really upset and just need someone to talk to in person, you know?

Alex bit his lip. Now this was way different. He didn't know how to comfort "really upset". Did he mean he wanted a shoulder to cry on? Alex didn't even know if he could handle that. He shrugged though -typing out a simple, Yeah, sure. Just come by. I'll text you my address.

He let his phone drop on his bed after sending the address and climbed to his feet -careful of his side -while kicking his dirty clothes under his bed -not that there was many. He grabbed what little trash he had in his room, exited to the hallway and stepped into the kitchen. He heard noises from the living room making him furrow his brow. Isobel didn't watch television at this time.

It was about two in the morning. Alex never really went to sleep very early ever, but he knew his mother did -nowadays anyways. He stepped over to the archway in the kitchen -keeping his back against the wall -and listened to what sounded like his mother talking softly to someone. The whispers were too low for Alex to hear through the wall so he stepped around it and tip-toed to the couch where he ducked and listened. "...Mess all of this up, Peter. I just got my life back together, okay?..." She paused as she listened to Peter answer on the other end -Alex unable to hear it, "I have done no such things! I told you, I'm done with that. I'm getting better now." Again she paused to listen, "I don't see how that's any of your business..." She sighed and Alex could imagine her pinching the bridge of her nose and shaking her head, "Two days ago, but that's it. I'm serious."

Alex furrowed his brow in confusion. Two days ago what? What happened two days ago?

He scooted back and got to his feet as he tip-toed pass the couch and living room and quietly opened their front door and slipped out. He sighed a little and raked a hand through his hair as he turned around and walked to his mother's car. He sat on the trunk and swung his legs until he noticed a figure walking down the street towards him. He waved when Danny came into vision and the boy quickened his pace to him.

"Hey." Alex said making Danny nod a little and sit next to him. He glanced at him before looking back down at his feet and kicking them awkwardly, "So, what happened?"

Danny sniffled and shrugged, "Said something about moving. Pathetic excuses, y'know? Not able to make it work, long distance, blah, blah..." He sighed and Alex saw him reach up and wipe his cheeks before he said, "Was it my fault? Did I do something wrong?"

"No, aw, Dan, no way." Alex said quickly as Danny's big, wet, puffy eyes were turned on him. He scooted closer to him and said, "Danny, I didn't want to say anything before, but your girlfriend was a bitch. No offense."

Danny chuckled weakly as he sniffled and nodded, "Yeah, I guess you're right. She was really controlling..."

"Yeah, see you don't need 'er, babe. You always got me and Ev. Besides, long distance is overrated." Alex smiled when Danny nodded his agreement and looked over at him.

"Thank you, Alex."

Alex draped an arm over his shoulder, "Hey, you're my best friend, dude. There's no need for thanks." His smile grew as Danny's did. He liked that he could comfort someone, make them happy instead of upset, it was somewhat rewarding.

Danny looked down at Alex's bare arms -skin covered in goosebumps making him say, "'Lex, you're freezing." He began taking off his coat -surprisingly having a hoody underneath -while Alex waved his hand in dismissal and said, "No, I'm fine."

Danny wasn't having it though. He shoved the coat at the boy and said, "Here, put it on."

Alex sighed -playfully glaring at Danny while half-heartedly putting the coat on. He was immediately struck with the scent of Danny. It was a strong musk with what Alex assumed was cologne. It reminded him of Jack's cologne. He bit his lip as he looked back over at the dark-haired boy who smiled softly. He kind of missed Jack. He hadn't seen him in five days nor even talked to him. He wondered if he was avoiding him. If they'd ever be friends again.

Yeah, he told Jack he hated him, and yeah, he hasn't called him or tried at all to make contact with him, but really he wasn't the one who needed to be calling the other first. Maybe he took it too far with the hate thing because he didn't think he could ever hate Jack, but Alex didn't do anything wrong. Except for maybe trying to hit Jack, but he totally deserved it.

Besides, if Jack hadn't got him in trouble he wouldn't have been raped. He was more or less over the incident -Isobel swearing she was going to take those boys to court with or without Alex who would never testify. He felt like it'd just stir up more shit. He didn't want that. He just wanted to forget it. Which is exactly what he was doing.

He felt Danny lean into him -resting his head on his shoulder as his hand slipped to the small of his back. He moved it to rest on his waist that he squeezed softly -watching Danny's reaction in case he had somehow done something wrong. Danny didn't move.

He rested his cheek against Danny's head -sighing a little as he closed his eyes.

He wondered if he shouldn't forget the incident. He wondered if Oliver and Josh had the probability to become more than just a one-time rapist. He figured they only did it because they knew Alex was a whore. He had slept with their girlfriends or something, but what if they really were just cruel, psychopathic rapists? What if they didn't stop? What if it was scarring him more than he thought?

Danny shifted beside him -looking up as he looked down. His eyes shimmered from the tears that were still trying to dry. He looked so innocent.

Alex had to make sure he wasn't scarred.

He leant into him -placing his cold lips against Danny's softly. Danny seemed surprised at first -frozen in place -but eventually he kissed back hesitantly and licked Alex's bottom lip to grant access Alex surely gave him. He remembered how Jack kissed in the moment. Danny was so different compared to him. He obviously knew what to do. Maybe he wasn't as innocent as Alex saw.

His hands ran up Alex's chest and to his jaw that he cupped softly. Alex let his hand hold onto his bicep. He closed his eyes -images that he figured would be two forcing boys turning into a calm, gentle raven-haired boy with big brown eyes and thin lips.

Their lips slotted together as Danny pulled his long legs to wrap around his waist. Alex reached up and knocked the hat Danny was wearing off his head to rake his fingers through his short, nearly black hair. Their eyes opened to meet -brown to blue -as their lips moved in sync. It wasn't the same as Jack, though.

Danny's lips were soft, sure, but the little sparks that once addicted Alex to a kiss were not there at all. If Alex couldn't tell where this was leading he'd pull away and stop, but he was too easily seduced, too effortlessly persuaded and taken advantage of even if none of that was Danny's intention in the first place. Alex just let things like having sex happen when he could stop it. Even if he didn't feel like it right now -five days after he's been raped. He shouldn't be having sex, yet here he was, Danny between his legs and him laying on the trunk of his mom's car -allowing his best friend to grind and hump him.

He was a whore after all.

Danny pulled away -Alex closing his eyes as he felt the boy's hands unbutton his pants and shove his hands inside until his lips were back on his -nibbling on his bottom lip softly as he massaged him through his boxers. Alex groaned quietly -trying to keep himself down as Danny squeezed his cock through the thin layer of clothing lightly -the slightly shorter boy smirking at him cheekily.

Fuck was he proud to make a whore moan.

Alex placed a hand on his shoulder as he let his head titled back while panting, "Fuck." Making Danny chuckle as he unbuttoned his own pants, "Fuck, Dan." He breathed as he looked down. Fuck was he big. "Fuck." He repeated, "I thought you just put socks in your pants."

Danny laughed as he shimmied Alex's pants down as well, "Did you really think I was that desperate for people to think I had a big dick?" He asked as he moved down to kiss Alex's stomach.

Alex bit his lip as he ran his fingers through his hair and nodded, "Yes, actually. You always joked that you had a small dick."

"So did you." Danny said as he grabbed Alex's cock and pumped it making Alex moan softly and nod his head.

"I know, but I knew that I was kidding." Alex chuckled. Danny kissed his belly button and then moved down to his groin before moving over to his hips. Alex closed his eyes as he felt Danny nip at the prominent bones of his hips. He smiled as his eyes stayed close while Danny continued to bite and kiss and suck every visible piece of skin he could. A boy with big brown eyes flashed through Alex's mind -seeing him pull back and fish out his wallet from his pocket and pulling out a condom. Alex imagined Jack spitting on his hand -though he really preferred lube to saliva -and rubbing it over his member until it was slick while looking Alex up and down as he laid on the car and waited -chest heaving and lip having teeth sunk deep into it.

Alex didn't bother touching himself. He knew they'd start soon. He knew he'd be sent over the edge as his imaginary Jack stepped over to him and asked, "Do you need prep?"

"No, just go." He whispered -unable to trust his voice as he thought only of Jack. He pushed in slowly -still probably wary of if Alex really needed the prep -and stopped when Alex moaned at the feeling of him half way in.

"So big." He whimpered -nails pathetically clawing at the surface of the smooth car.

"Sorry babe." He whispered as he continued to push in slowly. Alex shook his head quickly -eyes staying closed -as he said, "No, no. Feels good. Uhn." He bit his lip again -canine teeth sinking into pink skin as he clinched around him. Alex turned his head away -opening his eyes and taking a deep breath as he said, "Move. Move, move, move."

He felt him shift above him -pulling him up so they were chest to chest making Alex rest his head on his shoulder. Alex reached up and knotted his fingers in his short hair as he pressed him against the back door of the car and pulled out halfway.

"Hard." Alex commanded -only feeling a nod and a rough thrust in response. He arched his back against his chest -tilting his head back as he shortly began sliding in and out until he found a fast, hard pace.

"Fuck!" Alex cried, "Ah, ah, ah... B-baby." He moaned as his prostate was hit perfectly on his own account by shifting in his arms. He pushed one of Alex's legs up until it was bent at the knee and rammed into him making Alex gasp sharply as he cried, "Fucking shit. Jack."

And that's when he stopped. Danny pulled back to give Alex a look as if he was silently asking if he actually had just said what he thought he said.

"Shit." Alex breathed, "Fuck, Danny, god I'm so sorry. I didn't mean t-"

"No." Danny cut him off with a shake of his head as he pulled out and away from him -seemingly hurt -but then he laughed a little, "What are we doing?"

Alex smiled a little -relieved Danny wasn't yelling at him or kicking his ass for saying another guys name during sex, "I... I don't know... Comforting each other?"

Danny chuckled and shook his head, "This was dumb. I'm sorry."

Alex shook his head, "No, its okay... Uhm... You don't want to... finish?" He smiled cheekily and Danny returned it as he stepped back over to him and kissed him again. Alex reached down to pump him as they kissed softly -making sure the condom stayed on before Danny reentered and they both finished.

This time he let him say Jack's name.

Notes

Woooooooooooooow. You guys thought we gave Jack amnesia didn't you? We do this shit on purpose. Its true.

That horribly written smut though.

Danny deserved smut. He's the only one nice to Alex yooooo (except for Jack except not really because Jack's kind of mean to Alex too because we like to torture everyone)

i have to take a math test today (because homeschooled people do math test whenever they fucking feel and I chose the goddamn weekends ugh)

hi everyone look at me I'm an idiot.

Anyways..... will we see Jack next chapter? Will we? Will we ever?

Probably not.

Not to the next chapter thing not the ever thing.

But possibly the ever thing.

anyways bye and hi and bye again. I'm going to take a test. An effin math test ugh.