Alex is the school whore with a slightly abusive father. He's been best friends with Jack since they were freshmen in high school.

Jack kind of has a crush on his best friend, but can't do much about it since Alex doesn't want anything from him but sex.

(Notes: There will be a lot of alcohol abuse, child abuse and neglect, smut, abuse, bullying, drug abuse, and possibly self harm. I really only started this out of boredom and have already had most ever chapter written since I've been working on it for a long time and just never posted it. I don't know what to say about it, so yeah... )

Also if you get confused, this is an MPreg as well, which means Alex gets concerned with getting pregnant, but wont be pregnant until late.

Roughly based on the song She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5

1. Muscles

2. Parties

3. Bokan

4. Ice

5. Emotional

6. Prince Albert

7. No

8. Hell

9. Battered

10. Alone

11. Alive?

12. Calling You

13. Show Me Your Love

14. Don't Go, Honey

15. Stay With Me

16. Stay

17. Cupcake

18. First Kiss

19. Listen to Your Heart

20. I Found Skeleton Under Your Bed, How Could You Sell Me Out For A Kid Like That!?

21. I Don't Think Words Could Express Your Beauty

22. I Hurt Myself Today To See If I Can Still Feel

23. I Wish That I Could Wake Up With Amnesia And Forgot About The Stupid Little Things

24. Should I Write Myself Out Of The History Books?

25. Dirty Little Secret

26. Remember This

27. Stay Awake, Dreams Only Last For A Night

28. Too Much Of Anything Is Too Much

29. Don't You Try To Blame This On Me

30. Did I Just Feel Your Dick Flex On My Leg?

31. Breathing Gets Harder, Even I Know That

32. I've Never Told A Lie, And That Makes Me A Liar

33. If I Could Set The Clocks Back I Wouldn't Be Headed For A Body Bag

34. Make It Easy, Say I Never Mattered

35. The More He Ignores Me The More I Adore Him. What Can I Do? I'd Do Anything For Him.

36. We All Have Hearts That Beat. You're Nodding, But Are You Listening?!

    Read the authors note!! long, but important!!! (includes(possible)updating schedule)

37. If I Ever Let You Down, I'm Sorry

    Sorry-Sleeping With Sirens

38. You Give Me Something To Talk About

39. The Boys You Do Get Back At You

40. I Gotta Way With Words and It's The Cause Of All My Problems

41. If You Go, I'm Just Hanging On...

42. Thanks For The Memories

43. Fight For You And I

44. How Can The World Want Me To Change? They're The Ones That Stay The Same

    *Second Update of the Day!*

45. How The World Seems So Unfair, Creating A Love That Cannot Be Shared

46. I Know That We Were Made To Break

47. Father Of Mine, Tell Me Where Have You Been?

48. Feel Better Now

49. Carry Me Home Tonight

50. Lights Will Guide You Home

51. This Dawn Brings Strange Loyalties

52. I'll Always Love You From Afar

53. First You Love Me And I Let You In, Made Me Feel Like I Was Born Again

54. We Don't Have To Take Our Clothes Off To Have A Good Time

55. I'm Fooling Myself

56. Don't Sweat It, Forget It, Everything Is A-Okay

57. Don't You Just Love The Desire Taking Hold Of You?

58. You're Just A Kid

59. Please Let Me Know That My One Bad Day Will End

60. I Will Go Down As Your Lover, Your Friend

61. Do You Have No Soul? It's Like It Died Long Ago

62. Who Says You Can't Explore

63. Stop Thinking About The Bullets From My Mouth

64. I Don't Quite Know How To Say How I Feel, Those Three Words Are Said Too Much, They're Not Enough

65. I'm Nothing Without Love

66. I'll Be Waiting, Wishing, Wanting Yours For The Taking

67. Show Me Your Love