Kiss and Sell

"Is he alive?" They whispered.

Alex knew he wasn't.

"Is he breathing?" They asked.

Alex couldn't feel the air filling his lungs all he felt was pain.

"What should we do with him?"

Leave him there to rot in a new hell.

"We have to get rid of the body." They answered.

Alex hoped they buried him so he could live the rest of eternity in a dark hole filled to the top with the grains of his pain.

Alex couldn't feel anything -he just saw a glow from behind his eyelids and could hear voices whisper words -probably encouraging him to let go. He was going to. He was going to let go of everything and follow the light like how they tell you not to do in all those movies. He was ready. He wanted this. He told himself he was scared of dying but really he had no choice now. So, he embraced it.

He figured -as the voices faded -he was in hell, but was hell cold? He wanted to open his eyes, but it was so hard. They felt heavier than normal. It felt like five hundred pound weights and the rest of his body felt like a ton. He couldn't even move his fingers. He tried to remember what had happened but all he could remember was kissing death. He could feel pains in his sides, in his face, in his arms and legs and especially in his crotch, but that was all he could feel. His skin was trembling with the air surrounding him -everything freezing cold like he was in the middle of a blizzard. His skin burnt from the icy air. He wondered if he could get frostbite in hell.

Hours passed like seconds. His thoughts were jumbled together and nothing made since. It was agonizing. All he wanted to do was open his eyes and know what time it was -see something familiar before he went -but he couldn't. The glow dimmed soon, and he begged it to come back -shrieking inside his head to come back and tell him everything he's been asking for however long he's been like this -but it faded into the ever familiar blackness he hated so.

He was either dead, soulless, or alive.

He couldn't tell which was worst.

Notes

Uhm really short because I was only going to do it the way it was in the beginning but I didn't know what to add so yeah xD. Anyways I'll post the next chapter a little later. At least we know a little about Alex and how he's doing! Right? .... No, okay, anyways, the next chapter will be soon. :)