Kiss Me Again

It was the morning after, and I woke up to breakfast in bed, and a good morning kiss from Alex.
"Why, thank you, Alexander! How will I ever repay you?" I grinned up at him, as he was standing next to the bed.
"How about more kisses?" He smirked, leaning in to give me three small pecks on the lips.
"You're a cutie." I grinned, taking a bite of my breakfast.
"How is it?"
"Okay, now you're a cutie who makes good pancakes." I grinned, as he crawled over to sit beside me, and wrap his arm around my shoulders.
"Glad you like it. I am a pretty good cook, after all." He smirked, causing me to scrunch my nose up at him.
"Sure you are."
"I am!"
"Whatever floats your boat."
"Oh, shut up. You love my cooking."
"Uhuh.." I smirked sarcastically.
He narrowed his eyes at me, then took my plate out of my hands, and placed it on the bedside table. Then, he tackled me on the bed, and began placing kisses all over my face.
"Ewww! Alex, get off of me!" I laughed, making little attempt at pushing him away.
"No! Not until you love me." He chuckled, continuing his attack.
"Okay okay! I love you!! Now stop!" I laughed some more, as he pulled back to smile at me.
"Say it again."
"I love you, I love you, I love you." I smiled back at him, as he leaned down and connected his lips with mine.
"Hey, you wanna go somewhere today?" He smiled and bit his lip.
"Like where?"
"I dunno..we could go get some fro-yo, or something." He shrugged.
"Ew, don't say fro-yo." I scrunched my face up at him in disgust.
"What? Why not? That's what all the cool kids call it!!" He joked, causing me to burst into giggles.
"Shut up and get off of me so I can get ready." I shook my head, and lightly pushed his chest away from me.
"Alright..do your thing, hot stuff." He winked, causing me to roll my eyes.
My dearest Alex. What am I going to do with him?
I got up, and walked into the bathroom to get ready.

Once we were both ready, we sat on the couch for a bit, because I decided I wanted to watch just one more episode of The Vampire Diaries before we left; earning a groan of disapproval from Alex.
We were close to the end of the episode, when we heard a car pull up in the driveway.
I turned and gave Alex a puzzled look, which he returned to me.
"Are we expecting someone?" I cocked my head at him.
"Not that I know of.."
And just after he said that, the doorbell rang.
We both shrugged and got up to go answer the door. The door opened, revealing a fairly grim looking Oli, whom I instantly glared at with angry eyes.
Alex's face fell with confusion.
"Who are you?"
Oli cleared his throat before speaking.
"Um..I'm Oli."
Suddenly, Alex's face retorted to rage, and he grabbed Oli by the collar, and slammed his back against the wall.
"What the fuck are you doing here? How do you know where I live?!" Alex demanded, gritting his teeth with anger.
"Barbara told me, when Tay wasn't there!" Oli responded, looking highly uncomfortable.
"Why were you looking for Tay?? You've got some nerve showing your face around here, you know that?"
"Listen, I've got something I need to tell her, okay?! I'm not in the fucking mood for this shit." Oli began getting equally as mad, and pushed Alex away from him.
Alex moved to push him back, but I stopped him by grabbing his arm.
"Wait. Oli, why are you here?" I cocked my head at him, while crossing my arms.
It must've been something really important, if he came all this way just to tell me.
My suspicions grew bigger, when I saw his eyes visibly become sad, and his shoulders slumped in defeat.
"I-I don't know how to tell you this..." He heavily sighed, scratching the back of his head.
"Oli.." He was starting to scare me now. He never got like this.
He looked back up at me, and sighed again.
"It's-it's Jenna...she's dead."
Suddenly, my heart stopped.
My breathing stopped, I couldn't hear anything, and I froze. Everything just stopped. It hadn't even hit me full force, yet. I heard what he said, but it wasn't fully registered in my mind yet.
Jenna couldn't be dead..she just couldn't be! That's impossible!!
"N-no she's not..she's outside, waiting for you in the car. Right??" I denied, not wanting to let myself believe for second, that my old best friend was dead.
"Tay....no. She's...she's gone." Oli's face was full of sorrow and seriousness, meaning that what he was saying was true.
"No...no no no no no!!! NO, SHE CAN'T BE!" I screamed, shaking my head furiously, as hot tears began to run down my cheeks.
"Tay..I'm sor-"
I pushed him away, as he tried to hug me.
"NO!! JUST..JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, OKAY?" I didn't want anyone near me as I broke down. I just wanted to scream and be in denial, until I woke up and realized it was all just a dream.
But it wasn't a dream. This was all happening. I just wanted it all to go away.
Oli still insisted on trying to comfort me, but Alex blocked his way.
"I don't think that's such a good idea, right now." Alex gave him a warning look, causing Oli to scoff at him.
"Fine. My help is obviously not wanted, so I'll be gone. But, she wrote this for you." Oli bitterly took a letter out of his jacket pocket, and handed it to me.
Shock was clearly evident on my face, as I shakily grabbed the envelope.
"Sh-she wrote this? As in...she...she..she killed herself?!" I gasped, covering my mouth as more tears came streaming down my face.
Oli just sighed in response, and nodded his head.
"She didn't want anyone to read it but you. And she asked me in my letter, to personally give this to you and tell you that she loves you."
I let out a sob, and nodded my head, allowing Oli to turn around and walk out of the door.
Then, Alex began to rub my back, as I opened the letter.
I collapsed to the ground, after reading the first sentence.

Dear Tay,
I am so so sorry, and I hope that you can somehow forgive me for doing this..I love you.

Notes

Look at what you've done.
You see what happens when you don't comment?
People die.
Okay, no..I planned this in advance, but STILL.
You haaaave to comment.
I need constant reassurance that you love the story.
And me.
Please love me.
Please.

This just may be the shortest chapter I've ever written, but hey. The next chapter should be fairly long. And this took me forever to update, I know. But I have reasons.
1. This and the next few chapters kind of relate to the situation I'm in now, so it's really hard to write about. I'm afraid for my own best friend, if that makes sense.
2. I've been pre-writing stuff for my other fic, which I CANNOT WAIT to share with all of you. But, now you see why it's a bad idea for me to write 2 fics at the same time. I become the worst updater ever lol.
3. Started watching Vampire Diaries. You can blame that on Netflix, and my ADD. Ha xP

5 CHAPTERS LEFT.

Oh, and I hope you all had a good Halloween. Tell me about your costumes, if you dressed up.

Thanks! :)

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