*Alex*
It was the morning after me and Tay did it together for the first time.
It was everything I'd imagined it would be, and more. She's perfect. That's what led me to say what I said to her last night, while she was sleeping. I'm a bit too scared to actually tell her I love her, yet. Maybe it's too soon..we haven't even been together for a month, yet. (Not for another four days, at least.)
I want to tell her how I feel, but what if she doesn't love me yet? What if I'm rushing things? What if we're just a time-bomb destined to explode?!
...I don't know. I think I'll just wait a while until I actually tell her. When the moment is right. Although, there wasn't a moment greater than that one.
The beautiful girl in my arms began to stir a bit in her sleep, before she turned to face me, and her eyes slowly fluttered open.
"Morning sunshine." I joked, tucking a strand of hair out of her eyes with my finger.
She just rolled her eyes and smiled.
"Morning Mr. Gaskarth!" She giggled.
"That's sexy." I smirked at her.
"What? Mr. Gaskarth??" She giggled some more. I don't know why, but I was really digging that nickname from her.
"I'm afraid you're turning me on, Mrs. Gaskarth." I winked, as I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her on top of me.
"Oh, Mrs. Gaskarth?? I like that.." She bit her lip.
"Good, cause you can keep the name, if you want."
"Did you just propose to me, Mr. Gaskarth?" She teased.
"Not yet." I smirked, which caused her to blush.
"Oh, Alexander...why must you do these things to me?" She tried to hide her reddened cheeks, by burying her face in my chest.
I laughed, and stroked her hair with my fingers.
"Because I like seeing you all flustered...and naked at the same time."
Her head quickly popped up, and she stared at me with wide eyes, her face getting even redder.
"See? You're doin' it!" I laughed even harder.
She narrowed her eyes, then rolled off of me, and to the very end of the opposite side of the huge bed.
"Hey! No! Come back!" I whined, still laughing.
She got out of the bed, pulling the velvet sheets off with her, and wrapping them around her naked body.
And that left me still laying on the bed, exposed, and cold.
"Hey, give those back!"
"No! Look! I'm Ally, from The Notebook!" She giggled, twirling around and posing in her "sheet dress".
I rolled my eyes and laughed.
"Ugh, do we have to be a cliche Notebook couple, now??"
"Well as for right now, yes. I'm Ally, and you have to be Noah!" She smiled excitedly, as she crawled back on top of me.
"Well, you're lucky me and Jane have seen the movie a thousand times!" I chuckled, tracing her hipbones with my thumb.
"Yeah?" She bit her lip, and cocked her head to the side.
I gazed into her eyes, and tucked a strand of her dark hair behind her ear, in attempt to be "dreamy."
"It's not gonna be easy, it's gonna be really hard.." I started.
Tay giggled, and said the next line.
"We're gonna have to work at this everyday.." She grinned wide, and started running her fingers through my bangs.
I continued playing my role.
"But I want to do that, because I want you." I sat up, holding her so she was straddling my waist.
"I want all of you, Tay..forever. You and me, everyday." I finished, grinning at the cute, blushing girl on my lap.
"My beautiful princess." I whispered, stroking her cheek with my thumb.
"Noah didn't say that.." She smirked.
"Nah, that was all Alex, baby." I pulled her in for a kiss, immediately attacking her lip with my tongue. She obliged, opening her lips just enough for me to slide my tongue in and explore her mouth.
Our tongues battled each other, and she pushed my shoulders down, so I fell back onto the bed with her on top of me, our lips still connected. This was making me really horny, really quickly, and I was already sporting a semi at this point. It wasn't hard for her to notice, considering that she's on top of me...oh, and I'm naked.
She broke the kiss, and smirked at me. Her brown eyes flashed to lust, as she leaned her head down, and licked a long line all the way down from my chest, to the trail underneath my navel.
Once she got to my dick, she stopped and smirked up at me.
"We can't be too long, they'll wanna leave soon. So we've gotta make this quick..but I want something in return.." She traced her fingers along my prominent vein, causing me to shiver under her touch.
"But don't worry, I think I have something I want to try...Mr. Gaskarth." She purred seductively, before she crawled up to my chest.
When my girlfriend is horny, it's like she becomes a whole different person. Am I complaining? No. Not one bit.
She turned herself around, and sat down on my face. Now I knew what her idea was. She wanted to try 69. Did I have a problem with that? Not. One. Fucking. Bit.
I happily obliged, licking and sucking, with the occasional throaty moan from the pleasure I was receiving in her mouth. I squeezed her ass, causing a small moan to pass her lips.
What really tipped me over the edge, was when I felt my tip hit the back of her throat. In return, I began to tongue fuck her, earning long moans, which made vibrations around my dick, that was making me go insane. She soon began rocking a little bit on my face, meaning she was getting closer.
A few moans and grunts later, we both had our release, and we showered together; cleaning each other up, and washing each other's hair. Once we got out of the bathroom, we heard a knock on our locked door, before we heard Zack's voice yelling for us to hurry up so we can go to the beach.
We got dressed in our swimwear, and walked out the door, hand in hand.
Goddammit, my girlfriend is sexy.

*Tay*
"I wanna surf, why can't we surrrff??" Hayley whined, as we walked a deeper into the ocean water, from the shore.
"Because I don't know how to surrrfff." I mocked, earning a pout from her.
"Well, I'll just teach you!!"
"Um Hayley..no. I don't trust you with my life on the road, and I don't trust you in deep, open waters, either." I stuck my tongue out at her.
She crossed her arms and narrowed her eyes at me, before averting her eyes to my neck.
"Nice hickies, slut." She joked, smirking at me, as I flushed red with embarrassment.
"Uh- um..yeah..so what? My boyfriend can't kiss my neck??" I crossed my arms, choosing to be in denial.
"Oh, ha-ha, Tay. You aren't fooling me! You and Alex had sex!!" She beamed with joy, meanwhile, my face was just getting redder and redder.
"Hayl, stop!"
"YOU DIDN'T DENY IT! OH MY GOD YOU GUYS ARE BLOSSOMING SO FAST!"
"HAYLEY, HOLY SHIT! STOP IT!" I couldn't help but laugh at the huge fit she was making, since we weren't really attracting much attention. It was a pretty busy day at the beach.
The guys were all running down the beach, playing football. But of course, being on the football team at school, Zack and Rian were winning. Why they were both on a team against Alex and Jack, I do not know. I guess having a huge disadvantage doesn't matter to them.
"Oh my gosh, come on, sit down." Hayley excitedly commanded, squatting down in the water, and pulling me down with her.
"It's Tay And Alex Had Sex Talk time!!" She squealed, frantically clapping her hands.
I rolled my eyes and sighed. I really didn't wanna talk to her about my..sex life..but I knew that it was better now, than later.
"Oh my God, Hayl..okay, fine. I'll answer what I'm comfortable with. Shoot."
"How long have you two been..sexually active with each other?"
I rolled my eyes at her choice of words.
"Since last night."
"Was last night the only occasion?"
"Well, no. There was this morning..."
"WHOA!! SERIOUSLY? I WAS IN THE HOUSE, TAY! HOW NAUGHTY OF YOU!" She teased.
I shrugged and laughed.
"Do you guys do..kinky stuff?"
"Well..out of the two occasions that we actually did anything sexual..uh..roleplay?"
"ROLEPLAY?? WHAT ROLEPLAY??"
My cheeks reddened with embarrassment.
"Noah and Ally..." I said quietly, but not quiet enough for her not to hear me, obviously..
"NOAH AND ALLY? LIKE, THE FUCKING NOTEBOOK?!?"
"Well..yeah! It was really cute, ya know? He was using quotes and everything!" I defended myself, my cheeks getting even hotter.
"AWWWWW!!! YOU GUYS ARE SOOOO ADORABLE! OH MY LORD!!"
She fangirled over it for a good five minutes straight, before I got annoyed, and splashed the salty water in her face, causing her to spit out the water, and scrunch up her face in disgust.
Then, we both just sat there, letting the current move around us, occasionally pulling us backwards when the waves would power through us. I loved the ocean, I wanted to just be a mermaid, and stay in there forever.
That was until the guys called us over to a game of volleyball. The captains of the teams were Jack and Alex, so they chose who they wanted. Hayley was Jack's first choice, and I was Alex's. Then, it was Jack's turn to pick again.
"Hmm..I choose..Zack!! I got the big guns! Fuck yeah!" Jack cheered in victory, leaving us with Rian.
"Shit. Rian, you better be fucking good, dude." Alex teased his friend.
"Eh, how hard can it be?" Rian shrugged.
We started the game, and Hayley served the ball, and I immediately ran up and spiked it over the net, almost hitting Jack in the head, hadn't he used his reflexes and jumped out of the way.
"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?" He yelled, looking just as dumbfounded as everyone else.
"Yeah, where'd you learn to do that, Tay?" Alex walked up to me, looking shocked, but also proud.
"I played volleyball up until last year." I shrugged, looking down at my feet.
"Well aren't I lucky right now?" Alex smirked, then kissed my cheek, before walking back to his spot.
We continued playing for about an hour, every game resulting in me winning it for the team. Jack couldn't really accept defeat, but it was getting dark, and we all decided to stop.
Alex and Rian cheered in victory, while the other team gave us playful, dirty looks.
Alex let me sit on his shoulders, as he ran across the sand, cheering and showing me off.
"HEY EVERYONE! LOOK AT MY TROPHY! LOOK! ISN'T SHE JUST GOLDEN?!!" He turned his head and kissed my leg, since he obviously couldn't reach my face.
I was laughing uncontrollably, as he ran us into the house, and up the stairs to our room; before turning around and slamming me onto the bed.
He hovered over me and began attacking my sides with his fingers, making me squirm and squeal in protest, trying to slap his hands away from tickling me.
"A-A-ALEX!! STOOOOOPPPP! STOP IT!!" I screamed in-between giggles.
My eyes were starting to water now, and I really wanted him to stop. I hate being tickled.
"Aleeeexx!! SERIOUSLY!"
He finally stopped his attack, and I glared at him, scooting away.
He laughed, and he crawled after me, getting on top of me, and placing sloppy, wet kisses all over my face.
"Eww!!" I joked, sticking out my tongue in disgust.
"Shut up, you love it when I kiss you." He smirked.
I smirked back. "Huh, maybe I do."
He chuckled, then got up off the bed and completely stripped down, and walked over the bathroom door, before stopping and turning around to me.
"Well? You coming or not?"
I blinked for a second, before realizing that he wanted to shower. I smirked, then got up and slowly stripped down, trying to get him all worked up.
And judging by the boner he got just now, it worked. We stepped into the shower, and he turned the water on, before turning around to press me up against the wall, and attack my lips.
Our tongues were in a wrestling match, practically getting tied together, when I felt him reach his hand down, and rub my clit with his two fingers.
I broke the kiss and gasped, closing my eyes as he moved his lips to work on my neck, as he moved his fingers quicker, and in different motions.
"Mmm..Alex, baby.." I moaned, as he bit down on my skin, while inserting his fingers into me, curling them in and out, quicker and quicker.
I grabbed a hold of his fully hard dick, and stroked him firmly and slowly, before picking up the pace to match the pace his fingers were moving.
"Oh fuck, Tay.. Aw fucking shit!" He deeply moaned in pleasure, which turned me on more, if even possible.
He reattached our lips, and we sloppily kissed, until we both came together, in a fit of moans and curses.
We washed off, and exited the bathroom.
Alex pulled on a pair of boxers, and I walked over to his suitcase, and put on a pair of his boxers as well, and one of his t-shirts, which were like two sizes too big for me.
"Mmm...you look sexy, wearing my clothes." Alex licked his lips, before he picked me up, and placed me on the bed, then got in next to me.
"That's funny, I think you look sexy without them." I smirked, causing him to chuckle, and wrap his arms around my waist.
For a moment, he just smiled and stared at me.
"What is it?" I smirked, giving him a puzzled look.
"I lo- I mean, uh..nevermind." He blurted, his face turning a shade of red.
Was he about to say he loved me? Do I even want him to?? I don't even know.
After I heard him say it last night, I decided not to question it. I just went to sleep, and assumed that maybe he'd say something about it the next day. That's what he could be trying to say, now!!
"What? What were you about to say?"
"N-nothing.."
"No, Alex..you said something." I urged him, placing a comforting hand on his cheek.
"I said..I l-like having you around."
Oh. That's both a relief, and a disappointment. I honestly don't know if what I feel is exactly love, yet. Or maybe I do know, but just won't admit it. I don't want to subject myself into falling in love..that makes me officially vulnerable to getting my heart broken, if I trust it with someone else. It's not that I don't trust Alex, I'm just...scared.
Just like I always am, right??
"Oh..well I like having you around too, babe." I smirked at him.
"No but, I really, really do. I like waking up next to you, and falling asleep with you, and watching movies with you, and cuddling with you, and-and..passing notes in algebra, and meeting you at your locker..and...and I could just go on and on, but..what im trying to say is...I...l-like being with you. Uh...a lot." He blushed deeper and broke eye contact with me.
I don't care if he didn't say the "L word", I still thought he was the cutest boy in the world, and the feeling he gave me just now, made me feel so bubbly and happy inside.
I leaned over and kissed him, moving my lips slowly against his for a moment, before pulling away.
"You're so sweet, Alex. I really enjoy being around you too..I guess you can say I'm attached." I admitted, feeling my own cheeks heat up, as well.
He looked relieved, now, and wrapped his arms tighter around me, hugging me close, my head tucked into his neck.
"Will you just stay with me forever?" He whispered after a moment.
I thought about it for a second.
"Forevers' a long time, but I guess spending it with you wouldn't be too bad." I answered, making him chuckle.
It fell silent for a few minutes, before he started speaking again.
"Will you ever leave me?"
I pulled back a little, and looked at him.
"Well, will you ever give me a reason to leave you?"
"I'll try not to." He whispered, pressing his forehead softly against mine.
"Then no, Alex.. I won't leave you."
"Good." He stroked the ends of my hair, as we fell into a comfortable silence.
After a while, I turned to the bedside table, and turned off my lamp, before returning to Alex, and snuggling up against his chest, and intertwining our legs.
"Goodnight, babe." I gave him a peck on the lips, before laying back down on his chest.
"G'night, princess."

Notes

Smut, after smut, after smuutttt!!
As you can see, I'm trying to get the hang of it. So I hope you don't mind all of that ;) Haha!

GUYS. I HAVE SO MUCH NEWS, AND NO OTHER FRIENDS TO SHARE IT WITH BC I'M THE ONLY ONE WITH GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC AROUND HERE.
So this morning, DEREK SANDERS FROM MAYDAY PARADE RESPONDED TO ME ON TWITTER, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT OMG MY LOVE FOR HIM AND THE REST OF MAYDAY PARADE IS BULLETPROOF OMG <33333333333

Oh and like, at school in English, I had to write this letter about myself to my teacher, and I said that I write my own stuff, & then she like wrote back saying that she "wants to read one of my stories." LOLOL NO. xD

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Title cred: You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds- Mayday Parade :3