Kiss Me Again

"HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY TOOOO YOUUU!!!!"
Alex finished singing, after waking me up by pouncing on me and attacking me with tickles.
I gave him a little clap, rolling my eyes and sitting up in the bed.
"Uh..I think I deserve a better applause than that. You only get this once a year, ya know!" He teased, pointing at himself with his thumbs.
"Shut up, ya goofball!" I giggled, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"I have something for you.." He smiled and bit his lip, which was EXTREMELY HOT.
"You have something? Like what? A cake?"
He shook his head no and let out a chuckle.
"No..but I can get you one later if you really want one."
"Maybe I do, maybe I don't." I grinned.
He went back to biting his lip, and he began tracing my hipbones with his thumbs.
"But what is it, really? I REALLY wanna know now!" I yelled, smacking my hands down on his knees.
I'm actually really wondering what it is. I finally get to know this whole "surprise" Alex has been teasing me about for the past two weeks.
"Do you reeaaaally wanna know?" He teased some more, grinning like a maniac.
"YES ALEX I REALLY WANNA KNOW!" I pounced on him, making him fall back on the bed with me on top.
We both broke out into small laughter, and he wiped a strand of stray hair out of my face.
"Go get your bikini." He whispered, his mouth slowly spreading out into a grin.
Bikini?
"We're going to the pool? But Alex, winter just ended not too long ago, it's still a bit too col-"
"Think bigger than that."
Bigger than...OH!!
"Wait- WE'RE GOING TO THE BEACH?"
"We have a whole weekend trip in Florida, baby!" He laughed at my surprised and super excited facial expression.
I squealed, then pressed my lips to his, which he instantly returned, moving his lips in time with mine.
He licked at my lip, asking for entrance, which I happily obliged. Our tongues danced together, and he ran his fingers through my hair, making me turned on even more.
But then I decided to tease him a bit by pulling away, now sitting up in his lap and looking down at him.
He smirked as I studied his features. His round, shining, chestnut-colored eyes that matched his soft, sweeping hair that was now all mangled with. His kissable lips and his adorable little smile..I love everything about him. Am I in love with this guy? That, I do not know. But I sure am loving my birthday so far.
"Okay, Tay. Get ready, they'll be here to pick us up soon." Alex said, now sitting up as I moved off of him.
"They? Who's they?"
"You'll see." He winked, then left the room to go shower in one of the other bathrooms in the house.
I was still wondering who was coming to pick us up, but I shrugged it off and got ready, settling on my pink bandeau bikini, underneath a white tank, and my denim cut offs. Then, I lined up a bunch of tight bracelets on my left arm, praying to God I wouldn't lose them in the water. There were mostly scars I didn't think anyone would really notice while we were there, but there were some that were still in scabs, and I wasn't risking my chances.

After I got ready, I went downstairs to see Alex packing bags of chips and cookies into a large container.
He noticed me walk into the kitchen, and smiled at me, after putting a box of Cookie Dough Oreos inside the cooler and shutting it.
"We're in charge of snacks, so..yeah." He chuckled, picking the cooler up as he stood.
"Well who's coming to get us?" I asked.
Right when he opened his mouth to speak, we heard a car honk outside, and a few voices yelling to "come on!".
"Well, that's them!" Alex smiled, picking up our bags, and leading me out the door to see a large van with Hayley, Zack, Jack, and Rian, all seated inside of it, looking at me with big smiles on their faces. But not nearly as big as mine was.
I eagerly climbed into the van and hugged everyone, while Alex walked around to the back, throwing the bags and cooler into the already-cramped trunk.
I took the open seat in the middle next to Hayley, as Jack and Rian were sitting in the backseat, and Alex sat in the passenger's seat next to Zack as he drove out of the driveway.
"So Zack, where'd you get this van? It's really nice!" I asked him, getting comfortable in the cushioned seats.
"It's one of my mom's. She said I could take it for the trip." He shrugged.
"So that means..do NOT vandalize the vehicle in any harmful way possible, no spilling things, nothing. This thing better remain spotless by the end of the trip!"
"Okay, mom. Sure thing!" Jack teased, causing Zack to roll his eyes.
"Okay, so since this is such a long drive, we're gonna transition every few hours. Me, Zack, and Rian are gonna be taking turns driving." Alex informed us all from his seat.
"Wait- why not Jack?"
"NO!!!" Everyone yelled at the same time, shutting me up.
"Hey!!" Jack pouted, crossing his arms.
"You guys fucking suck."
Zack burst out into laughter as he turned the wheel, making a turn.
"Don't let Jack drive, we should put that on a t-shirt!"
"Shut up! I'm not even that bad!" Jack whined like a little kid, which summoned numerous protests from everyone else.
"Okay now shut up, you guys. Its like..5 am now, it's still too early. I'm going to sleep, keep it down." Rian grouched, as he rested his head on the window and dozed off.
"Alex, you're driving next, so you might as well hit the hay, too." Zack told him.
Alex nodded, then leaned his head against the window as well.
"Night guys."
"Night." We all responded as he closed his eyes.

Hayley and I were on our phones, while Jack just did whatever the heck he was doing behind us.
"I'M BORED!!!" Jack whined, staring at our backs from the top of the seat.
"Shut up, Jack. You're gonna wake them up!" I whisper yelled at him.
"UGHHHH!!!" He threw his head back in frustration.
Hayley giggled, and shook her head, looking back down to her phone.
"CAN YOU AT LEAST PUT SOME GODDAMN MUSIC ON?! THIS ROAD TRIP BLOWS." He yelled to Zack.
"Just put your headphones in, dipshit!" Zack called back.
"I FORGOT THE SHITS AT HOME!!!"
"Well that's your fault then, dickhead!"
"UGGHHHH!!!" He groaned once again, earning a dirty look from a very unhappy Rian.
"I told you I was trying to fucking sleep, why can't you just shut the fuck up!"
"I don't need you to tell me what to do, Mr. Dawson!" Jack mocked.
"I'M THE ONE WHO HAS TO DRIVE FOR FOUR FUCKING HOURS LATER SO MAYBE YOU SHOULD SHUT-"
"I FUCKING OFFERED TO DRIVE!!"
"WELL NO ONE'S ACCEPTING YOUR FUCKING OFFER! YOU KNOW WHY? CAUSE YOU CAN'T FUCKING DRIVE, JACK!!"
"YES I CAN! I HAVE A LICENSE, DON'T I?"
"YOU FAILED YOUR DRIVERS' TEST LIKE SIX TIMES!"
"IT WAS ACTUALLY FIVE TIMES, BUT THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT-"
"Oh God..did someone disturb Rian from his beauty sleep again?" Alex groaned from the passenger's seat.
"Yes! It was Jack!" Hayley giggled uncontrollably, pointing back at him.
"Well shut up, Jack!" He sleepily yelled back at him.
I rolled my eyes and laughed at the bickering boys.

Soon, it all became pure chaos. I'm sorry, but a 15 hour drive with all of these lunatics?? Let's not do this ever again.
Me and Hayley were fighting over the last open car charger for our phones, and Jack and Rian were at it again, only this time, it was about how Jack was thirsty, but Rian wasn't letting him have any beer.
Alex was driving now, and Zack was out cold in the passenger's seat, completely oblivious to the madness going on in his van.
"UGH! FUCK YOU, RIAN! I JUST WANT ONE FUCKING BEER OUT OF THE FUCKING COOLER, WHICH I FUCKING PACKED MYSELF!!" Jack screamed, just as close to ripping his hair out as Rian was.
"JACK, YOU'VE ALREADY BEEN ACTING LIKE A HYPERACTIVE, ANNOYING PIECE OF SHIT FOR FOUR HOURS STRAIGHT, YOU DON'T NEED TO BE DRUNK, TOO!!" Rian retorted, his face red with anger.
"OKAY GUYS THAT'S ENOUGH!!!!" Alex yelled over everyone, stopping the car at the side of the road.
Everyone was confused, but silent.
"You guys are so fucking annoying, I'm trying to fucking drive to the beach for my girlfriend's fucking birthday, but I can't even fucking focus! You know why? Because you guys won't just shut the hell up! I'm fucking tired, just calm down! Damn!! Okay?!?" Alex fumed, taking deep breaths after his rant.
When he saw that we were all staring at him in silence, he smiled, then continued driving.
We rode in an awkward silence for the next three hours.

Rian was driving now, Zack was still asleep, and Alex sat in the back with Jack, laughing about something.
"Oh my Godddd. When are we gonna get there?!" Hayley groaned over-dramatically, hanging her head back and placing the back of her hand on her forehead.
"Few more hours." Rian simply stated, causing her to moan and groan some more.
Then, she turned to give me a puzzled look.
"How are you even surviving this?? You've been so fucking calm..how?!?"
I giggled and shook my head.
"I'm just really really excited, I guess!"
She sat up and sprung back to life at that.
"Oohhh! Me too! I can't wait to meet all the hot beach boys, ooh la la!" She sang, leaving me confused.
"But Hayl, I thought you had a boyfriend, remember? That Andy guy from the party?"
"Oh him? We broke up like..two months ago! Old news, been there done that."
"Seriously? You never told me you guys broke up! Plus, I never even knew what he looked like!"
"I never showed you? Oh! Well, I have a picture on my phone, wait just a sec...okay, here he is! Andy Biersack, my stupid ex boyfriend."
I looked at the picture of the guy, and I was shocked, to say the least. He had long, raven-colored hair, black eyeliner, and black clothing. He seemed pretty..gothic. Not that it's a bad thing, but compared to bright and colorful little Hayley, there was a HUGE difference there.
"Oh wow, um...are you sure you dated him?"
She laughed and took her phone back.
"Yes, I'm sure, silly!"
"Well, why'd you break up?"
"We just..didn't see eye to eye, ya know? We didn't really have much in common.."
"Ya don't say.." I muttered.
"Hey! You know what they say, opposites attract! Thought I'd try it out.."
"And how'd that work out for ya?" I teased.
"Well ya can't blame me, he was hot."
No arguing there, he wasn't bad looking.
"Eh, that's true.."
"Hey!!" Alex frowned from behind me.
I laughed, and turned around to kiss him.
"Wait...you're..you're single??" Jack joined in from behind us.
"I uh..yeah. Yeah, I'm single..why?" Hayley gave him a puzzled look.
"Oh, nothing! I uh..was just..I heard you talking and- yeah." Jack blushed, then sat back down in his seat, and put his head down to try to hide it.
Jack was blushing?? Why was he so nervous? Huh.
I shrugged, and went back to talking to Hayley.

I had fallen asleep, and I woke up on Alex's shoulder. Zack was driving again, and Rian felt that it would be better to just sit in the passenger's seat, away from Jack. Jack and Hayley were in the back, laughing and smiling away.
"What's up with them?" I whispered to Alex.
He shrugged. "I don't know, honestly."
"Whoa! Look!!" I noticed a bunch of beach houses approaching as we drove past.
"Welcome to Miami!!" Zack laughed, pulling up to a large house close to the beach.
"OH MY GOD, WE'RE HERE! FINALLY!!" Hayley squealed, which was followed by a bunch of cheers and "hallelujah"s as Zack parked the car.
We all practically fought each other to get out of the van, then once we were all out, we stretched and praised the ground we were standing on.
We soon got all of our stuff out of the car, and headed into the incredibly large, beautiful beach house (which Zack also owned).

It was already 7 pm when we got there, so we wouldn't get that much time on the beach today. We decided to just go out to the beach all day tomorrow, but as for right now, Rian was upstairs in his room, taking a nap, while Hayley and Jack were playing pool. Zack had gone out to some Oyster bar, while Alex and I were cuddling on the couch, finishing up the Rom-Com we were watching on Netflix.
About an hour later, our movie was over, and Zack came back and invited us all to go have a bonfire somewhere along the beach. We all agreed, and followed him out.
Soon, we were all sitting on logs that were circled around a toasty fire. The boys had brought their guitars, as if they planned this all along!
"Whoa, what are you guys doing? Are you gonna sing happy birthday, because you really didn't need-"
"No, we're not singing happy birthday. We're playing a song I wrote for you." Alex smiled, making my cheeks flush bright red.
"Y-you did??"
"Well it is your birthday, I have to make you enjoy it in every way possible!" He chuckled.
"Okay, one! Two.." He, counted Jack and Zack in, and soon, Alex was turned to me as he began to sing.

Mayday situation overload
I'm restless, obsessed with your future
And all my worries they don't bother you
Collected, you render me useless
But I carry on

All three of them were soon strumming their guitars together.

Right now, I think that you think that I'm
Half drunk, searching for something of
Substance, casually dropping a line, designed
To keep you next to me
I can't awkwardly craft in advance
I know, that you wouldn't fall for that
You say "Shut up and take my hand"
And we carry on

I was blushing like crazy now, and grinning like there was no tomorrow.

I don't wanna say goodnight
The city comes alive, when we're together
Why can't your birthday last forever?

I broke out into giggles at that part. He wrote this especially for my birthday, how sweet!

I don't wanna say goodnight
I've never been so sure
Just do it for the memories
Do it for Baltimore
And do it for me!
Hot damn, look at me now
I'm all, caught up riding the high of my
Good luck, casually dropping a line, designed,
To keep you next to me
I bet you never thought you would fall again
So much for keeping this, just friends
Shut up and kiss me now
And we carry on

Once they finished the song, they took off their guitars and sat it next to themselves, as me, Hayley, and Rian broke out into applause.
"Thank you so much, baby!" I wrapped my arms around his neck, and pulled him in for a sweet kiss.
"You're welcome, my beautiful princess!" He grinned.
"OH YEAH! LET'S PLAY MORE SONGS!" Jack yelled, taking a swig of his beer.
"Ha, like what?" Alex asked, looking down at his guitar next to his feet.
"HEY, REMEMBER ALL THOSE SONGS YOU WROTE FRESHMAN YEAR, AND YOU MADE US LEARN IT N' STUFF?"
"Ugh! Jack, no! We're not playing any of that dumb shit!"
"But DUDE! REMEMBER? BOYS RAISE YOUR GLASSES, GIRLS SHAKE THOSE-"
"Whoa!!" I cut in, gasping at Alex, and smirking.
"Freshman Alex wrote that??"
"No, that part is sorta like..bleeped out!" His cheeks turned crimson.
"Mhmm.." I raised my brows at him and smirked, crossing my arms.
Everyone else was in hysterics.
"Hey, Jack! Sing some more of the songs to us!" Hayley giggled uncontrollably.
Jack put on a thinking face, but then Rian chimed in.
"Hey! Remember Jasey Rae?!" Rian, Zack, and Jack all exploded into hysterics.
Alex shot a glare at his friend, while I was raising my eyebrows at him and crossing my arms.
"Who's Jasey Rae?"
"Uh- j-just an ex from sophomore year is all.." He mumbled, looking down at his lap.
"So you named a song after her??" Hayley raised her brows as well.
"Well, every song I write now is about Tay, so..whatever." He narrowed his eyes at her, getting frustrated that everyone was out to get him.
I laughed and kissed him on the cheek.
"Relax, Alex. I'm not mad or anything!"
"Good." He looked back up at me and smiled.
It fell silent for a while. We all just sipped our beers and stared at the pretty little fire. That was, until Jack started belching out some sort of lyrics out of no where.
"CAUSE YOU AIN'T THE ONLY ONES WHO WANNA LIVE IT UP, YOU AIN'T THE ONLY ONES!!"
Both me and Hayley gave him puzzled looks, while Rian and Zack exchanged glances and smirked.
I looked over to Alex, to see him shaking his head and laughing to himself.
"Come on, guys! Sing it with me!" Jack started yelling out that line again, but this time, Hayley giggled and joined in with him.
Zack picked up his guitar, and began strumming it to the beat, while grinning as Hayley, Jack, and Rian got up and started dancing around like maniacs around the fire, while screaming the words into the night. They looked like a tribe doing some cultural dance, or something.
"YOU AIN'T THE ONLY ONES WHO WANNA LIVE IT UP, YOU AIN'T THE ONLY ONES!!!"
I couldn't help myself. I got up and joined them, pulling Alex in with me. He laughed and grabbed my hands, and started dancing with me.
"Is this better than singing happy birthday?"
"Mhmm!" I nodded, biting my lip, feeling kind of flirty in my almost-drunken state.
"And you know what else is better than singing happy birthday?" I whispered in his ear seductively, then nibbled on his ear lobe. I thought I could feel his body shiver a little bit.
"What?" He whispered back.
"Come back to the house with me and I'll show you.."
He pulled back and looked at me with wide eyes.
"Now? Tay what about.." He motioned his head towards the screaming lunatics beside us.
"They'll be out here for a loonngg time. Come on, Aleeex!" I dragged his name, knowing it turned him on.
"Okay. Let's go."

We entered the master bedroom, and Alex locked the door shut behind us.
He turned back around to me, and cupped my face with his hands.
"Tay..are you sure you wanna do this?"
I giggled, and twirled the end of his shirt with my fingers. I am pretty intoxicated.
"Alex, we aren't virgins. Why don't we skip this part and just..do it?"
He sighed and shook his head, then took my hands in his.
"Because, Tay..we aren't just 'doing it'. I just want to make sure you know before we do this, that I'm not like your exes, Tay. After this, I'm not going to leave you like they did. What we're about to do, will actually mean something to me. You mean the world to me, and I would never ever take advantage of you. Okay?"
Why'd he have to be to fucking sweet? He's so goddamn cute, and it was turning me on even more.
I nodded, gazing into his eyes with so much admiration for the perfect boy in front of me.
"I'm ready, Alex." I whispered, slowly tilting my head to meet my lips with his as he got closer.
"I have to give you eighteen kisses, because you turned eighteen today." He smiled, causing me to smile back.
He pecked my lips. "One."
And again. "Two."
And he kept going till he got to seventeen, then on kiss eighteen, he immediately slipped his tongue into my mouth, and things got heated pretty quick.
He picked me up, not breaking the kiss, and then I felt my back hit the king-sized bed, and he hovered over me.
He broke the kiss, earning a whine of disapproval from me.
"Clothes?" He breathed, piercing his golden-brown eyes into mine, making my body turn to jelly.
I nodded frantically, then sat up and faced him, eagerly trying to pull off his shirt, which he helped me do, before pulling off my tank top, revealing my pink bikini.
He softly pushed me back onto the bed, hungrily reattaching our lips. He slid his tongue across the roof of my mouth, causing me to gasp and let out a quiet moan.
I felt him slide his hand down my stomach, then stopped to unbuckle the button of my shorts.
He lifted his head and looked down, sliding my shorts off before leaning back down to kiss at my neck.
He sucked and bit at my skin, surely to leave many purple marks later.
He began to nibble at a spot behind my ear, causing a small moan and gasp to escape my lips.
I felt him smirk on my skin as he was working on the bruise. I tangled my fingers into his hair, tugging at the smaller strands by his neck.
"Mm.." He hummed against my neck, before pulling away, and leaning back over to sloppily kiss my lips.
"You ready?" He sexily whispered, about two inches away from my face.
In response, I reached my arm down in-between us, and felt him through his swimming trunks. I began to palm his hard-on, loving the way his breathing picked up as he pierced his lustful eyes into mine, before leaning down, and untying the strings that held my bikini together, with his teeth.
He removed my bikini top, and I watched as he studied my breasts, before leaning down and sucking my nipples.
I gasped as he moved from my breasts, trailing soft kisses down my stomach, until he reached my pink bikini bottoms, looking up at me as if asking for permission. Once I nodded in approval, he pulled my bottoms off, and began rubbing my clit with his thumb.
"You're so wet.." He whispered, turning me on even more if possible, as he locked eyes with mine; his dark with lust.
"Uhuh.." Was all I could muster out, gasping as he began to lick me, leaving me in ecstasy.
I tangled my fingers all through his hair, moans occasionally slipping out of my opened mouth.
Soon, he sat back up, and grabbed a hold of his waistband, before I slapped his hands away.
"I'll do it." I insisted seductively, before sitting up and tugging his trunks down to his knees.
I smirked at his raging boner, springing free.
Even bigger than I expected him to be..
Alex took a sharp breath, as I wrapped my fingers around his cock, and slowly began to stroke it.
"Shit Tay.." He muttered under his breath.
I let out a little giggle, before taking his tip into my mouth, swirling my tongue around his head. Then, I look him all in, wrapping my hand around the part of him I couldn't reach. I began to bob my head, as he grunted and raked my hair out of my face with his fingers. I began to suck and pump him even faster after a while.
Eventually, I slowly pulled my mouth off of him, smirking at his groaning protest.
Then I collapsed back on the bed, as he completely discarded his trunks, then pulled out a condom; which was conveniently in the bedside drawer. He ripped open the packet, before rolling it onto himself; the sight making me even hornier and wetter by the second.
He hovered over me, giving me a long, sweet kiss, before positioning himself at my entrance. He took my hand in his, and kissed the top of it, before bending back down over me, and pushing himself into me, causing me to let out a loud gasp.
He began slowly thrusting in and out of me, before beginning to go at a faster pace, letting out occasional grunts, while I uncontrollably moaned everytime he pushed into me.
The room was filled with loud moans and heat steaming off of our sweaty bodies, pressed together as the bed rocked a little with every thrust.
I soon felt the familiar pleasurable feeling erupting in my stomach, meaning I was very very close.
"Unh..Aleeex..cl-close!" I panted, grabbing a tight hold onto the sheets on either side of me, as he quickly picked up the pace.
"M-me too.. Fuck!!"
We only lasted a few more seconds before we came together, cursing the other's name.
We laid there, riding out our highs and panting heavily, before he eventually pulled out, threw away the condom, then collapsed next to me.
I curled up into his body, watching the way his chest quickly rose and fell.
He pulled the covers over our naked bodies, then kissed my forehead.
"Birthday sex..I'll be expecting this every year!" I giggled, causing him to laugh, now running his fingers through my hair.
"You're so beautiful, Tay. Your body, your caring personality, your smile...everything about you is so fucking beautiful." He turned his head and leaned down a little to kiss me. I reached up and met him halfway, connecting our lips in a sweet, passionate kiss.

I was really tired out from our activities, so I snuggled up to him even more, and fluttered my eyes shut.
Just when my breathing slowed down, and sleep was about to completely take me over, I heard him whisper something.
It wasn't just something, though.
I heard him loud and clear..I don't think it was intended for me to hear, but I heard it.
"I love you, Tay."

Notes

IT TOOK ME TWO DAYS TO WRITE THIS, BUT I'M STILL VERY UNSATISFIED WITH THIS CHAPTER, I'M SORRY FOR NOT MAKING THIS CUTE ENOUGH OMG.

This is my very first attempt at writing smut, sooo...I apologize for that too xP

Just about every fucking song off of So Wrong, It's Right has been stuck in my head for the past month, so that's the reasoning behind the whole bonfire thing.

QOTD: You've all started school by now, right? How's it going? (You can rant if ya want)
School is going okay for me, I guess. My anxiety still bothers me a lot, though. I actually haven't been in the best mood lately, because it's only the second week of school and I already messed up on something, and I feel like a failure. But in class, I keep hearing things that remind me of ATL, and that cheers me up a little :3 AND SO DO YOU GUYS SO PLEASE LOVE ME!! xD

Thanks! :)

Title cred: The Beach- All Time Low