The First Time

Zack’s POV

The show is finally done. Emma is visiting me tonight. Man, I am so excited to see her. I miss her very much. Life hasn’t been the same without her. I love my bros, but it’s kinda weird without her.

The show was tiring and I just wanted to spend my night with Emma. So, when the guys wanted to go out, I just declined. Emma, Emma, Emma. That’s all I can think of right now. I took a long shower because I’m feeling real sweaty right now. I wanted to smell good when Emma comes. I got something real special for her, a ring.

I bought the ring a while ago and no one really knows about it, not even Rian who’s usually supportive in times like this. I know we’re still young and this is not the 40s where you get married at 18. I just wanted to tell her how much I love her and maybe when we’re old enough and ready, we might get engaged. This is so unlike me, but I love her and there’s no denying it. I would do anything for her. I really would. I kept on looking at it.

I was lying on the couch when I heard a knock on the van door.I was so excited because it might be Emma, but when I opened it, a girl with crazy eyes just stormed in. I’m pretty sure she’s just a fan so I let her down gently.

“I’m sorry, but you can’t be here.” She started to take pictures and started touching me. Please not now. I can’t handle this right now. Please not now. I grabbed her and led her to the door, but she just keeps fighting. She’s a strong person and when I least expected it she pushed me and kissed me. Oh no.

I tried to let go of her, but she keeps on fighting.

“Zack?” I saw Emma and this time I gave another push to the crazy fan that was startled by Emma’s presence so it was easier. Trust me, I didn’t want her to kiss me.

“Emma?”

“No, this can’t be happening.”

“Emma, I can explain.” Her eyes were so disappointed. She went out and without even thinking I ran after her. I don’t want her to leave without and explanation. I never wanted to hurt Emma. I just wanted a normal night with her, but it was ruined.

“Please do explain. What the fuck was that? I trusted you.” She looked so broken. She was so angry. I couldn’t blame her. I was so pissed off at that girl too. My worst nightmare was hurting her and it just happened. God, I’m such an idiot.

“I’m sorry. I really am, but it’s not all that seems. She kissed me. She was a crazy fan, Emma. I didn’t even know her. Trust me, I didn’t want to kiss her.” I just wanted to explain to Emma. I just wanted us to be happy.

“Oh really?! From where I’m standing it seemed like you wanted her to put her tongue in your mouth.” Oh God, that’s not true. Not true at all.

“That’s not true.”

“Please tell me you tried to resist. Please tell me you tried to shove her away. At least put your hand in front of her mouth or your own mouth. Please Zack. Tell me that you at least tried.”

“I did. I really did. She was crazy though. I almost kicked her out, but for some reason she had those crazy eyes. She was tough so, she pushed me and she kissed me. I really didn’t want her to. Trust me.”

“I find that really hard to believe. I’m sorry, but I need more proof than that.“ She paused and calmed down a bit. “Do you know how much I have to save for the trip? That doesn’t really matter now, but the times we’ve been through. Does it even mean something to you or was it just a play? I could make a speech right now, but I’m trying not to. You have no idea how much this hurts right now.” Tears started to fill her eyes. It was horrible looking at her cry. “I miss you more than anything. I love you Zack, but after that, I’m breaking it. We’re off Zack. I’m going home.”

“Emma, I’m so sorry.”

“Screw you you’re sorry.”

The only person I never wanted to hurt thinks I never loved her. I could feel my heart aching. I love Emma, I really do. I never wanted to hurt her, I wanted her to be safe under my protection, but instead, I’m the one who hurt her the most. I’m such an idiot! She’s gone now. I really didn’t want her to leave, but she already did. My biggest regret is not fighting hard enough for her. I will never ever forgive myself. What is wrong with you Zack Merrick? You’re such a stupid boy.

Notes

Hey guys, sorry the last chapter was kind of messy. I kinda had to do it in a hurry. Anyways, this one is from Zack's POV, so we get to know what actually really happened with the crazy fan.I gotta say she is nuts. Also, Zack isn't a prissy guy. The fan was just strong. I hope you see this in my point of view. Zack loves Emma.

I know this story is not the best, but if you're still with me, I wanted to say thank you for reading it and I hope you enjoy it. Also, please rate/comment/suscribe. If you don't like this story, I am sorry for wasting your time on this. I really am sorry.

Well that's all, have a nice day/night. :)