The First Time

Emma’s POV



My first year in college was tough, but not as stressful as I thought it would be. Turns out, if you do what you love, it can be something good. The professors were teaching us about the diseases and treatments. I’m glad we don’t just stay in the lab, but we also saw some surgeries.



It’s spring break right now. I can’t be more excited to see Zack. I’ve been saving a lot for the plane ticket. Zack’s touring in Chicago and I just miss him so badly. I am in the airport right now. He’s probably having a show right now. I hope he’s excited to see me. Who knows what happened when I’m gone?




The plane’s departing. I am sitting next to an old lady. She seems sad. She looked at me and I felt awkward, but I just smiled back. Next to her was a man. Older than me and he looked tired. Oh Jesus, this might be long ride. An awkward silence hit the three of us.


“So kid, what are you going to do when you land in Chicago?” The old woman asked me. I was scared. I mean she might be old, but stranger danger.


“Uhm, I’m just visiting a special someone.” I smiled



“That’s good for you sweetie. I remember back in the 50s Carl, my deceased husband did the same thing for me..” Of course, it went on and on. I don’t mean to be a bitch, but I was too focused on Zack that I barely listened to what she was saying. The man next to her was just as bothered as I was. Man, I was right. This is a long ride.


As I land in Chicago, I texted Zack. He told me where he was. I quickly took a taxi and saw the Chicago city. It’s really pretty.My trip to Zack wasn’t long at all. He said he just finished his final performance. I knew All Time Low was going to be big. I couldn’t be more proud of my man than I am right now. I just really miss him though. He’s always traveling.


I paid the taxi driver and when I saw the All Time Low van, I immediately ran, I was extremely excited until I saw a sight that ruined me through the window. I could hear my heart breaking. Is that really Zack?


I opened the door to the van, and it’s true. It’s Zack kissing another girl.


“Zack?”


“Emma?”


“No, this can’t be happening.” I went out of the bus with my bag. The girl Zack was kissing ran away. I’m glad she did. I just didn’t want her there.


“Emma, I can explain.” Zack catching up to me.



“Please do, explain.” I scowled. “What the fuck was that? I trusted you.”



“I’m sorry. I really am, but it’s not all that it seems. She kissed me. She was a crazy fan Emma. I didn’t even know her. Trust me, I didn’t want to kiss her.”


“Oh really?!From where I’m standing it seemed like you wanted her to put her tongue inside of your mouth.”



“That’s not true.” He said calming me down. Sadly it didn’t work. I am turning into the monster I wish I’d never be. My rage was controlling over me.”



“Please tell me you tried to resist. Please tell me you tried to shove her away. At least put your hand in front of her mouth or your own mouth. Please Zack. Tell me that you at least tried.”



“I did. I really did. She was crazy though. I almost kicked her out, but for some reason she had those crazy eyes. She was tough so, she pushed me and she kissed me. I really didn’t want her to. Trust me.”



“I find that really hard to believe. I’m sorry, but I need more proof than that. “ I paused and calmed down a bit. “Do you know how much I have to save for the trip? That doesn’t really matter now, but the times we’ve been through. Does it even mean something to you or was it just a play? I could make a speech right now, but I’m trying not to. You have no idea how much this hurts right now.” Tears started to fill my eyes. It really freaking hurts. “I miss you more than anything. I love you Zack, but after that, I’m breaking it. We’re off Zack. I’m going home.”



“Emma I’m so sorry.”



“Screw you you’re sorry.”



It was painful. It really freaking hurts.



I walked away. I just wanted to go back home. It’s over for me. Love’s the worst. I loved him. I really do, but if that’s what I get from him, I don’t think I can take this anymore. Goodbye Zack.

Notes

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