Breaking Down Walls.
Five
Ivy
It took me about an hour to say hello to everyone, I learned that they were touring with The Maine and You me at six. Josh was really passionate about music apparently they have only been together for 4 years I learned that before Dan joined this year they had a guy called Joe who left the band, they said they were lucky to have found Dan when they did otherwise they wouldn't be here. They also said that they don't have a huge fan base yet, they are hoping this tour would help them. At the moment they only have an e.p out with a few song but next year they are planning to write a full album, the other guys are called Max, Matt, Chris and Dan they are all lovely people. The Maine are another really nice band they are called John, Kennedy, Jared, Garrett, Pat. They were also telling me that before Kennedy and Jared they had to different people, they only started the band 7 months ago and also have a short e.p out they have the same hope as You me at six that this tour will get them a small fan base. The tour wasn't a massive tour it would last 6 weeks in small venues but All time low have got a fan base which is awesome.
We were all currently sat in the kitchen eating lunch which me and Zack made it wasn't big we only made sandwiches but everyone was eating and enjoying it, I love seeing my brother so excited to go on tour its amazing seeing the smile on his face it shows me know that he's okay he's not hurting anymore and it's all thanks to Alex, Jack and Rian they have saved my brother. I just wish someone could save me. The tour starts tomorrow You me at six and The Maine will be staying in a hotel not to far away whilst all the guys will be staying here tonight, they were going to throw a party until they realized they would have to be up at 7, which was fine for my brother he loves the morning but for everyone else it was horrible but if they are going to be doing this for the rest of their lives they will have to get used to it.
It was now 10 pm the bands went to the hotel at 9. The guys are now getting ready to go to bed I was currently in my room, hearing them moving around outside of the door, sorting out where everyone is going to sleep considering we only have one spare room which was my mom and dads old room. I haven't been in there since the day we got the phone call. Before I could start thinking about them there was quite a loud knock at my door and then in swung open by my brother who had a bottle of Jäger in his hand
"Hello brother dearest how can I help you?"
In his drunken state he manged to say "Rian is taking my bed can I sleep with you?"
"Why can you stay in mom and dads room?"
"The same reason you can't ivy"
It sounded like he was holding back tears I didn't think it would bother him that much I mean I know he misses them but I have been worried about me instead of seeing how my brother was but tonight was not the right time to talk to him about it I will talk to him soon.
"Of course you can Zack but only if you go to sleep you have to be up early and now you're going to have a hangover do you want be to go get you glass of water?"
"Don't worry about me getting a hangover I can deal with it but a glass of water would be amazing"
I got up from the covers and jogged down the stairs I looked in the front room to see Alex and Jack cuddled up on the floor. I went and got a blanket from the cupboard and cover them over. I heard jack whisper "thank you sweetie" with that I walked into the kitchen grabbed the closest mug poured some cold water in and carried it up to my room to only find out that Zack had passed out on my bed. I placed the water on the other side of him walked to the other side and climbed back into bed within 5 minutes I to was passed out.
It was about 7:30 on Wednesday morning when I got woke up by Zack jumping up and down on my bed.
"What are you doing Zack it way to early to be hyper plus don't you have a hangover?"
"We are leaving in a minute I wanted you to come say goodbye to us silly" For some reason I forgot that they would be leaving me today I felt my heart jump realization hit me that I would be on my own for the next five hours until my auntie got here, I would be alone in the house no one to talk to, no one to tell me that its going to be okay. Zack went to the side of the bed and hugged me.
I didn't realize I had let a few tears slip down my face.
"Ivy don't cry, I'm coming back in a few weeks then we can spent some time together just us, just don't cry you know how much I don't want to leave you me seeing you cry just makes me want to cancel and stay with you"
As soon as I heard him say that he would cancel the whole tour if I carried on crying make me jump up from my bed
"No Zack go I want you to, you have to don't you dare say you're going to cancel your going and that's it, how long have you got?"
"Now that's the Ivy I like to see well we have to leave in about 20 minutes"
"Do we have enough time for me to go make coffee?"
"Um, if you make it super fast"
With his answer I ran down the stairs making sure to shout morning to everyone receiving a few moans. Okay I forgot they were hungover, or maybe I didn't.
I made coffee for everyone which took 10 minutes which leaves them 10 minutes to get their asses in here now.
"Guys coffees done 10 minutes till you all leave hurry up" 2 minutes the guys were all in the kitchen grabbing their coffees and sitting in various places around the kitchen.
"So your all going on tour how do you feel?"
"Hungover, very hungover" Rian whispered
Everyone but Zack nodding with agreement
"I don't get it I thought no one was going to drink?"
"We said we weren't going to throw a party we didn't say we would celebrate" Alex said sarcasm rolling of his tongue
"Okay alcoholics" was my only reply, I looked at the clock realizing in 5 minutes they would all be gone. I held my tears back still worrying that Zack would end up canceling
"Guys I should start saying goodbye you only have 4 minutes left"
I walked over to Jack who pulled me into a bone-crushing hug
"6 weeks Ivy and we will all be back then you can tell us all what you got up to okay?" Jack whispered into my ear and gave me a kiss on the top of my head
"I'm going to miss you but have fun!" I held my tears back still
The next person was Alex who pulled me into a hug
"When I get back promise me that at least 5 times you have walked out of this house, i want you to promise me, actually no fucking pinky promise me" Alex pulled away from the hug and stuck his pinky out. Was he really going to hold me to that. I doubt it so I held my pinky out and it was done I had promised him.
2 minutes until Matt their tour manger will be knocking on the door
I looked at Rian who I would next say bye to but he didn't hug me he just smiled at me waiting for me to hug him. When I did he said that if I needed anything he would be at the other end of the phone.
1 minute
The last person was Zack who instantly grabbed me and hugged me
"Listen Ivy I know it's going to be hard and I know you hate it when I go but I'll be back if you need me to be okay? Anytime you need me I'll be here. I love you and I'll see you in 6 weeks i'm going to miss you so much!
I didn't say anything I just let a few tears slip down on to shirt.
Then the noise I was hopping would never come 'knock, knock'
"I guess this is it guys I hope you have fun and buy me things!"
They all gave me one last hug and they were gone, for the next 6 weeks.
It took me about an hour to say hello to everyone, I learned that they were touring with The Maine and You me at six. Josh was really passionate about music apparently they have only been together for 4 years I learned that before Dan joined this year they had a guy called Joe who left the band, they said they were lucky to have found Dan when they did otherwise they wouldn't be here. They also said that they don't have a huge fan base yet, they are hoping this tour would help them. At the moment they only have an e.p out with a few song but next year they are planning to write a full album, the other guys are called Max, Matt, Chris and Dan they are all lovely people. The Maine are another really nice band they are called John, Kennedy, Jared, Garrett, Pat. They were also telling me that before Kennedy and Jared they had to different people, they only started the band 7 months ago and also have a short e.p out they have the same hope as You me at six that this tour will get them a small fan base. The tour wasn't a massive tour it would last 6 weeks in small venues but All time low have got a fan base which is awesome.
We were all currently sat in the kitchen eating lunch which me and Zack made it wasn't big we only made sandwiches but everyone was eating and enjoying it, I love seeing my brother so excited to go on tour its amazing seeing the smile on his face it shows me know that he's okay he's not hurting anymore and it's all thanks to Alex, Jack and Rian they have saved my brother. I just wish someone could save me. The tour starts tomorrow You me at six and The Maine will be staying in a hotel not to far away whilst all the guys will be staying here tonight, they were going to throw a party until they realized they would have to be up at 7, which was fine for my brother he loves the morning but for everyone else it was horrible but if they are going to be doing this for the rest of their lives they will have to get used to it.
It was now 10 pm the bands went to the hotel at 9. The guys are now getting ready to go to bed I was currently in my room, hearing them moving around outside of the door, sorting out where everyone is going to sleep considering we only have one spare room which was my mom and dads old room. I haven't been in there since the day we got the phone call. Before I could start thinking about them there was quite a loud knock at my door and then in swung open by my brother who had a bottle of Jäger in his hand
"Hello brother dearest how can I help you?"
In his drunken state he manged to say "Rian is taking my bed can I sleep with you?"
"Why can you stay in mom and dads room?"
"The same reason you can't ivy"
It sounded like he was holding back tears I didn't think it would bother him that much I mean I know he misses them but I have been worried about me instead of seeing how my brother was but tonight was not the right time to talk to him about it I will talk to him soon.
"Of course you can Zack but only if you go to sleep you have to be up early and now you're going to have a hangover do you want be to go get you glass of water?"
"Don't worry about me getting a hangover I can deal with it but a glass of water would be amazing"
I got up from the covers and jogged down the stairs I looked in the front room to see Alex and Jack cuddled up on the floor. I went and got a blanket from the cupboard and cover them over. I heard jack whisper "thank you sweetie" with that I walked into the kitchen grabbed the closest mug poured some cold water in and carried it up to my room to only find out that Zack had passed out on my bed. I placed the water on the other side of him walked to the other side and climbed back into bed within 5 minutes I to was passed out.
It was about 7:30 on Wednesday morning when I got woke up by Zack jumping up and down on my bed.
"What are you doing Zack it way to early to be hyper plus don't you have a hangover?"
"We are leaving in a minute I wanted you to come say goodbye to us silly" For some reason I forgot that they would be leaving me today I felt my heart jump realization hit me that I would be on my own for the next five hours until my auntie got here, I would be alone in the house no one to talk to, no one to tell me that its going to be okay. Zack went to the side of the bed and hugged me.
I didn't realize I had let a few tears slip down my face.
"Ivy don't cry, I'm coming back in a few weeks then we can spent some time together just us, just don't cry you know how much I don't want to leave you me seeing you cry just makes me want to cancel and stay with you"
As soon as I heard him say that he would cancel the whole tour if I carried on crying make me jump up from my bed
"No Zack go I want you to, you have to don't you dare say you're going to cancel your going and that's it, how long have you got?"
"Now that's the Ivy I like to see well we have to leave in about 20 minutes"
"Do we have enough time for me to go make coffee?"
"Um, if you make it super fast"
With his answer I ran down the stairs making sure to shout morning to everyone receiving a few moans. Okay I forgot they were hungover, or maybe I didn't.
I made coffee for everyone which took 10 minutes which leaves them 10 minutes to get their asses in here now.
"Guys coffees done 10 minutes till you all leave hurry up" 2 minutes the guys were all in the kitchen grabbing their coffees and sitting in various places around the kitchen.
"So your all going on tour how do you feel?"
"Hungover, very hungover" Rian whispered
Everyone but Zack nodding with agreement
"I don't get it I thought no one was going to drink?"
"We said we weren't going to throw a party we didn't say we would celebrate" Alex said sarcasm rolling of his tongue
"Okay alcoholics" was my only reply, I looked at the clock realizing in 5 minutes they would all be gone. I held my tears back still worrying that Zack would end up canceling
"Guys I should start saying goodbye you only have 4 minutes left"
I walked over to Jack who pulled me into a bone-crushing hug
"6 weeks Ivy and we will all be back then you can tell us all what you got up to okay?" Jack whispered into my ear and gave me a kiss on the top of my head
"I'm going to miss you but have fun!" I held my tears back still
The next person was Alex who pulled me into a hug
"When I get back promise me that at least 5 times you have walked out of this house, i want you to promise me, actually no fucking pinky promise me" Alex pulled away from the hug and stuck his pinky out. Was he really going to hold me to that. I doubt it so I held my pinky out and it was done I had promised him.
2 minutes until Matt their tour manger will be knocking on the door
I looked at Rian who I would next say bye to but he didn't hug me he just smiled at me waiting for me to hug him. When I did he said that if I needed anything he would be at the other end of the phone.
1 minute
The last person was Zack who instantly grabbed me and hugged me
"Listen Ivy I know it's going to be hard and I know you hate it when I go but I'll be back if you need me to be okay? Anytime you need me I'll be here. I love you and I'll see you in 6 weeks i'm going to miss you so much!
I didn't say anything I just let a few tears slip down on to shirt.
Then the noise I was hopping would never come 'knock, knock'
"I guess this is it guys I hope you have fun and buy me things!"
They all gave me one last hug and they were gone, for the next 6 weeks.
Notes
-Kay
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