Forgetful-Insomniacs

Eventually I will upload a fanfic but I'm currently searching for idea I'm 18 my names Desta but everyone calls me Dez or Dezzy. I'm just a stressed (constantly), depressed (severely), band obsessed teenager with a vivid imagination (schizophrenia if you ask the internet) and to much time on her hands if you want to know ask anything. I would write down all the bands I listen to buuuuuut I listen to a sh!t ton also I FUCKING LOVE CUSSING just the fuck tbh it's just the way you can put it anywhere and it always makes sense. I can't think of any other random traits right now as I should be asleep

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ga94wVeFBac

This song I remember it when I was in child haven (my parents had both been arrested for BS) EVERY child though they wouldn't
say it we ALL heard it we felt it and I remember the silent tears streaming down my face alone at night it was like a prison cell for kids
I wish it never happened it fucked me up caused my memories to come swirling back here I am finding out about secrets even I didn't
know it's funny how all these years later it seems as though this house no longer feels like home I truly do feel cold I truly do feel gone,
left behind, almost invisible, basically gone...I could go on I wish no one else felt this way I wish someone couldn't say I know how you
feel or I've been there before, because honestly it fucking sucks to know how pain and suffering is out there that's why I turn to music
or anime or fanfiction or games to hold all my tears as my house continues to feel no longer like my home
A Poem? by me I just thought it due to reading this and hearing that song I cried I did just remember much as it sucks we're here for
each other and sooner or later we won't be fine we'll be great...I'm getting mushy weird I'm weird and thank you Ben
Cocks and @thereckless_andthebrave for the inspiration one day we will all be free

so that's all so I guess I'll say "I've fallen hard enough" do you feel like a man when you push me around *starts mentally, emotionally, and physically preparing to leave for somewhere to call home*