Breaking Down Walls.
Ten
A L E X
I woke up with a hangover I turned to look at my phone, it was flashing and making noise. Remember to put it on silent my head sung to me, pressing the
answer button.
"Good morning sir Alex"
"Well hi M'Lady" I say in a horse voice.
"You sound hung over, should I text you instead" Ivy whispers.
"No it's fine honestly, what can I help you with on this fine day?" I say trying to sound like I don't want to curl up and sleep.
"I just thought I'd let you know, I'm setting the plan into action"
"Which plan is this? Are we taking over the world yet?" I hear her laugh at the other end.
"No, silly. I'm going out today for real this time. I met a boy who lives next door, he's taking me out"
I feel my stomach sort of drop which is weird I push it aside. Ivy's like a sister it's my brotherly side coming out.
"Well then he better look after our little Ivy then. Otherwise Zack wont be the only one killing him" She chuckles again.
"Okay I'll make sure he looks after me okay Gaskank?, but I'm sorry sir i must go now"
"Okay Merrick, ring me later I want to know how it goes. Smelly".
"Yes I will defiantly do that" she says just before she hangs up.
I think back to her saying she's met a new boy, she's becoming independent I feel like a father that's waving his daughter off as she goes to college. I feel myself smile.
She's listened to me and she wants to go out, I'm glad she made that promise to me. It was good to hear from Ivy it's the first time she's rung me since we
left. I feel my eyes go heavy I slowly drift off to sleep.
I V Y.
After my phone call with Alex I decide it's time to get ready although I still have 3 hours until Dylan comes round. I'm still feeling very nervous although
the phone call with Alex calmed me down. My hands are shaking. maybe it's not too late to back out? If I back out I could be missing a chance to have
a new friend. Why can't I just make up my mind. Breaking me out of my thoughts my auntie calls up to me "Ivy darling, do you need something to eat before you
leave" I consider this for a moment before my stomach decides for me "Yeah that would be great, can I just have a sandwich?" "Of course you can, it'll be about
20 minutes I'm just going to finish watching something on the telly" "Okay that's fine thank you" I get up from my bed and run to the shower. I feel the hot
water touch my skin and roll down towards my scars I skim over one of them with my fingers, it was the worse one I had done, deep but not deep enough to kill
anyone, only to hurt like a bitch. I still remember when and where i did it. The day i got the phone call
*Flash back*
As Alex puts me on the sofa i violently shake with tears he just held me along with Zack. Zack by now had realize what had just happened and was crying too.
I managed to push both guys off me and ran up stairs. I need to feel something just something; anything. I tried hitting myself, pinching nothing worked.
Nothing hurt me. Nothing woke me up from this dream. That's all it is, a dream. Nothing more. Nothing less. Just a terrible, terrible dream.
I look towards the bathroom something was shining at me. I slowly get up from the floor and run towards it. I notice what it is. I've heard that people use
these. But me never. Maybe this was what i needed to wake up. I carefully take the shining object out of its plastic case. I examine it for a second.
Maybe this isn't what i needed to do. So many bad things could come out of this. It's a dream nothing can hurt me. I take my jeans down, and stare at my hip
I run the metal object lightly on the skin scared to press down. I suddenly jump when my door is knocked on, and drag the blade across my hip. Deep. Red. Bloody.
The red liquid slowly started to fall down my leg, the banging on the door never stops
"Ivy are you okay?"
"Yes Zack, i'm fucking brilliant, thanks for asking".
*Flash back over*
I shudder at the thought of that memory. I step out of the shower, i see the metal thing staring at me. Temptation took over me I take the delicate thing between
my hands. I play with it, thinking about what to do.
I woke up with a hangover I turned to look at my phone, it was flashing and making noise. Remember to put it on silent my head sung to me, pressing the
answer button.
"Good morning sir Alex"
"Well hi M'Lady" I say in a horse voice.
"You sound hung over, should I text you instead" Ivy whispers.
"No it's fine honestly, what can I help you with on this fine day?" I say trying to sound like I don't want to curl up and sleep.
"I just thought I'd let you know, I'm setting the plan into action"
"Which plan is this? Are we taking over the world yet?" I hear her laugh at the other end.
"No, silly. I'm going out today for real this time. I met a boy who lives next door, he's taking me out"
I feel my stomach sort of drop which is weird I push it aside. Ivy's like a sister it's my brotherly side coming out.
"Well then he better look after our little Ivy then. Otherwise Zack wont be the only one killing him" She chuckles again.
"Okay I'll make sure he looks after me okay Gaskank?, but I'm sorry sir i must go now"
"Okay Merrick, ring me later I want to know how it goes. Smelly".
"Yes I will defiantly do that" she says just before she hangs up.
I think back to her saying she's met a new boy, she's becoming independent I feel like a father that's waving his daughter off as she goes to college. I feel myself smile.
She's listened to me and she wants to go out, I'm glad she made that promise to me. It was good to hear from Ivy it's the first time she's rung me since we
left. I feel my eyes go heavy I slowly drift off to sleep.
I V Y.
After my phone call with Alex I decide it's time to get ready although I still have 3 hours until Dylan comes round. I'm still feeling very nervous although
the phone call with Alex calmed me down. My hands are shaking. maybe it's not too late to back out? If I back out I could be missing a chance to have
a new friend. Why can't I just make up my mind. Breaking me out of my thoughts my auntie calls up to me "Ivy darling, do you need something to eat before you
leave" I consider this for a moment before my stomach decides for me "Yeah that would be great, can I just have a sandwich?" "Of course you can, it'll be about
20 minutes I'm just going to finish watching something on the telly" "Okay that's fine thank you" I get up from my bed and run to the shower. I feel the hot
water touch my skin and roll down towards my scars I skim over one of them with my fingers, it was the worse one I had done, deep but not deep enough to kill
anyone, only to hurt like a bitch. I still remember when and where i did it. The day i got the phone call
*Flash back*
As Alex puts me on the sofa i violently shake with tears he just held me along with Zack. Zack by now had realize what had just happened and was crying too.
I managed to push both guys off me and ran up stairs. I need to feel something just something; anything. I tried hitting myself, pinching nothing worked.
Nothing hurt me. Nothing woke me up from this dream. That's all it is, a dream. Nothing more. Nothing less. Just a terrible, terrible dream.
I look towards the bathroom something was shining at me. I slowly get up from the floor and run towards it. I notice what it is. I've heard that people use
these. But me never. Maybe this was what i needed to wake up. I carefully take the shining object out of its plastic case. I examine it for a second.
Maybe this isn't what i needed to do. So many bad things could come out of this. It's a dream nothing can hurt me. I take my jeans down, and stare at my hip
I run the metal object lightly on the skin scared to press down. I suddenly jump when my door is knocked on, and drag the blade across my hip. Deep. Red. Bloody.
The red liquid slowly started to fall down my leg, the banging on the door never stops
"Ivy are you okay?"
"Yes Zack, i'm fucking brilliant, thanks for asking".
*Flash back over*
I shudder at the thought of that memory. I step out of the shower, i see the metal thing staring at me. Temptation took over me I take the delicate thing between
my hands. I play with it, thinking about what to do.
Notes
I think you deserve this for putting up with me!
Hope you like it. I wanted to end it on a cliff hanger type of thing Maybe that will make me write the next chapter sooner
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-Kay
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