Kelsey's P.O.V.
After I got in my apartment I went straight to my calendar, first to find out what I had to do tomorrow and second to find a free day to go shopping with Jack. My calendar was pretty much full with all my work shifts and memos for paying the bills. It took me a moment to remember what day we were, "there, oh shit, how could I forget!?" I was supposed to hang out with my cousin Mark and his wife, we had made these plans a pretty long time ago and I had been sorta looking forward to it since I don't usually go out much. I decided to send him a quick text to know where we would meet and headed for the shower, I needed some time to unwinds and think about what had happened today.

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Ugh, why the fuck did I have to go and mess things up with Alex, we were having so much fun and I went and told him about my shit after breaking down in front of him and then tonight I made out with him!? What was going on with me? I really cared about what he thought of me and now I just got too caught up in the moment, what if he doesn't like me? Jack says he does but what could he possibly know, right? I have to fix this, now. I'm freaking out, it shouldn't have a happened even if I am crazy about him, I don't want to be just another girl to him. I grabbed my phone, ignoring my cousin's answer, "Hey Alex, sorry about tonight, I didn't mean for that to happen, hope we can still hang out sometime :/ " pressing send broke my heart but I couldn't allow him a chance to break it himself. I still want him as a friend but I'm not ready for anything else, I don't think I'll ever be.

I went back to Mark's text, "Hey Kelsey, we'll pick you up at your place at five, be ready, I don't want to be late for where were going!!! Nope, not telling, it a surprise! ( and don't ask Becca, she won't tell you either! :P )". Wow, I wonder what they could be planning, there's never much to do here so I'm guessing the movies, oh well, whatever it is I'm sure it'll be fun, anything to get my mind off of things.

Notes

A short one, next chapter should be quite long to compensate :P

so, Kelsey doesn't know if she wants to have a relationship right now because of her emotional damage, but isn't this text kinda harsh? I mean poor Alex, he thought he had her and just with that she pushes him away. I'm working hard on writing the next chapter which should hopefully be better then this, *filler*.

humm, where is her cousin taking her? O.O

( and I am trying to decide where this story takes place, any suggestions? Can't post next chapter until I know :/ )

Enjoy!