Make it a sweet, sweet goodbye
028
Alex’s POV
Life had been great lately. I had the world’s best girlfriend who just made me smile every day. I was finally in a band, writing music, putting all my thoughts into words. I was finally with someone I love and doing something I love. Life couldn’t get any better. Even Jack seemed to be happy for me and Rebecca now, which shocked me because I thought he would be wounded for a long time. But I was just happy that he was okay now. Also he seemed to spend a lot of time on the phone to some girl, must be his new crush, boy he loved through girls fast, no wonder he had yet to lose the v card. He always goes on about how he wants his first time to be special and mean something so that’s why he hasn’t done it yet but how is it meant to ever happen under those terms if he can’t ever find himself the right girl who won’t just drop her panties for any other guy.
Also talking about sex…I and Rebecca have yet to do it…I mean she’s a virgin, I can’t exactly expect her to just do it with me, no. When she decides she wants it to happen; her first time will be special, I will make sure. There will be flowers, candles, romantic music, everything. Life with Rebecca was perfect and I was not about to go and screw it up…not when my life was finally in order.
Jack’s POV
I felt like a complete bastard for lying to my friends. Alex thought I was happy for him and Rebecca and over the idea of liking her…far from it, I was practically in love with her. But trust me when I say I did nothing about it and before you ask…no I did not contact Kendra, I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t just come between them. I had never seen Alex as happy over a girl as he is now. He’s my bestfriend, there was no way I could just ruin their relationship; that is totally against the bro code. Alex was more than my bestfriend, he was basically my adopted brother. I just didn’t know what to do, I felt like I was drowning. Also I had the other problem of Kendra, just cause I wasn’t gonna do anything, what’s stopping her? My life just felt like constant problems trying to hold me down…surely life should not be like this?
***
I was walking down the corridor to my next class; I had just had English and was heading to music whistling to myself as I thought about everything. I had managed to pull it off so far and to tell you the truth I was starting to be okay with everything. Sure I still had feelings for Rebecca, but to be honest I was just glad she was happy, to me that is all that mattered; her happiness. I turn the next corridor and notice a strange sight ahead…Kendra talking to Alex…wait Kendra laughing with alex…what the hell is going on. I rush up to them and raise my eyebrow at alex.
“Yo dude whats going on?” asks Alex turning from Kendra to me with a smile on his face.
“Nothing…whats going on here?” I ask looking between the two.
“Well Kendra here was just apologising for everything, she explained everything, how because she stopped taking her pills she had sort of a breakdown and how she couldn’t help everything that had happened.” Explains Alex…what the fuck?
“Oh really?” I turn to face Kendra questioning.
“Yeah, I shouldn’t of stopped taking the medication, here’s me thinking I was better…serves me right ay?” she replies shrugging her shoulder. Suddenly Alex pulls her into a hug leaving me confused again.
“Hey don’t be like that, how was you to know, you just wanted to be normal…and that’s what the tablets did, you thought you didn’t need them anymore…that’s not your fault. At least now you know so you won’t come off them again and seriously; don’t feel guilty, all is forgiven, that wasn’t the real Kendra.” Mumbles Alex pulling out of the hug smiling at Kendra, this is when I notice what is different about Kendra…her clothes. Instead of her slutty outfits she always wears, she is in a simple jeans and t-shirt combo as well as a pair of vans, this wasn’t normal, but hell maybe it was the medication.
“Thanks Alex…really means a lot.” She mumbles smiling up at him, with him returning the smile. The sight causes me to smile…maybe everything will work itself out.
“It’s totally fine, well I better head to music…you coming jack?” questions Alex turning to me. I go to nod a yes before Kendra cuts him off.
“Actually I was hoping I could talk to jack myself?” she asks innocently smiling up at Alex, he gives a quick nod before mumbling to me about catching up before running off to the music classroom. I watch him go and as soon as he is round the corner and out of earshot Kendra turns to me and laughs.
“Wow that was so fucking easy.” She says while smirking.
“What?” I ask confused.
“That…he fell for it…I knew the simple sweet damsel in distress would work on him…and that he would forgive me if he thought something was wrong with me.” She replies laughing her high pitched laugh…immediately I feel sick.
“What?” I question again…my teeth gritted together.
“Oh come on Jack, all I did was act how Rebecca acts…sweet and innocent…it’s obvious that’s what he loves…anyway why aren’t you thanking me? The plan is finally going to action.” She replies smirking.
“WHAT? I don’t want to be a part of your stupid plan!” I shout at her, not caring if my voice raises in volume.
“Do you mind not shouting! Of course you do Jack…I see the way you still look at her.” She replies crossing her arms.
“It doesn’t matter how I feel…I just want Rebecca to be happy and she is happy with Alex.” I mumble back staring at this girl in disbelief…who does she think she is to mess with people’s lives?
“I don’t give a shit…I want to be happy and I will only be happy with Alex.” She spits back…venom filling her voice.
“Fine I will just tell Alex your little plan.” I reply smirking before turning to walk to music.
“Oh, no you won’t” she laughs back. I turn to face her; the smirk slowly falling from my face.
“Why wouldn’t I? You’re absolutely crazy.” I mutter back.
“You tell Alex and I will tell him how you truly feel about Rebecca…I wonder what it would be like to find out your bestfriend is in love with your girlfriend?” she questions smiling.
“W-what…you wouldn’t?” I ask.
“Oh I would…I think you should just stay out of my way Jack…before you get dragged into this and trust me…I fight dirty.” She replies.
I watch her walk off in the opposite direction as I question to myself…what the fuck do I do now?
Life had been great lately. I had the world’s best girlfriend who just made me smile every day. I was finally in a band, writing music, putting all my thoughts into words. I was finally with someone I love and doing something I love. Life couldn’t get any better. Even Jack seemed to be happy for me and Rebecca now, which shocked me because I thought he would be wounded for a long time. But I was just happy that he was okay now. Also he seemed to spend a lot of time on the phone to some girl, must be his new crush, boy he loved through girls fast, no wonder he had yet to lose the v card. He always goes on about how he wants his first time to be special and mean something so that’s why he hasn’t done it yet but how is it meant to ever happen under those terms if he can’t ever find himself the right girl who won’t just drop her panties for any other guy.
Also talking about sex…I and Rebecca have yet to do it…I mean she’s a virgin, I can’t exactly expect her to just do it with me, no. When she decides she wants it to happen; her first time will be special, I will make sure. There will be flowers, candles, romantic music, everything. Life with Rebecca was perfect and I was not about to go and screw it up…not when my life was finally in order.
Jack’s POV
I felt like a complete bastard for lying to my friends. Alex thought I was happy for him and Rebecca and over the idea of liking her…far from it, I was practically in love with her. But trust me when I say I did nothing about it and before you ask…no I did not contact Kendra, I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t just come between them. I had never seen Alex as happy over a girl as he is now. He’s my bestfriend, there was no way I could just ruin their relationship; that is totally against the bro code. Alex was more than my bestfriend, he was basically my adopted brother. I just didn’t know what to do, I felt like I was drowning. Also I had the other problem of Kendra, just cause I wasn’t gonna do anything, what’s stopping her? My life just felt like constant problems trying to hold me down…surely life should not be like this?
***
I was walking down the corridor to my next class; I had just had English and was heading to music whistling to myself as I thought about everything. I had managed to pull it off so far and to tell you the truth I was starting to be okay with everything. Sure I still had feelings for Rebecca, but to be honest I was just glad she was happy, to me that is all that mattered; her happiness. I turn the next corridor and notice a strange sight ahead…Kendra talking to Alex…wait Kendra laughing with alex…what the hell is going on. I rush up to them and raise my eyebrow at alex.
“Yo dude whats going on?” asks Alex turning from Kendra to me with a smile on his face.
“Nothing…whats going on here?” I ask looking between the two.
“Well Kendra here was just apologising for everything, she explained everything, how because she stopped taking her pills she had sort of a breakdown and how she couldn’t help everything that had happened.” Explains Alex…what the fuck?
“Oh really?” I turn to face Kendra questioning.
“Yeah, I shouldn’t of stopped taking the medication, here’s me thinking I was better…serves me right ay?” she replies shrugging her shoulder. Suddenly Alex pulls her into a hug leaving me confused again.
“Hey don’t be like that, how was you to know, you just wanted to be normal…and that’s what the tablets did, you thought you didn’t need them anymore…that’s not your fault. At least now you know so you won’t come off them again and seriously; don’t feel guilty, all is forgiven, that wasn’t the real Kendra.” Mumbles Alex pulling out of the hug smiling at Kendra, this is when I notice what is different about Kendra…her clothes. Instead of her slutty outfits she always wears, she is in a simple jeans and t-shirt combo as well as a pair of vans, this wasn’t normal, but hell maybe it was the medication.
“Thanks Alex…really means a lot.” She mumbles smiling up at him, with him returning the smile. The sight causes me to smile…maybe everything will work itself out.
“It’s totally fine, well I better head to music…you coming jack?” questions Alex turning to me. I go to nod a yes before Kendra cuts him off.
“Actually I was hoping I could talk to jack myself?” she asks innocently smiling up at Alex, he gives a quick nod before mumbling to me about catching up before running off to the music classroom. I watch him go and as soon as he is round the corner and out of earshot Kendra turns to me and laughs.
“Wow that was so fucking easy.” She says while smirking.
“What?” I ask confused.
“That…he fell for it…I knew the simple sweet damsel in distress would work on him…and that he would forgive me if he thought something was wrong with me.” She replies laughing her high pitched laugh…immediately I feel sick.
“What?” I question again…my teeth gritted together.
“Oh come on Jack, all I did was act how Rebecca acts…sweet and innocent…it’s obvious that’s what he loves…anyway why aren’t you thanking me? The plan is finally going to action.” She replies smirking.
“WHAT? I don’t want to be a part of your stupid plan!” I shout at her, not caring if my voice raises in volume.
“Do you mind not shouting! Of course you do Jack…I see the way you still look at her.” She replies crossing her arms.
“It doesn’t matter how I feel…I just want Rebecca to be happy and she is happy with Alex.” I mumble back staring at this girl in disbelief…who does she think she is to mess with people’s lives?
“I don’t give a shit…I want to be happy and I will only be happy with Alex.” She spits back…venom filling her voice.
“Fine I will just tell Alex your little plan.” I reply smirking before turning to walk to music.
“Oh, no you won’t” she laughs back. I turn to face her; the smirk slowly falling from my face.
“Why wouldn’t I? You’re absolutely crazy.” I mutter back.
“You tell Alex and I will tell him how you truly feel about Rebecca…I wonder what it would be like to find out your bestfriend is in love with your girlfriend?” she questions smiling.
“W-what…you wouldn’t?” I ask.
“Oh I would…I think you should just stay out of my way Jack…before you get dragged into this and trust me…I fight dirty.” She replies.
I watch her walk off in the opposite direction as I question to myself…what the fuck do I do now?
Notes
I am so sorry...it has taken me so bloody long to update. I have been suffering from writers block and dealing with so many exams...I can't wait till the 19th my final exam and then that's it, I will have completed my GCSE's.But seriously this chapter has been nothing but a shit head to me so please tell me what you think! I kinda hate it for all its trouble.
On a totally different note...GUESS WHO SAW GREEN DAY IN EMIRATES STADIUM.
Oh my god it was amazing...All Time Low and Kaiser Chiefs done such a good job as opening acts but my god did Green Day steal the show...and I was so close to Billie Joe it killed! They are fucking amazing live and put on such a good show...you got to love them! Let me tell you go listen to Brutal Love if you have not already heard it yet...they closed the show with it and boy did it bring a tear to my eye...heres a littlepicture
11/10/13