Make it a sweet, sweet goodbye
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Alex’s POV
I can’t believe I just did that, I can’t believe I admitted to her my feelings, the fact I love her. I immediately regret saying it, how could I be so stupid, she won’t love me back, she probably hates me right now after everything that’s happened, and to be honest I can’t blame her. I sit watching her reaction, she just sits there completely shocked, not moving a muscle or saying a word.
“Rebecca?” I question to no reply, she just sits there shocked.
“Shit, errm just forget what I said, it doesn’t matter; you don’t have to reply for that, it was stupid of me to say it.” I mumble hanging my head.
“Yo-you love me?” questions Rebecca causing me to quickly look up and find her intently staring at me. I nod slowly before putting my head in my hands. “Alex look at me.” She mumbles quietly. Slowly I look up, looking into her eyes. “Answer my question, you love me?” questions Rebecca.
“Yes.” I mumble running a hand through my hair.
“For long have you…?”
“Loved you?” I question causing her to nod. “Loving you I don’t know how long, but I know I have had feelings for you since the day I met you, but when it comes to love part, it’s only just been a realisation of that I love you.” I mumble intently watching her reaction.
“I don’t know what to say.” Mumbles Rebecca, her face covered with confusion.
“You don’t have to say anything Rebecca, It’s fine, I expected this reaction.” I mumble putting my head in my hands.
“Alex.” Rebecca mutters, her voice barely above a whisper. I feel her reach over and place a hand on my shoulder, causing me to look up into her eyes. Her beautiful hazel eyes shining behind her tears.
“What’s wrong?” I ask brushing a strand of her newly brown hair out of her face, staring deeply into her eyes.
“No one outside of my family has ever told me they loved me Alex.” She replies, her voice barely above a whisper. I open my mouth shocked at her revelation…no one has ever told her they loved her?
“Rebecca…have you ever had a boyfriend?” I question. Quickly she hangs her head, proving my thoughts correct. “What the fuck was up with the boys were your from?” I question angrily.
“What do you mean Alex?” She looks up questioning me.
“Rebecca, you are stunning, they had to be right twats to not ask you out.” I exclaim.
“It wasn’t like that, I was friends with a group of boys, one of them I had a huge crush on for years and always thought me and him would end up together, but turns out he always saw me as nothing more than a friend, when I left…I guess time run out to tell him how I felt, but due to always liking him…I never had time going out and meeting other boys.” She explains shrugging.
“Well he’s stupid but I’m sorta glad he never liked you back…” I explain trailing off.
Rebecca looks at me confused before questioning “Why Alex?”
“Because then I get to be the first person to tell you that I love you.” I reply, my voice loud and confident.
At this Rebecca blushes and hangs head letting go of my shoulder. I feel confused over what’s happening as she lifts her head up to look at me…
“I think…I love you too Alex.”
Jack’s POV
“I think…I love you too Alex.” I hear Rebecca say as my heart breaks. I should have realised this would happen; every girl falls for Alex…it’s just what happens. I am forgotten while every girl falls for Alex. I am the goofy bestfriend type, no girl can ever take me seriously, it’s what you get for playing the goofball roll, but I’m not hot or handsome or anything, I can’t pull off the boy next door charm.
My heart aches…I heard everything they said. I heard Rebecca talking about how no one had ever told her they loved her. I wished it was me that told her first, not Alex. Yeah that’s right, I loved Rebecca, and it wasn’t just silly old feelings.
Everything Alex said he thought about Rebecca and felt about her…well I felt the same. I couldn’t get her smile out of my mind, or her beautiful hazel eyes.
I couldn’t believe this had happened again. I was yet again second best to Alex, but then I guess this is my fault. I should have told her how I felt, got in there before Alex for once…but my timing was shit.
They were basically together now, there was no way I could tell Rebecca how I really felt when she just confessed her love to Alex…
Can I?
I can’t believe I just did that, I can’t believe I admitted to her my feelings, the fact I love her. I immediately regret saying it, how could I be so stupid, she won’t love me back, she probably hates me right now after everything that’s happened, and to be honest I can’t blame her. I sit watching her reaction, she just sits there completely shocked, not moving a muscle or saying a word.
“Rebecca?” I question to no reply, she just sits there shocked.
“Shit, errm just forget what I said, it doesn’t matter; you don’t have to reply for that, it was stupid of me to say it.” I mumble hanging my head.
“Yo-you love me?” questions Rebecca causing me to quickly look up and find her intently staring at me. I nod slowly before putting my head in my hands. “Alex look at me.” She mumbles quietly. Slowly I look up, looking into her eyes. “Answer my question, you love me?” questions Rebecca.
“Yes.” I mumble running a hand through my hair.
“For long have you…?”
“Loved you?” I question causing her to nod. “Loving you I don’t know how long, but I know I have had feelings for you since the day I met you, but when it comes to love part, it’s only just been a realisation of that I love you.” I mumble intently watching her reaction.
“I don’t know what to say.” Mumbles Rebecca, her face covered with confusion.
“You don’t have to say anything Rebecca, It’s fine, I expected this reaction.” I mumble putting my head in my hands.
“Alex.” Rebecca mutters, her voice barely above a whisper. I feel her reach over and place a hand on my shoulder, causing me to look up into her eyes. Her beautiful hazel eyes shining behind her tears.
“What’s wrong?” I ask brushing a strand of her newly brown hair out of her face, staring deeply into her eyes.
“No one outside of my family has ever told me they loved me Alex.” She replies, her voice barely above a whisper. I open my mouth shocked at her revelation…no one has ever told her they loved her?
“Rebecca…have you ever had a boyfriend?” I question. Quickly she hangs her head, proving my thoughts correct. “What the fuck was up with the boys were your from?” I question angrily.
“What do you mean Alex?” She looks up questioning me.
“Rebecca, you are stunning, they had to be right twats to not ask you out.” I exclaim.
“It wasn’t like that, I was friends with a group of boys, one of them I had a huge crush on for years and always thought me and him would end up together, but turns out he always saw me as nothing more than a friend, when I left…I guess time run out to tell him how I felt, but due to always liking him…I never had time going out and meeting other boys.” She explains shrugging.
“Well he’s stupid but I’m sorta glad he never liked you back…” I explain trailing off.
Rebecca looks at me confused before questioning “Why Alex?”
“Because then I get to be the first person to tell you that I love you.” I reply, my voice loud and confident.
At this Rebecca blushes and hangs head letting go of my shoulder. I feel confused over what’s happening as she lifts her head up to look at me…
“I think…I love you too Alex.”
Jack’s POV
“I think…I love you too Alex.” I hear Rebecca say as my heart breaks. I should have realised this would happen; every girl falls for Alex…it’s just what happens. I am forgotten while every girl falls for Alex. I am the goofy bestfriend type, no girl can ever take me seriously, it’s what you get for playing the goofball roll, but I’m not hot or handsome or anything, I can’t pull off the boy next door charm.
My heart aches…I heard everything they said. I heard Rebecca talking about how no one had ever told her they loved her. I wished it was me that told her first, not Alex. Yeah that’s right, I loved Rebecca, and it wasn’t just silly old feelings.
Everything Alex said he thought about Rebecca and felt about her…well I felt the same. I couldn’t get her smile out of my mind, or her beautiful hazel eyes.
I couldn’t believe this had happened again. I was yet again second best to Alex, but then I guess this is my fault. I should have told her how I felt, got in there before Alex for once…but my timing was shit.
They were basically together now, there was no way I could tell Rebecca how I really felt when she just confessed her love to Alex…
Can I?
Notes
A new update :) Jack has come back...to tell you how he truly feels. There have been a lot of truths come out...but I think I am gonna need to bring some drama into it...It's just getting too boring now for me. Please don't hate me!Please just let me know what you think, I really need to know your thoughts...I get kinda self-conscious when it comes to my writing.
11/10/13