Walls

After Mackenzie’s honeymoon she came back with an arm load of shit for me, it was perfect. I missed having my best friend around to talk to, I haven’t told her what I said to Alex yet but when we hang out at her place I’m going to.
“Ry?” Alex called out through the apartment.
“Kitchen.” I said
He walked into the kitchen in a pair of basketball shorts.
“I’m going to go to Jack’s a play some football with him and the guys.” He said
“Alright, I’ll be heading to Mackenzie’s soon.” I smiled
He smiled and kissed me
“I’ll be home to help pack tonight.” He said
We’re going to Baltimore with Jack in the morning, I’m not sure if we can take the dog because last time I checked Pitt-bullswere banned on United Airlines for being vicious. I have to call and check.
“Oh yeah.” Alex said
“What?” I asked getting into the fridge
“Baltimore can’t come to Baltimore with us.” He said
“You called?” I asked
“Jack did.” He said
I nodded and hugged him
“Give him a hug for me.” I laughed
He nodded and kissed me one more time before throwing a shirt on and leaving, I finished digging in the fridge for something to eat when my phone started to ring from the bedroom. I walked in and answered Mackenzie.
“I’m on my way, I’m on my way.” I said
“Lies, you haven’t even walked out the door.” She said
“I’m coming.” I said hanging up
I pushed my shoes on and left, after sitting in stupid traffic I pulled into Mackenzie and Jack’s driveway. Mackenzie was soon at the front door waiting on me, her belly was growing. I got out and ran to her.
“Kenz!” I yelled
“Alex is rubbing off of you.” She smiled
“I know.” I laughed
“Where is Mr. Rockstar?” She asked
“With Jack. We leave tomorrow morning for Baltimore.” I said
“Am I watching Baltimore doggy?” She asked
“Yes please, you have a key to the apartment.” I said
“Sweet.” She said
I needed to tell her about the ‘I love you’ thing. We walked into the house and Jack was nowhere to be found
“Where is the Mr.?” I asked
“Work.” She laughed
I nodded
“Mack I have to tell you something.” I said
“What? Are you pregnant?” she asked
“No, we haven’t even had sex yet.” I said
“Seven months? No sex? I couldn’t do it.” She said
“You didn’t sleep with Jack until you had been dating him a year.” I said
She flicked me off and smiled
“What is it?” She asked
“Well.” I said
“Tell me.” She said staring me down creepily
“I told Alex.” I said
“Told him what?” She smiled
“I told Lex that I loved him.” I said
“YOU DIDN’T!!” She yelled
“I indeed did.” I smiled
“I am so happy and proud of you Ryan!!” She squealed.
I smiled and sat down on her couch. I was at her house most of the day but I needed to get home and pack.
“I’ll see you later.” She said
“Bye bye.” I smiled
“Wait.” She said
I looked at her
“Since you’re going to Maryland are you going to go see Rose?” She asked
“My grandma?” I questioned
She nodded
“I might.” I shrugged
She nodded and hugged me one last time, on the drive home I looked over at the car next to me and Alex was sitting in the driver’s seat. I laughed and called him.
“Hey I’m on my way home.” He said
“I know.” I laughed
“What?” He asked
“Look to the car next to you.” I smiled even though I knew he couldn’t see.
He looked over at me and waved like an idiot, I blew him and kiss and the light turned green
“I see you, I see you.” He said
“I see you too. I’ll talk to you at home.” I said
“Let the better man win.” He laughed
“Oh she will.” I said
He chuckled and hung up, I knew short cuts around here. I turned on a different street and went up the alley way a few feet away from the complex, I parked in my spot and sprinted to the elevator. I got in and waited patiently as it climbed, when it stopped on my floor I ran for the apartment; it was still locked. I entered and I had beat him, I sat my happy ass down on the couch and smiled. A few minutes later he was running in like he beat me.
“Hey there.” I smiled
He jumped an held his chest like I gave him a heart attack
“How’d you win?” He asked
“A lady never tells.” I winked
He walked over and pulled me off the couch and on top of him on the floor.
“Well you’re not a lady.” He smiled
“Then what am I?” I asked
“You’re my lady.” He smiled
“That’s still a lady.” I chuckled
He started tickling my hips causing me to scream.
“Ready to pack Ry?” He asked
“Yes love.” I smiled
He grinned his dimples showing completely.
“Your dimples.” I said in a type of groan
He laughed and picked me up carrying me to the bedroom, we started packing. I got up to get my shit from the bathroom when I stubbed my toe on the corner of the dresser.
“Oh my fucking god! Dear fucking Jesus that fucking hurt like hell. Shit, oh my god fuck.” I said bouncing around.
“You cuss like a trucker with three flat tires.” Alex chortled.
I just looked at him
“What?” I asked
“Nothing.” He laughed
“That was sassy.” I grinned
“What was?” He questioned
“That sentence. Mr. Sassgarth.” I said
“I’m not sassy.” He sassed
“That was sassy!” I exclaimed
“It was not.” He whined
I smiled and walked into the bathroom and collected my items and his items, when I walked back into the room he pushed my onto the bed making me drop everything.
“Baby!” I squealed
He chuckled and planted a warm kiss on my cheek.
“I love you.” He said
“I know.” I winked
“And I know you love me.” He smiled
I pressed my fingers into his dimples and he returned the favor, I giggled like a small child.
“I love your dimples.” He said
“You love my facial defects?” I smiled
“Yes.” He said
“Well I love your facial defects too.” I said
He winked at me and I pushed him off of me and continued to pack, he sat on the bed watching me.
“Are you going to help?” I asked
“No. I like watching you do it.” He said
“That’s not creepy at all Lex.” I smiled looking over my shoulder at him
“Take a break.” He whined
“No.” I laughed
“Pleaseee.” He whined like a baby
“Why? I have to get this done.” I chuckled
“Why?” He asked
I just looked at him and my inner four year old came out and I stuck my tongue out at him.
I finished packing close to ten o’clock and Lex was asleep in bed, I set our alarm for seven am and walked out into the living room; I wasn’t ready for bed yet. I wanted to talk to my dad, I picked up my phone and called him. When he answered I heard chatter in the background.
“Is this a bad time?” I asked quietly
“No, nothing is ever a bad time when you call sweetie. It’s just some of the guys.” He said
“Tell them I said hi.” I said
“Guys Ryan says hello.” My dad said into the room
I heard some scattered hellos and laughs when my dad cleared his throat
“Did you need something?” He asked
“I just wanted to talk to you.” I said
“Really? Little old me? What’s got me on your mind?” He asked
The chatter had stopped like he’d left the room.
“You’re always on my mind daddy, I just can’t sleep and I knew you’d be awake.” I said
“Come over. I’m sure Alex won’t mind.” He said
“I have to get up early.” I said
“How early?” He asked
“Seven my flight is at eight.” I said
“To where?” He asked
“Jack Barakat, Alex, and I are going to Baltimore.” I said
“That sounds fun. Do you need someone to watch Baltimore?” He asked
“Nope, Kenzie has him.” I said
“That’s good.” He said
“Yeah, I’m going to meet Alex’s mom and Jack’s family.” I said
“That’ll be nice for you. You need some love after everything. How is everything with Alex? Has he been treating you right?” He asked
“He treats me like a princess dad. The night when I told him about everything he didn’t say anything, he nodded along with me and held me when I was done. He understands that I’m a little broken.” I said
“That’s fantastic, I’m so happy you found a good guy.” He said
“I know, it’s a relief.” I said
“Jimmy wants to talk to you.” He said
“Jim Jim?” I asked
“Yes.” He said
“Okay.” I smiled
“Hey there cutie.” Jimmy’s hyper voice rang over the phone
“Hi.” I smiled
“I miss you.” He said
“I miss you too, I’m going to have to come over when I get home.” I said
“You better.” He chuckled
“Who is all there?” I asked
“Me, Vengeance, Ray, Corey, Nikki Sixx, and your dad.” He said
“Sounds like a party.” I said
“It is.” He laughed
“I miss everyone, it’s been a while and a lot has changed.” I said
“I know, I can tell in your voice that you are much happier. Alex is treating you good then?” He asked
“He treats me like you would.” I said
“Good. So Mackenzie called me the night Elliot found you.” He said
“No.” I said
“Yes. I went and helped kick his ass.” He said
“You’re always there.” I said
“And always will be until I die.” He said
“Don’t die anytime soon okay?” I asked
“Okay.” He said
I nodded, I was still pretty not tired
“Hey kiddo it’s dad.” His voice rang smoothly in my ear
“I’m going to let you go, I’m going to visit when I get home.” I said
“Have fun. Hey Ryan.” He said
“Yeah?” I asked
“Remember the rule when you can’t sleep?” He asked
“Cereal or hot chocolate.” I said
“Good girl. Get some sleep sweetie.” He said
“I love you.” I said
“I love you too.” He said
“Night dad.” I said
“Night sweetie.” He chuckled
I hung up and walked into the kitchen, I really didn’t want to make anything so I just walked back to my room. Alex stirred and looked at me.
“You okay?” He asked
“Yeah, I can’t sleep so I called dad.” I said
“Come here.” He said holding out his arms
I walked over and crawled into bed, he pulled me to him and kissed me.
“How’s your dad?” He mumbled sleepily
“He’s good.” I said
“Cuddles.” He murmured holding me tightly
“Good night baby.” I said
“Goodnight.” He said
Being in his arms helped a little with the sleeping, next thing I knew our alarm was waking me up.
I pushed myself out of bed and walked to the kitchen and fed Baltimore, I walked back to the bedroom and started pushing on Alex to wake him up; he is really hard to wake up. When he stirred a little I tried to pull him out of bed from his side, he finally stood up and there was a knock on the door. I ran to get it and it was Jack.
“Good morning sunshine.” He said
I groaned
“Just get up?” He asked
I nodded and he smiled walking into the apartment with his bags
“I need a shower.” I said
“Me too.” Alex’s sleepy voice floated into the room
“We really don’t have time for two separate showers.” Jack said
“What now?” I asked
“Save time shower together.” Jack said
I looked over at Alex and he was giving me a look telling me it was up to me, Alex and I have never really done anything like that. I guess that’s my fault though, I nodded at him nervously
“You two haven’t done anything like that have you?” Jack said
I shook my head
“Ryan you hit the shower and I’ll help Alex wash his hair in the sink.” Jack said
“Okay.” Alex said
We went into our separate rooms and cleaned up, Jack was using his shampoo on Alex so I could use ours. When we were done and dressed we left for the airport.
“Sorry to put you in the uncomfortable situation. I didn’t know.” Jack said
“It’s fine Jack.” I said
“Okay.” He said
Most of the trip was silent, I was falling asleep in the back seat as Jack talked mindlessly to Alex about everything back home that they missed. We got to the airport just in time for our flight, we boarded and waiting for take-off. I’ve never been too fond of planes but I’m not really scared of them anymore after all of my traveling with bands on tour. I wasn’t playing attention to how long the flight was going to be so I just settled in ready to sleep on Alex.
“So Jack who is picking us up?” Alex asked as he rubbed my arm
“Mom, May, and Joe.” He said
“I miss Joyce.” Alex said
“Eh, I call her a lot.” Jack chuckled
“May is your sister right?” I asked
“Yep, May is my sister and Joe is my brother.” He said
I nodded
“May is older.” He said
“Leeyh and Joe are his younger brothers.” Alex said
“Leeyh?” I asked
“Yeah, don’t question it.” Alex said
“Your mom’s name is Isabella right?” I asked sleepily
“Yeah, go to sleep baby.” He said
I nodded and drifted off into a coma like sleep, I was so tired.
“Ryan wake up.” I heard Alex said
I looked up at him and he smiled
“Have we landed?” I asked
“No, we have about thirty minutes. Jack wanted you awake.” He said
I looked over at Jack and he smiled
“Why?” I asked
“So Joe can’t make fun of you for being sleepy.” He said
I chuckled and said thanks, I sat up in my seat and looked around.
“What time is it?” I asked
“About nine thirty.” Jack said
“Pm?” I asked
“Yeah, we changed time zones.” He said
“Welcoming jet lag.” I said
“We’re used to jet lag.” Jack said
“Me too, I’m a drum technician remember.” I said
Jack nodded and chuckled at me.
“My mom can’t wait to meet you.” He said
“I want to meet your sister. Can’t wait for the stories.” I said
“No.” Jack said
“Yes.” I smiled evilly
Jack looked over at Alex and Alex smiled the same way.
“If May doesn’t tell her stories I will.” He said
“You’re a fucking douche hat.” He said a little loudly
Alex chuckled and a lady behind us tapped Jack
“Yes?” He asked
“Can you please watch your language, my daughter is back here?” She said
“How old his your daughter ma’am?” Jack asked
“Sixteen.” She said
“She’s old enough to be hearing this, stop being a prude.” Jack said turning back around
I looked back at the lady’s daughter and she was laughing as the lady’s mouth hung open like a fish, I turned and looked at Alex who was trying to hold in his laughter.
“Sh.” I said
“I’m trying. Jack you’re an ass but I love it.” Alex said
Jack winked over at us and the lady didn’t say another word the entire plane ride.
“It’s so late here, why are they picking us up?” I asked
“It’s only ten. That’s not late for my family.” Jack smiled
“What about you mom?” I asked Alex
“I know she’s awake but she doesn’t know I’m coming home.” He said
“Surprising Isabella?” Jack asked
“What do I call her?” I asked
“Isabelle, Izzy, mom or Bella.” Alex said
“I don’t think I’ll be able to call her mom.” I said
“I understand.” Alex said
The plane began to land and the lady behind us huffed and her daughter chuckled. When the plane stilled they announced that we could get off, Alex grabbed my hand and walked me off and to the baggage claim. This airport confused me, it wasn’t as packed at the other airports I’ve been in, it’s a little weird. When our bag came on the carousel thing I went to grab it but Alex wouldn’t let me, he picked it up and Jack showed up beside us.
“I can hear my mom talking to May from here.” He grumbled
“Be nice.” I smiled
He stuck his tongue out at me and Alex took my hand, we followed Jack out to his mom.
“JACK!” A group of three people yelled
Jack picked up his pace and hugged who I was guessing his mother Joyce, she was very pretty; as was his sister.
“Alex.” Joyce said as we got to where the group was standing.
“Nice to see you again Joyce.” Alex said hugging her
“You must be Ryan.” May said
“Yeah.” I smiled
“Alex didn’t tell us you were this god damn beautiful.” Joyce said
“Oh thank you.” I smiled
“Let’s get home.” May said throwing her arm around her little brother.
“I’m Joe.” Jack’s little brother said after we were all loaded into Joyce’s SUV
“I’m Ryan.” I said
“Isn’t Ryan a boy name?” He asked
“Not always.” I said
“Okay.” He said
I laid my head on Alex’s shoulder and he kissed the top of my head.
“Are you going to Isabella’s tonight or tomorrow?” Joyce asked
“We’re going to go over tonight, I know she’s awake.” He said
“Has she been having sleeping problems?” May asked
“Somewhat. They’re not as bad as they used to be.” He said
I knew exactly why her sleeping problems were back, if my son had killed himself I would have trouble sleeping too. When we pulled up to Jack’s mothers house Jack was super bouncy.
“Jack calm down.” May said
“No.” He smiled
When we were parked Jack jumped out of the car and ran to the door trying at the handle, it was locked
“Knock your dad is in there.” Joyce said
Jack knocked obnoxiously loud and the door swung open.
“Good god kid.” His father said
Jack hugged his dad and ran inside
“Joe grab his bag.” May said
Joe pulled Jack’s bag out of the trunk and walked in.
“I’ll see you two tomorrow right?” Joyce asked
“Dinner?” Alex asked
“Sounds perfect, I’ll cook.” She smiled
Alex grabbed our bag and took my hand
“My mom lives a block and a half away. You okay with walking?” He asked
“As long as we don’t get mugged.” I said
“We’re in a good neighborhood babe.” He said
“Want me to carry the carry-on?” I asked
“If you want.” He smiled
I picked it up off the ground carefully slinging it over my shoulder.
“No one has to know that there are two laptops in there.” Alex whispered to me
“I’d be the one to get mugged.” I smiled
Alex rolled his eyes and we started walking hand in hand in the dark off to his mom’s house, I was really excited but really nervous to meet her. What if she didn’t like me? What if she thinks I’m not good enough for her son? So many what ifs. As we walked I took in some of his and Jack’s old neighborhood, like there was a park that looked pretty cool. It had swings and that jazz, I don’t know why a park seemed for significant to me but I felt like I knew that park, maybe when it’s light outside I’ll know why. Alex stopped walking and stared up at a house.
“Is this is?” I asked
“Yep.” He nodded
“The lights are on.” I said
“She’s awake.” He smiled
“Lets go.” I chirped
He chuckled and we walked up to the door, he pulled his keys off of his belt loop and unlocked the door. We walked in quietly not making any noise, we closed the door and set our bags down.
“MOM! I’M HOME!” Alex shouted throughout the house
I heard quick shuffling from the upstairs level and a woman appeared at the bottom of the steps.
“Alexander William you’re going to give me a heart attack.” She said holding on to the banister
Alex just stood there, the woman walked over and gave him a huge hug.
“I missed you mom.” He said
“I missed you too, this is a very good surprise.” She said
She looked up at his tall stature and then over to my short one
“Who is this lovely woman?” She asked
“Mom this is my girlfriend Ryan.” Alex said
“Ryan, you sure are a pretty one.” She said
“Thank you ma’am.” I said
“Ma’am? Manners, I like you. Call me Isabella.” She said
“Alright.” I smiled
“She has more tattoos than you Alex.” She smiled
“Only by a few.” Alex pouted
She smiled and gave me a hug.
“You remember where your room is right son?” She asked
“Yes mom.” Alex groaned
“Go get some rest, Ryan looks pooped.” She smiled
“I really am.” I chuckled
Alex picked up both bags and I followed him up the stairs of the home he partially grew up in, he asked me to open the door in front of us and I did so. When the door opened he walked in and set the stuff down and flipped on the light, the room was decorated in band posters like Green Day, Blink 182, and New Found Glory. It seems Lex has always had a great taste in music.
“Is this not what you expected?” He asked
“I didn’t know what to expect.” I smiled
“Well if you were expecting posters of half-naked women you’ll have to go to Jack’s room.” He winked
“No thank you sir.” I said
“Want to get to sleep?” He asked
“Yeah. Do I look tired or something?” I asked
“You look like the living dead baby.” He said
I stuck my tongue out at him and we changed into our pj’s and went to sleep in his bed.
I woke up earlier than I wanted too, I knew Alex wouldn’t wake up for a little bit so I got dressed in some jeans and one of his t-shirts and walked downstairs. I went into the living room and started looking at the pictures that were neatly in frames placed all over the room, as I stood there looking at one of two boys when someone touched my shoulder. I turned around and it was Isabella.
“Hey.” I said
“That’s Alex and Tom.” She said motioning towards the picture
“Is it?” I asked
“Tom is the younger one.” She said
“He was adorable.” I said
“He was a good kid. What are you doing awake?” She asked
“I just woke up, I didn’t expect anyone to be awake for a little while.” I said
“I’m an early bird. Would you like to look at some other pictures?” She asked
“If you would like to show me.” I said
“Any opportunity to embarrass Alex.” She smiled
I laughed a little a followed her into a den type room, she pulled a large box off of the bookshelf.
“There are a lot of pictures of him and Jack in here too.” She said
“I can’t wait.” I said
“Here is Alex as a baby, he was my little chubbs.” She said picking up a picture
I looked it over and it looked like Lex, even his baby eyebrows were thick,
“The eyebrow game was strong even back then.” I smiled
“He’s always had those bushy thick eyebrows.” She smiled
We looked over the box of pictures for a while, I liked his mom. When we were done we set the box down in the living room and went to cook breakfast for Lex. While we were taking the last of the bacon off the griddle Alex walked down the stairs
“His nose is pretty good in the morning.” I said
“I wish it were like that when he was a teenager.” His mom laughed
“No.” Lex’s raspy sleepy voice echoed through to us
“Seems he found the pictures.” His mom said
“Mom you didn’t.” He walked into the kitchen in a pair of sweat pants.
“Oh I did.” She smiled
Alex looked over at me and I smiled
“You were cute Lex.” I said
“Were? As in not anymore?” He pouted
“Yes, now you’re handsome.” I said
He smiled and walked over and gave me a hug.
“Food?” He asked
His mom laughed and we all sat down and had breakfast together. After breakfast Alex went upstairs and got dressed for the day.
“Are you staying in this?” His mom asked motioning towards my outfit.
“Probably. Does it look trashy?” I asked
“No, not at all sweetie.” She said
I smiled and nodded at her waiting on Alex.
“We’re going to meet Jack at the park up the street a bit.” Alex announced coming down the stairs
“Alright.” His mom said
“Here.” Alex said handing me a pair of socks and my shoes
“Someone is in a hurry to get out.” I said
“Excited.” He said
I laughed and out my socks and shoes on, he took my hand and we raced out the door
“What is your issue Lex?” I asked
“That house.” He said
“What about it?” I asked
We walked down the street.
“All of the pictures of Tom and I. it’s really sad.” He said
“I know baby but your mom misses you.” I said stopping him from walking
He looked at me and I stood on my toes and wrapped my arms around his neck.
“Let’s go to the park.” He said
He nodded and we started walking towards the park, when we arrived Jack was sitting on the middle swing of the set. When we walked onto the mulch I realized why this party was so familiar, it was the park that my grandma used to bring me to when I was really little.
“Jack!” Alex called picking up his walking pace
By then we had let go of each other’s hands and I was walking slowly reminiscing about my past that I’ve tried so hard to block out, I couldn’t help but wonder if my grandma was still alive. I guess I could ask my dad, he would know.
“Ryan.” Alex said walking up to me
He pulled me out of my thoughts and I smiled up at him.
“Are you okay?” He asked
“Memories.” I said
He looked at me questioningly.
“Remember when I told you about my grandma Rose?” I asked
He nodded and he looked down at me, I could see Jack from under his arm. He was sitting on the swing looking over at us.
“Well this park.” I said
“What about it?” He asked
“It’s the one my grandma took me too, I’m sure of it.” I said
“Talk about a blast from the past.” He said
I nodded
“I’m going to call my dad later when the time is okay over there and ask if he knows if she’s still living.” I said
“Sounds like a plan baby. Jack and I will be over here, take your time looking around.” He said
I nodded and he kissed my forehead and walked off, I walked around the park for a little bit humming For Baltimore. As I stepped over rocks and sticks I remembered that I had etched my name into the bottom of one of the swings, I walked over at a fast pace while Lex watched me. I flipped the swings over one at a time looking for my name when I got to the one Jack’s ass was it, it had to be that one.
“Get up for a minute.” I said
He nodded and got up, I flipped the swing and there it was ‘Ryan’ etched in the swing with a safety pin. I ran my finger over it when I saw that there were other names etched into it; ‘Alexander’ and ‘Jack’. I looked up at both of them and they smiled
“Was my name here when you etched yours in?” I asked
“Yeah, but we didn’t know it was yours.” Jack said
“Maybe this was meant to be.” Alex said
I smiled and he hugged me.
“Ready to go to my house?” Jack asked
“I am.” I smiled
“Me too.” Alex said
Jack smiled and we started walking to his house.
“My mom’s not home so do you guys want to watch movies?” He asked
I shrugged and Alex nodded at him
The weekend in Baltimore flew by, I really like Alex’s mom but we were on a flight home now, I wanted to get home and take a shower. Mackenzie told me that she had Baltimore at her place so it would definitely be quiet when we got home, which I was glad for. I looked over at Jack who was asleep, softly snoring, his mouth hung open, and he had a little bit of drool coming from the corner of his mouth. Then I looked at Alex; his head was on the window and he wasn’t snoring at all. I laid my head on his shoulder and thought about home, I missed my dad, Mackenzie, everyone. I don’t know why I missed them all of a sudden but I did, I missed them a lot. The plane landed and I woke my boys up, Jack dropped us off at home and I went in and showered.
During my shower I came to a realization, I was pretty sure I was ready to get down and dirty in between the sheets with Alex. Let’s do this, I showered and wrapped the towel tightly around myself.
"I love you Lex." I said peeking out the bathroom door
He smiled, he loved hearing me be able to say it. I love to say it.
"I love you too." He said.
We haven't had sex yet and we've been together for like seven months, I think I'm ready.
"Alex. I think I'm ready." I said coming out of the bathroom in a towel
"Ready? Like ready ready?" He asked
I walked over to him as he sat on the edge of the bed and straddled him.
"I guess that means yes." He laughed
I nodded and he kissed me softly on my lips and picked me up. He laid me down on our bed on my back and hovered over me.
"Are you sure Ryan?" He asked looking deep into my eyes
"Yes Lex." I smiled
He nodded more to himself then me and leaned over and my jaw. I played with the hem of his shirt and pulled it off. I ran my hands over his chest hair.
"It still cracks me up that it's shaped like a tree." I smiled at him
He winked at me and kicked his shorts off. I clinched my towel to my chest and pushed him off of me and made him lay down, I straddled him and looked down at him. My wet hair dripped on his chest, I leaned down and kissed his soft lips and he tangled his fingers into my hair. I moved down to his neck and sucked one of his sweet spots right under his ear, he pulled my full weight down onto him and rolled himself back on top of me. His erection was trying to push its way out of his boxer briefs.
"You're still clothed." He smiled
"It's a towel." I smiled
He winked and pulled the towel open, I smiled and bit my lip. He pulled his boxers off and pulled a condom out of the bedside table. He rolled it onto his length and looked at me, I nodded at him and he smiled. I dug my nails across his back as he thrusted his hips in a steady beat, I tried my hardest not to break skin on his back as I scratched my nails across. Sex was never this good with Elliot, Alex is by far better and bigger. When we finished we were both hot and sweaty but we cuddled under the blanket and went to sleep. I was almost asleep when I heard Alex.
"I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He whispered thinking I was asleep
That sentence triggered something and I tensed up. I waited for him to fall asleep and I got out of bed and got dresses. I thought I was ready for this but I'm not. I got my phone and set it on the bedside table on his side along with all my credit cards with a note saying. -I'm sorry Lex. Take care of Baltimore-
I set the note up and walked out the door, gone.

Notes

I'm so sorry! please don't hate me guys!

There is only four chapters of this story left and they're prewritten, I'll post the next chapter after I get some feedback.

There will be a sequel to this story