It's Time To Give Up.
Alex
Dear Alex,
It's weird, isn't it? How just a few weeks ago, we were talking about doing this together. I'm sorry I didn't keep my end of the deal, I just couldn't wait any longer.
You're the only one who knew that I was suicidal. I only told you because I knew that you are too. But please Alex, Stay strong for the guys, they need you now more than ever.
I remember the conversations we had about this kind of thing, you told me how you'd do it, and I told you how I'd do it. Today, I'm using both ways. You told me about your life at home and it was very similar to mine. We had so much in common, and for a while we were eachothers release. You were my first time Alex, I never told you that. But I remember when I was in your arms, with your face inches from mine, I felt safe. We were never in love, but I loved the time I had with you. Looking back on it, I wish we did do this together, it'd be so much less lonely. But there's no turning back now.
Having you in my life almost made it worth living. My second release. I really hope you can forgive me for this, because I'm gonna miss you like hell.
The thing I liked most about you, is you're just as fucked up as me. You need help, Alex. Just as much as I did. And I'm trusting you to get that help, do it for me, Alex. You're a hell of a lot stronger than you think, now please, get some fucking help, The guys need you.
I would've done this years ago if it wasn't for you, but now I'm doing it, and you can't stop me. You're an attractive guy, Alex. If you get the help you need, you can go on with your life. Get every girl that you want, make All Time Low bigger than it already is. You can have an almost perfect life, and if you don't want to do that then do it for me and the guys.
You have an amazing, supportive family who will get you the help you need, tell your family I'll miss them. Whatever you do Alex, don't let this get you down. You're the most amazing singer I've ever met, your voice is enchanting. You can help make All Time Low successful, I know you can.
I love you LexyBear, and I'm very sorry. Please, don't forget me.
It's weird, isn't it? How just a few weeks ago, we were talking about doing this together. I'm sorry I didn't keep my end of the deal, I just couldn't wait any longer.
You're the only one who knew that I was suicidal. I only told you because I knew that you are too. But please Alex, Stay strong for the guys, they need you now more than ever.
I remember the conversations we had about this kind of thing, you told me how you'd do it, and I told you how I'd do it. Today, I'm using both ways. You told me about your life at home and it was very similar to mine. We had so much in common, and for a while we were eachothers release. You were my first time Alex, I never told you that. But I remember when I was in your arms, with your face inches from mine, I felt safe. We were never in love, but I loved the time I had with you. Looking back on it, I wish we did do this together, it'd be so much less lonely. But there's no turning back now.
Having you in my life almost made it worth living. My second release. I really hope you can forgive me for this, because I'm gonna miss you like hell.
The thing I liked most about you, is you're just as fucked up as me. You need help, Alex. Just as much as I did. And I'm trusting you to get that help, do it for me, Alex. You're a hell of a lot stronger than you think, now please, get some fucking help, The guys need you.
I would've done this years ago if it wasn't for you, but now I'm doing it, and you can't stop me. You're an attractive guy, Alex. If you get the help you need, you can go on with your life. Get every girl that you want, make All Time Low bigger than it already is. You can have an almost perfect life, and if you don't want to do that then do it for me and the guys.
You have an amazing, supportive family who will get you the help you need, tell your family I'll miss them. Whatever you do Alex, don't let this get you down. You're the most amazing singer I've ever met, your voice is enchanting. You can help make All Time Low successful, I know you can.
I love you LexyBear, and I'm very sorry. Please, don't forget me.
WHY DID NO ONE COMMENT THIS OMG MY HEART JUST BROKE IN TINI TINY BITS
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