Infinity

I was just putting my bra on when I decided I wanted to show them the lump before anything happened.

“Guys?”

They stopped what they were doing and walked over.

“What’s up?” Zack asked.

“I want you guys to see the lump.”

“You sure?”

“Yeah.”

It was on the underside of my right breast; I lifted it, so they could see it.

“Can we touch it?” Alex asked.

I nodded and closed my eyes as they each touched it.

“Does it hurt?”

“A little. I just want it gone.”

I then put my bra on and finished getting ready to go to the doctor.

“You really don’t want us to come with you?” Zack asked as I was about to head out the door.

“It’s not that I don’t want you to. It’s just that I need to do this myself. It’s just an appointment; if it turns out that it’s cancerous, I’m gonna need you two to be there with me.”

“Of course. I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

Alex hugged me.

“I love you.” he said.

“I love you, too.”

Waiting in the doctor’s office while I filled out paperwork was almost too quiet and I couldn’t stand it.

“Ms. Townshed?” I heard my name called.

I put on a small smile and walked with the nurse. After my vitals, I waited in a paper gown for my doctor as my heart began to race.

Nothing’s happening, yet. Relax.

“Hi. Ms. Townshed.” my doctor asked as he entered the room.

“Hi.”

“On this paperwork, it says you found a lump on your breast.”

“I found it a couple of days ago.”

He did the typical physical exam and found it, making a face as he felt it.

"I'm gonna schedule a mammogram. Okay? I couldn't tell if it was benign."

I nodded.

Great. A mammogram. But, what wasn't that right where my head went?

"Thank you."

A mammogram was scheduled for Monday, and although that was the earliest appointment I could get, it wasn't early enough for me.

Appointment's over. Wanna meet for lunch?

I texted Zack.

Of course. How'd it go?

I'll tell you then. You guys pick a place and I'll meet you there.

By the time I reached my car, Zack texted a restaurant and I smiled knowing it was my favorite place to eat.

Sounds perfect. Love ya!

By the time I got there, he and Alex were waiting in the parking lot for me.

"Hey, stranger. Long-time, no see." Alex said, getting out of the jeep.

I laughed and walked toward him, taking his hand.

"I'm assuming the visit went well?" he asked.

"I'll tell you inside."

Once we were seated, I could tell that the guys were anxious about how the appointment went.

“So?”

I sighed.

“I have to get a mammogram. He couldn’t tell definitively tell whether or not it was benign.”

“And when’s that appointment?” Zack asked.

“Monday. Wish it could’ve been earlier, but that’s gonna have to do.” I said, making a face.

“Five days isn’t bad.”

“Yeah, but it doesn’t mean I like it.”

He squeezed my hand.

"It's gonna be a long five days." I said.

"You'll get through it."

A few minutes later, we ordered both our drinks and meals and I was free to lean against Zack.

"Is there anything else you want to do today?" Alex asked.

"I don't know. Whatever you guys want to do is fine with me."

I felt like such a Debby Downer and couldn't imagine that the guys weren't annoyed with my mood. My mood changed a bit during the day, but not all that much, which bothered me immensely. Come dinnertime, I had decided to make dinner in an attempt to apologize for how shitty I was acting and feeling.

"This smells delicious." Alex said, wrapping his arms around my torso.

"I hope so. It's your favorite."

“You wanna have some fun afterward? Just you and me?” he whispered.

Zack was out at the moment getting us some dessert.

“That sounds lovely or we could do it now. I can turn off the stove right now.” I said, turning around and kissing his neck.

“Even better.”

He picked me up and we went upstairs to the bedroom. We quickly stripped and he pushed me onto the bed. Then, he grabbed a condom and put it on. He hungrily kissed me before pushing himself inside of me.

“It’s been too long since it’s been just us.”

“I agree.”

He thrust in-and-out of me, gradually going faster and harder. I laid scratches down his back causing him to groan.

“Fuck. I love you.” he moaned.

“I love you, too.”

He hit my g-spot and I moaned.

“You’re a god.”

I noticed him smirk like the cocky person he can be; I couldn’t help but smile. I could feel myself letting go when I felt my thighs quiver.

“Almost-“

And... I’m there. Alex came a couple of seconds later and buried his face into my neck.

“That felt amazing.” I said breathlessly.

“You can say that again.”

Five silent minutes later, the bedroom door opened and in came Zack.

“Well, well, well. What do we have here?”

“Hi, honey.” I said.

“You two were that horny?”

“Alex started it. He’s very persuasive.”

“Is that so?”

“I can’t help that I’m so irresistible.” Alex said.

I laughed as Zack rolled his eyes.

“You’re such a goof. I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

He sat up and went over to kiss him; they were so adorable. I sat up as well while Zack sat at the edge of our bed.

"I am so glad you're feeling better. You worried us."

"I thought you'd be annoyed with how I was today. That's why I wanted to cook dinner, to make up for that."

"You didn't have to do that. I'd probably be feeling the same way if I were you."

I smiled and crawled over Alex’s lap to kiss him.

“I love you.” I said, pulling apart.

“I love you, too.”

“You guys wanna come eat?”

“Did you happen to finish it before you two decided to fuck?”

“No.” I said, trying to keep a straight face.

Smiling, he shook his head. It felt so good that night, ending on a good note compared to how shitty I was today.

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