Tough Lover
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Jack’s POV
“What size shoe are you?” I asked Alex as I stood in the doorway of the bathroom while Alex was having a shower since I had to go to a party and I invited Alex to join me.
“Size 10.” Alex said as he turned round to look at me.
“Okay, come to my room when your done.” I said and I forced myself to look at Alex’s face and not let my eyes wonder round his body and dick.
“Okay.” Alex said as he smirked at me and I rolled my eyes as I walked to my room and sorted something out for Alex to wear and get myself sorted.
After 10 minutes Alex walked into the bedroom in just his towel.
“Okay so I sorted your clothes out and there on your side of the bed.” I said as I looked at Alex’s chest which had faint scars on it.
“I’m sure I could of sorted myself out, I’m 22 not 5 years old.” Alex said as he turned his back to me to get changed where I noticed a few more scars but I wasn’t going to bring them up u less Alex brought them up.
“I know, but I think that wearing that is not only casual and smart but can also show your beauty.” I said and Alex looked down and a small blush appeared in his cheeks.
“You know, if you just wanted some of my ass then all you got to do is say and you can have my ass.” Alex said and I just rolled my eyes at him as I watched him get dressed.
“Like to think of myself a bit more of a gentleman than that.” I said and Alex chuckled as he looked at me.
“Bet there’s something hiding deep down.” Alex said and I frowned at him as Alex put the shirt on and walked over to me.
“That’s okay, I like it rough anyway.” Alex whispered in my ear and turned round and put the jeans on as well as the blazer.
I stayed quiet as Alex walked over to the mirror and looked at himself and smiled at himself.
“I haven’t felt this human for 5 years.” Alex said as he looked at me.
“Why?” I asked and regretted as Alex looked down.
“Now isn’t the time to talk about the past.” Alex said quietly as he walked over and picked up the white trainers and sat at the end of the bed and put them on and he stood up and stood in front of me and I couldn’t help but smile.
“Well you definitely wash up very well.” I said and Alex smiled at me.
“Can say the same about you.” Alex said and I returned his smile.
“We need to get going.” I said and Alex nodded as he looked at himself in the mirror and I stood behind him.
“We look good together.” Alex said quietly as he looked down.
I smiled to myself as I looked at us.
“Yeah we do.” I whispered and Alex turned round and looked at me but he shook his head and walked out of the room and it was then when the penny dropped that Alex was probably with someone like me but was used and mistreated or something more serious and that’s probably why he doesn’t trust many people.
I sighed and walked out of my room and met Alex in the sitting room and we went to this party.
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We pulled up by the venue and Alex looked unsure now he was here.
“I don’t know if I can do this, he might find me if they take pictures.” Alex said quietly as he looked at me for reassurance.
“You can do this and whoever he is won’t find you okay. I’ll keep you safe.” I said and Alex looked down as he nodded.
“You ready?” I asked and Alex sighed loudly as he looked at me.
“Yeah I’m ready.” Alex said quietly and we got out the car and straight away all of the bad feeling may of been having just went away which made me smile at him as I gently placed my hand on his back and gently pushed him to go inside.
“What the fuck are these?” Alex asked bluntly as he went to help himself with food.
“There canapés.” I said and Alex looked at me confused.
“So posh people food then?” Alex asked as he carried on looking at the food.
“Yes you could say that.” I said and Alex just picked a handful of some food and stood next to me.
“After this I think a McDonald’s or something is in order as this definitely wont keep me satisfied all night.” Alex said quietly which made me chuckle.
“Don’t worry I’ll order you more food when we get to the hotel.” I said which made Alex look at me with a huge confused frown on his face.
“Now you don’t have to do that.” Alex said and I smiled at him.
“I want to and I will now we are not talking about this here.” I said quietly and Alex actually accepted this and dropped it.
“For the record, I am literally screaming hood rat right now, just so you know so that when I do move from your side you know exactly that I’m going to be the center of any conversation you and the posh people have.” Alex said quietly and I shrugged my shoulders.
“I don’t really care to be honest. You’re my problem and nobody else’s.” I said and Alex smiled at me and stuffed more food in his mouth.
Alex was busy trying to fit in but like he said he was sticking out like a sore thumb that he wasn’t used to or from this lifestyle.
“So who is the street rat brought with you?” Someone called Nick asked and I turned round and saw someone I didn’t really like but will speak to if I was spoke too.
“Who said he was from the streets.” I said and Nick looked at me.
“Rumour going round he’s from the streets and Well I certainly haven’t seen him with you before, he also has terrible manners.” Nick said and I rolled my eyes.
“He’s young so the lack of manners is just that and part of him and so what if he’s from the streets, his past doesn’t concern you or anyone else in this place.” I said and looked back over to Alex who seems to be getting a long with a group of women.
“Never thought you went for the young ones, I mean I thought Sam was a age gap this one looks like he should still be in school.” Nick said and I rolled my eyes and I didn’t notice Alex had made his way over.
“You happy bitching about me sunshine?” Alex said bluntly as he sipped on some champagne as he stood close to me and I just automatically put my arm round his waist which Alex didn’t notice or cared about.
Nick went to speak but Alex stopped him by talking.
“Yes I’m a hood rat, should that concern you, nope it shouldn’t concern you because you don’t know me sunshine. My level of sarcasm and bluntness can go to another level. So can you kindly fuck right off and leave us alone and never call me a street rat again unless you know me which you clearly don’t So anything about me should never leave that posh gop of yours because you know sweet fuck all about me.” Alex said the bluntness rolling off him.
Nick just stood there and looked at Alex.
“Well? Off you fuck.” Alex said and Nick walked off looking a bit shocked.
“Prick.” Alex said quietly as he drank his drink which made me chuckle.
“Okay you wind your neck in.” I said quietly and Alex lent back to look at me.
“Sir yes sir.” Alex said as he moved away from me and he walked towards a group of people.
Alex was happily talking to this woman and I was just watching him when someone stood next to me again.
“For fuck sake Nick just leave Alex alone.” I said as I turned my head and saw Emily.
“What the fuck are you doing here?” I asked and Emily chuckled as she sipped on her champagne and looked towards Alex who was actually talking to Emily’s wife.
“Well the Mrs got a invite to this place to represent where she works and I’m just the eye candy in her arm.” Emily said and I chuckled.
“Surprised you’re letting him loose, everyone is talking about him.” Emily said and I sighed as I smiled to myself.
“He’s got to get used to it. People just don’t understand him and him being young doesn’t help.” I said and Emily smiled at me.
“You like him don’t you?” Emily asked and looked at her.
“I would lie and say no but I can’t lie to you, you always work me out.” I said and Emily chuckled.
“Yeah he’s a risk and has a gop on him and looks like he isn’t afraid to hit someone but I say go for it because I’m sure the good out ways the bad.” Emily said as she lent close to me.
“Coming from a married lesbian who has totally mind blowing sex, he looks like he can give you the time of your life. Much better than Sam, Who two seconds in would just go soft.” Emily said quietly and bluntly which made me chuckle as I did love Emily outside of work.
“Don’t need to know about the mind blowing sex, as for Alex I have no clue because we haven’t even gone that far yet. As for Sam all I can say is I fucking hope Alex is good because I cannot have anymore shit sex, wasted 5 years of my life having shit sex and I’m not going to waste anymore time.” I said and Emily rolled her eyes at me as we look and Alex was walking over with Emily’s wife, Rouge.
“So there is a gentleman somewhere.” Emily said quietly before Alex and Rouge got to us.
“I bring you your wife back before some creepy guy hits on her.” Alex said and Rouge lent against Emily and smiled.
“Thanks Alex.” Emily said and Alex smiled.
“Your boyfriend is very cute.” Rouge said in a German accent.
“Oh we’re not together.” Alex said and I looked down as I felt Rouges eyes on me.
“I’m having a cigarette if you want me.” Alex said and I watched him walk towards the gardens.
“You need to make that boy yours Jack.” Rouge said and I rolled my eyes.
“I know that dumbass, I’m bloody working on it.” I said and made Emily chuckle.
“Anyway, I will see you at work on Monday.” Emily said as her and Rouge went their way and I went looking for Alex.
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After a while me and Alex got bored so we went to a hotel after getting pizza on the way to the hotel.
“I’m fucking telling you, this place is well fancy.” Alex said pretty loudly as we walked through the lobby of this 5 star hotel.
“Come here before you break something.” I said since Alex was a bit drunk.
“I mean I bet this cushion cost more than what my shit box apartment does.” Alex said as he picked a cushion which was on one of the sofas in the lobby.
“Probably, come on before the pizza gets cold and you break something.” I said and Alex looked at me and pouted as he walked over to me and he caught hold of my hand and we went to the room.
“So this is the high life then?” Alex asked as he messed with the curtains.
“Yeah I guess it is.” I said and Alex looked down as he walked over to the bed and ran his fingers over the bedding as he walked past the bed.
“I thought staying in a 3 star hotel was classy, it’s nothing compared to this.” Alex said quietly and I frowned at him.
“I know something like that is shit to you but for me it meant that the client had a bit of class to them instead of having to do it down a alley or in the back of a car.” Alex said and he looked at me.
“I would be lying if I said I wasn’t attracted to you, I can understand if you don’t feel the same because I’m just some scum from the streets and I’m fucked up...” Alex started to ramble and I walked over to him and cupped his face as I kissed him which took Alex by Surprise but he returned the kiss.
“I feel the same, but I don’t know how you feel.” I said quietly and Alex smiled shyly.
“I understand if you don’t want anything to do with me because I’m just nothing in your world, I mean I’m just a begger and a slut and a person who would bring shame to anyone around me.” Alex said as he looked down as he walked away and went outside since the room had a balcony and I followed him outside and just stood by the door and watched him.
Alex stood by the balcony and turned round and looked at me.
“I don’t care what your past is like Alex, although I do want to know where the scars came from. I just care about the future now and I care about you.” I said and Alex smiled as he looked down.
“I’ll reply you about them, only if you order room service.” Alex said and I smiled as I nodded.
“I can do that.” I said as I walked into the room and ordered us room service.
Alex was sat on the bed in just his pants, eating pizza and we was sharing a couple of bottles of champagne between us.
“You want to know where the scars came from?” Alex asked as he had a mouthful of champagne before putting it on the bedside table.
“You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.” I said and Alex rolled his eyes at me.
“Well I will Since your curiosity is literally written all over your face.” Alex said and I looked down which made Alex chuckle.
“Honestly if you think I’m going to go crazy after telling you about it don’t worry, I kinda already did the whole go crazy while hurting and ended up in hospital for it and I never want to do that again.” Alex said and I looked at him.
“What the hell happened then?” I asked and Alex smiled.
“Well if you just shut up I will tell you.” Alex said and I couldn’t help but chuckle at this.
“Basically I managed to get myself into this thing with this man. To begin with I was just nothing and then once I was over 18 I pretty much turned into their escort. I would go to fancy dinners and fancy parties and all that shit. If you know anything about that side of business then sex was always something and you would get paid a pretty little fee. This person liked me and asked if I would like to work for him, of course I was young and dumb and needed money so I said yes. Turns out this man was actually a pimp.” Alex said as he looked down as he messed with the covers but I knew who he was talking about.
“It weren’t actually that bad to begin with I mean I was getting laid and getting paid which was amazing in my eyes since I love sex way too much and I also got to see the finer things in life but I was always reminded of my place.” Alex said as he looked down his arm and I did as well where I noticed faint scars round his wrists.
“I was with one client one night and they wanted to do something which I didn’t want to do and I made it very clear I didn’t want to do it. I don’t remember what happened all I remember is waking up handcuffed to a bed, someone had put their cigarettes out on me and someone raping me.” Alex said quietly as he got off the bed and headed outside and I followed him.
“I was damaged goods, my pimp beat me up and told me I was no longer needed. The next thing I remember is waking up in hospital and having to spend time on psych.” Alex said as he sat on the chair.
I went inside and picked up the packet of cigarettes and my blazer and I went back outside and put the jacket over Alex’s shoulders as I sat next to him and placed his cigarettes on his lap which made him smile slightly.
“I’m fine you know. Yeah I may get the odd flashback but it don’t bother me anymore.” Alex said quietly as he smoked his cigarette.
“Well I’m always here if you want someone to talk to.” I said quietly and Alex looked at me and smiled.
“Thanks Jack.” Alex whispered as he moved and rested his head on my shoulder and I pulled the jacket round Alex more and I rested my head on top of Alex’s which made him sigh quietly.
“You finished smoking?” I asked and Alex nodded as he flicked the cigarette away and I moved as I picked Alex up which made Alex look at me.
“I have legs and they do work.” Alex said which made me chuckle as I walked inside.
I placed Alex on the bed and walked round the bed And started to undress and I could feel Alex watching me.
“I have a question.” I said as I turned round after taking my jeans off so I was just taking my shirt off.
“What might that be?” Alex asked as his eyes wondered up and down my body but I just ignored it.
“Have you always gone for older guys with money?” I asked and Alex smiled.
“I have a thing for older guys yes, I find it attractive to go for a older person who are more mature. As for the money, it’s always a bonus to be honest.” Alex said as I climbed into bed.
“What you think because I have no money I use people for money? You’ve seen my apartment, I don’t use people for money. I would rather be on the streets than use someone for money.” Alex said and I nodded.
“Also with older guys, the sex is better as well.” Alex said and I rolled onto my side to look at Alex better.
“Have you ever slept with anyone your own age?” I asked and Alex chuckled.
“Round on the streets I go, I’m actually the youngest. Somehow I don’t see people my age wanting to sleep with someone like me.” Alex said and I smiled.
“Also their just full of drama, got enough shit going on in my life without their drama.” Alex yawned which made me chuckle.
