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Jack’s POV

“So who’s party even is it and why aren’t I invited?” Roo said as he was lead on my bed watching me get changed.
“It’s a friend called Liam from my old school and you’re not invited because you don’t even like him because remember the last time you met him.” I said as I pulled my jeans on.
“Oh is that the little twat which I punched? Oh yeah I’m not invited.” Roo said and Flynn decided to come in and jump on my bed as well.
“Since when has my room become the social gathering room?” I asked as I went looking for a shirt.
“Since you are dressing like you want to impress someone.” Flynn said and Roo chuckled from behind him.
“That’s because he’s trying to impress Alex.” Roo said and I looked at him.
“Oh is that the little druggie you dealt that Xanax too?” Flynn asked and I rolled my eyes as I picked a shirt up off the floor.
“So what I dealt some Xanax too him, it’s no big deal and that doesn’t automatically make you a druggie.” I said and both Roo and Flynn raised a eyebrow at me.
“Jesus Jack what has Mum always told you.” Roo said and I rolled my eyes.
“He is harmless, anyway I only smoke weed and that’s it, don’t exactly want to fuck my body up so if you don’t mind I have to be somewhere.” I said and grabbed my car keys and a hoodie and walked out my room and went to pick Alex up.

I got to where Alex lived and he was sat on the porch smoking and he noticed my car and he got up and walked over and got into the car.
“Surprised your parents let you come you since last time you came out with me you was fucked out your face.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“All I can say is don’t mix your drugs and alcohol.” Alex said as he picked up my iPod and started to look through my iPod.
“Is it like strange you are literally like my musical soulmate.” Alex said and I looked at him confused before I have to look back at the road.
“And why would you say that?” I asked really confused.
“Because you like the same shit as I do man, I mean tell me what there is to hate about Blink? I mean come on.” Alex said and I chuckled.
“So you really like music then?” I asked and Alex looked at me.
“Duh, What normal 17 year old doesn’t like music?” Alex said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“You never know.” I said and Alex frowned.
“Although Eddie isn’t really that music mad, but he does like music I mean he self taught himself how to play the guitar and piano.” Alex said and I was surprised by that.
“So you left school before you came here?” I asked.
“Yeah, But I dropped out of school when I was 15 because of some problems but I managed to leave school with most of my GCSEs.” Alex said and I looked at him again.
“I have a brain I just choose not to use it.” Alex said and I chuckled as I pulled up to this house and I looked at Alex and took in with what he was wearing.
“I see you eyeballing me.” Alex said and I looked down.
“It’s fine though because I’ll probably be eyeballing you so you’re allowed to eyeball me.” Alex said and I looked at him and smiled.
Alex returned my smile and he got it of the car and I followed and we went inside to this party.

I was drunk and Alex was fucked when someone came over.
“Who’s the cutie who’s fucked out their face?” Liam asked as he staggered over to me and threw a arm over my shoulders.
“A friend, his name is Alex.” I said and I looked at Liam.
“Okay the Jack I know and grew up with you and you wouldn’t just bring any person to a party.” Liam said and I chuckled.
“He’s had a hard time okay, I’m just trying to be a friend.” I said and Liam chuckled.
“Or just get into his pants.” Liam said as he raised his eyebrows.
“I am more of a gentleman than get him drunk and fuck him into the mattress.” I said and Alex came over and I looked at him.
“We ain’t allowed to smoke inside are we?” Alex asked Liam.
“Nope, outside at the back and not the front.” Liam said and Alex looked at me.
“You have cigarettes on you?” Alex asked and I nodded.
“I’m just about to go out for a cigarette, you mind me joining?” I said and Alex smiled as he shook his head.
“Don’t mind at all.” Alex said and we went outside.

We sat in silence for a while before I spoke.
“Why did you move to America? Why not stay in England and move somewhere else in England?” I asked and Alex chuckled slightly.
“Let’s just say I got into a lot of shit and a lot of stuff happened in England. We moved here because I am less likely to make anymore trouble since I hardly know anyone.” Alex said and I frowned slightly.
“But it could be the same in England.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“The people I hung around with knew a lot of people and no matter where we moved too I would of still get my hands on contacts to get stuff for me.” Alex said and I nodded hoping he would continue but I have a feeling I would have to work a lot harder to get answers from Alex.
“But you managed to get contacts here, if its about the drugs.” I said and Alex looked at me in horror.
“How do you know about the drugs?” Alex asked seriously.
“Well the way you was taking them at the last party showed me you had experience with drugs and the fact you asked me for drugs and I also noticed the scars on your arm as well. Don’t worry I won’t tell anyone.” I said and Alex looked down.
“If you seriously think I’m boyfriend material then you are in for a nasty shock because I’m seriously not boyfriend material.” Alex said and I chuckled.
“Everyone is relationship material, it just takes that one person to show the other that they are worth something.” I said and Alex shook his head as he flicked his cigarette away.
“Well I thought that about my ex and look where I ended. I’m trouble Jack, you are best to stay away from me okay. You are too good for someone like me so just stay away from me yeah.” Alex said as he stood up.
“You don’t think that I am as well? Everyone is trouble Alex but that’s the risk everyone takes.” I said and Alex scoffed.
“I will fucking ruin you if you even think we’re in for a chance. I ruin everyone so you are better at keeping me at arms length and I stay at arms length.” Alex said as he walked off and I sighed loudly and had another cigarette

I walked back inside and Alex was more fucked than before and he was stood on a table with some girl dancing with her.
“Alex we need to go.” I said over the music but Alex ignored me and carry on dancing which made me sigh loudly because we had to walk home and I just wanted to go home.
“Alex.” I said again and it sort of got his attention but not much of it.
“What?” Alex said bluntly as he got off the table and stood a few inches away from me.
“We need to go.” I said and Alex rolled his eyes.
“The party is still on going, so therefore I’m staying here.” Alex said and I grabbed hold of his arm.
“We are going home, it’s nearly 4 in the fucking morning and it’s at least an hours walk home.” I said seriously and Alex pulled his arm out of my hold.
“You are not my mother so you are not telling me what to do. So if you want to walk home then fuck off and walk home because I’m not going anywhere.” Alex said seriously and I sighed loudly and this song came on and I did actually really like this song and Alex must of noticed.
“Dance with me.” Alex said as he caught hold of my hand and dragged to where everyone was dancing.
“Alex I don’t think...” I started and Alex moved and kissed me which took me by complete surprise.
“Don’t think just dance with me.” Alex said and I just rolled my eyes and started to dance to this song while singing along actually really enjoying myself for the first time in a long time.

“Please say you have enough weed on you for a decent joint.” Alex said as he lent against me as he watched me roll us a joint with was little weed I had left.
“It’s not going to be a strong one, but it should be decent enough.” I said and Alex groaned slightly.
“Well that sucks.” Alex muttered as he moved away from me.
“I’m sorry I was meant to pick up yesterday but I forgot.” I said and handed Alex the joint which made him smile as he started to smoke it.
“There you have your joint, now can we walk home?” I asked and Alex nodded as he stood up and we started to walk home.
“How did you even get onto the drugs?” I asked not knowing if Alex was ready to share that information with me.
“My ex was a big drug dealer, I was at a party one night and I tried some drugs which was stronger than weed and that’s where it started really. That stupid party when I was 14 years old.” Alex said and I looked at him shocked.
“My ex was 5 years older than me.” Alex said and I wasn’t really surprised by it really as Alex looked like the sort person who went for someone older than him.
“Jesus that was like some pedo thing or whatever.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“Well he was done for having sex with a minor after he got busted with a load of drugs on him.” Alex said and I frowned.
“I was the minor before you ask.” Alex said and I smiled slightly at him.
“Shit.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“There is more to the story but I’m not sharing that tonight now tell me about you.” Alex said as he stopped walking and turned round and looked at me.
“I’m a orphan, not may people know that they just think that Roo and Flynn are my actual brothers.” I said and Alex frowned at me.
“I know your parents have passed, what happened to them?” Alex asked and I felt my heart break.
“I don’t want to say.” I whispered and Alex caught hold of my hand and we sat on the side of the road.
“Well we have all night and I still have half a joint to smoke and I have no idea how far away we are from home.” Alex said and I chuckled as I looked at him.
“If I say promise you won’t say anything. I don’t want people to know.” I said quietly and Alex put his hand on my knee which made me smile slightly.
“I will say nothing about this as long as you don’t say anything about me being a some sort of recovered drug addict.” Alex said and I chuckled as I nodded and Alex offered me his pinky finger which I looked at him confused.
“Seriously? You never done a pinky promise?” Alex asked and I shook my head.
“No, what does it mean?” I asked and Alex smiled.
“It means that we don’t break the promise of telling each other’s secrets and if you do then we get to break the pinky finger.” Alex said and I nodded.
“You watch Harry Potter right?” Alex asked and I nodded again.
“Then think of a pinky promise like the unbreakable vow thing.” Alex said and then I got it.
I looked at Alex’s little finger and then back at Alex and I linked my little finger with his which made Alex smile.
“So what happened to your parents?” Alex asked and I sighed.
“So a few years ago there was like this massive shooting in a load of offices and the hospital. My parents worked at the hospital and the offices where the shooting took place. The shooter shot them basically and killed them.” I said quietly and I looked at Alex who smiled a sad smile at me which I returned.
“Roo family took me in and they’ve been my family ever since, his mum has even adopted me.” I whispered and Alex nodded in a understanding way.
“Roo is a bit of a strange name to call your child.” Alex said and I chuckled.
“It’s short for Rupert but he doesn’t like to be called that and to be honest it’s just strange to call him it as well.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“Let’s get going, it’s really late and I can literally fall asleep now.” Alex said and I smiled as I stood up along with Alex and we walked home.

I walked in the door and it was 6 in the morning and mum was up with Roos dad which surprised me a little giving the past that his dad had.
“Jesus Jack what time do you call this?” Mum asked.
“Very late and my hangover has kicked in before I’ve even been to sleep.” I said and mum didn’t look impressed.
“Better get yourself to bed then.” Mum said and I was already halfway up the stairs.
“That’s where I’m going.” I mumbled to myself as I walked into my room and just crashed and I didn’t even bother getting out of my clothes.

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When I woke up again it was 4 in the afternoon and there was shouting going on downstairs which made me groan into the pillow as I rolled out of bed and managed to get undressed and put my pj bottoms on and went downstairs.
“Why the fuck was he even in the house? Don’t you remember what he did to us?” Flynn shouted which made me wince as I shuffled towards the kettle to make myself a coffee.
“Yes I know exactly what he did, he just came round to check on you boys and make sure you are still okay. He does have to right to know if you are okay.” Mum said not a loud as she noticed me walking into the kitchen.
“I don’t want him knowing how I am. I am old enough to make that choice and that is the choice I am making. I don’t want anything to do with that bastard.” Flynn said seriously and he walked out the room and mum sighed loudly as she looked over at me.
“I don’t need a lecture right now. I know I was wrong for staying out so late but I did try to leave early only Alex decided that he was going to stay and carry on partying.” I said and mum chuckled slightly.
“That boy is trouble but at the same time he sounds just the right person to get you out.” Mum said and I just rolled my eyes and walked out of the kitchen and went back to my room and crawled into bed and put Netflix on.

I must of fell asleep because when I woke up again Flynn was in my bed.
“What the fuck are you doing in my bed?” I asked and Flynn looked at me.
“Making sure you wasn’t dead and I need your advice.” Flynn said and I sighed loudly as I rolled onto my back which made me groan loudly and I pulled the covers further up my body.
“And what makes you think my hungover ass will give you good advice?” I asked and Flynn chuckled as he looked at me.
“Christ I’m not your relationship adviser. All I can say is that if you a bottom then it hurts for the first time dick goes up your ass.” I said and Flynn chuckled.
“Are you a bottom Jack?” Flynn chuckled.
“Yes I am, please just fuck off so I can die in peace a little.” I said and Flynn rolled his eyes and got out of my bed and he looked at me.
“You like this Alex kid don’t you?” Flynn asked and I rolled my eyes and I rolled onto my side which was a bad move as I felt really sick after that.
“I would say I like him as a friend. Anyway I highly doubt that he’s even gay.” I said and Flynn didn’t say anything so he just left my room and left me alone which I was thankful for so I went back to sleep again.

I was rudely woken up by someone touching my face and I opened my eyes and saw it was Roo now in my bed.
“Fuck off and let me fucking sleep.” I grumbled as I rolled over so my back was now to Roo.
“Mum wants you up so you can have some food and too stop her worrying about you.” Roo said softly and I sighed loudly.
“I’m not hungry. If I eat I’ll be sick.” I said and Roo chuckled.
“Is it one of those hangovers you’ve got then?” Roo asked.
“This hangover came before I even went to sleep.” I said.
“Aw poor Jacky, that will teach you to go drinking and party until the early hours of the morning.” Roo said and I stuck my middle finger up at him and I rolled over to face him.
“I told Alex about what happened to mum and dad.” I said quietly and Roo smiled at me and I looked down.
“Do you trust him not to say anything about it? I mean you had to move to this state to get away from that.” Room said and I looked at him.
“I trust him as we promised not to say anything.” I said quietly.
“You like him.” Roo said and I sighed loudly.
“I barely know him and he keeps everyone at arms length so I don’t think that will happen so I’ll just stop before I get attached.” I said and Roo frowned at me.
“Why stop? Just keep on going and maybe you can be the person that gets him to open also if you like the guy then just chase him. The worse what could happen is that he rejects you but you just work your magic and you’ll win him over. That’s not drugs included.” Roo said and I just chuckled.
“I guess it wouldn’t hurt.” I said quietly and Roo smiled.
“I’m sure he’s a nice lad once you get to know him.” Roo said and I chuckled as my phone went off and I looked and saw it was a message from Alex which made me smile.
“Is that lover boy?” Roo asked and I looked at him.
“It could be.” I said and Roo chuckled as he got off my bed and left me alone.

Alex wanted to meet up so I managed to drag myself out of bed and met Alex by the park near us.
“How aren’t you dying?” I asked as I gently swung myself on the swing.
“Years off practice.” Alex said as he smoked his cigarette.
“But your 17?” I asked confused.
“Been out to parties since I was like 13 I’m pretty much the trouble child in my family. You name it and I’ve probably done it and put my family to shame.” Alex said and I rolled my eyes.
“Well that doesn’t surprise me.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“What you trying to say?” Alex said playfully.
“Your whole attitude and the way you beat that kid the other day for what they did to Eddie and the fact you take drugs literally says trouble maker.” I said.
“I might be that but I have a heart, somewhere deep inside my fucked up body.” Alex said and I couldn’t help but chuckle.
“Your body can’t be that bad.” I said and Alex looked at me with a raised eyebrow.
“I have been using drugs since I was 14, I have fucked my body up with alcohol and drugs oh did I also fail to mention that I have a touch of anorexia and depression. So yeah I’ve fucked my body up badly.” Alex said and I looked at him shocked.
“Yeah, it’s one of the reasons why we moved.” Alex said and he got up of the swing and lead on the grass.

I got up and walked over and lead next to him.
“I won’t tell anyone. I want to be a friend and I would like to think that you trust me enough to be a friend.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“I don’t want to make the same mistakes as I did when in England. I don’t want to get into the wrong crowd and fuck everything up.” Alex said quietly.
“Well I can help you with that if you like. You can hang around with me and my group of friends, yeah there a couple who smoke weed or do something stronger but they always keep it to themselves. We’re not that bad a bunch of people. I’ll help you stop fucking things up.” I said and Alex smiled slightly as he sat up.
“I can’t be around people on drugs. I’m the sort of person who doesn’t have the mind strength to stay away from them. I can also sniff out drugs pretty quickly as well.” Alex said quietly.
“It sounds like you haven’t fully recovered from the demons in you head.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“I have been in 5 rehabs, each one has failed. I want to be getting better.” Alex said quietly and I smiled at him.
“It takes time, and it also has to be on your terms as well. If you’re not ready to give up the drugs then you’re not ready.” I said and Alex shook his head.
“I have to get better, if I don’t and I go back on the drugs again I could be dead within 2 years.” Alex whispered and I sat up and looked at him.

“So yeah, I’ve truly fucked my body up.” Alex said as he stood up and walked off and I just watched him completely shocked that if he was to turn to drugs again he could be dead within 2 years.

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7/24/18