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Jack’s POV

Harry looked at me as Alex walked into the house not giving a shit.
“So you trying to get into his pants because if your not then I’m definitely after him for a fuck.” Harry said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“I mean I’m not after him yet so I guess you can fuck him.” I said as I went to walk past him.
“Have a pill, nobody will have to know.” Harry said and I shook my head at him.
“I don’t want a pill, I’ll have a couple of beers but that’s it.” I said seriously and Harry nodded and let me go inside where I headed towards the kitchen and got myself a beer and I went to the sitting room and looked around to see if there was anyone who I knew other than Roo and Alex who was both happily partying.

I was sat outside getting some called peace when someone walked over and sat next to me.
“I believe the party is inside and not out here.” I heard Alex say and I turned to look at him and he looked fucked.
“Lets just say it’s not something I really enjoy.” I said and looked back out to the garden as I offered Alex my cigarettes which he took and started to smoke one.
“So you do drugs but not party, what goes on inside you brain.” Alex said and I chuckled slightly.
“It’s just a bit of weed I smoke, I don’t do other drugs.” I said and Alex snorted.
“And yet you gave me some pills the other day at school.” Alex said and I looked at him.
“I was keeping of them for someone.” I said and Alex shrugged his shoulders.
“Now, you are coming inside with me and we are going to party.” Alex said and I shook my head.
“I don’t do parties, I would rather sit here and drink a little bit.” I said and Alex sighed loudly.
“Don’t be such a party pooper, come on just do a line of coke and just let the music take you away.” Alex said.
“I don’t do drugs or parties Alex, please just back off about it.” I said and Alex frowned at me.
“Shit experience from drugs and parties then?” Alex asked and I nodded.
“Yes.” I whispered.
“Ah that’s alright, I mean I shouldn’t even be here because of my track record but here I am getting out of my face.” Alex said and I just rolled my eyes at him.
“Right, so I’m going back indoors as someone has some coke and I’m just itching to have some.” Alex said and he stood up.
“Can’t I even get you to going in?” Alex asked and I shook my head.
“I’m alright out here thanks, just go and enjoy yourself.” I said and Alex smiled as he went inside.

After a while I went back inside and I stood somewhere where I could see Alex and he was dancing with Harry and it looked like things was getting pretty heated between them and Alex caught hold of Harry’s hand and they went off somewhere and I looked around and saw that Roo was staggering over to me.
“You know, you just missed your chance to get into Alex’s pants since Harry has literally taken Alex upstairs.” Roo said as he lent against the wall.
“Another Time Roo, Anyway I don’t even what to think about what he his doing right now.” I said and Roo raised a eyebrow at me.
“Why you not joining in?” Roo asked as he swayed a little.
“I don’t feel like getting of my tits tonight.” I said and Roo nodded.
“What time you leaving?” Roo asked and I shrugged my shoulders.
“I don’t know about 2 maybe I don’t really know.” I said and Roo looked at his phone as he nodded.
“I need a lift, can you give me one so Mum doesn’t lose her shit with us.” Roo said and I nodded.
“Yeah I need to give Alex a lift so I can give you one as well.” I said and Roo nodded and he went back into the crowd and I had lost him again so I sighed loudly and went back outside.

It was time to leave and I knew Alex had come back downstairs again as I saw him do more drugs so I went looking for Roo and Alex.
I found Roo who was dancing with this girl and I tapped his shoulder which made him look at me as if he was going to punch me but his face softened when he saw it was me.
“Time to go.” I said and Roo nodded and said something to the girl who smiled at him and Roo came over to me.
“Get Alex for me, he’s completely fucked.” I said and Roo frowned and looked round where Alex was still up and dancing even though most of the others have just crashed by now.
“Jesus the boy knows how to party.” Roo said and he went to move but Alex spotted us and he staggered over.
“We going home?” Alex slurred.
“Yes we are.” I said and Alex pouted but didn’t kick off which I expected.
I looked at Alex and saw his arms was on show and all the scars he had was showing and I quickly looked down and saw Alex no longer had his shoes on.
“Alex where are you shoes?” I asked as Alex struggled to put his shirt on.
“I don’t fucking know.” Alex grumbled.
“Don’t worry I’ve got them. Harry gave them back to me just now.” Roo said as he walked over.
“Thanks Roo.” I said as I walked over to Alex.
“Let’s get you home.” I said and linked my arm with Alex’s.
“I don’t need your fucking help.” Alex spat as he moved his arm from mine and staggered off out the door relying on the wall to hold him up.
I walked over to him and I linked my arm with his and Roo got on the other side.
“You do need fucking help so let us help you get home.” I said and Alex just rolled his eyes and we literally carried him to the car.

We got Alex home and there was a boy waiting on the porch, I looked at Alex who had passed out.
“Oi, wake up your home.” I said as I poked his legs and Alex sighed loudly.
“Im just resting my eyes.” Alex mumbled sounding more drunk than before which made me roll my eyes at him as I got out the car and opened his car door which nearly made him fall out but thank god for seatbelts.
“Do you really want your brother to see you like this?” I asked him and Alex looked at me fighting to keep his eyes open.
“He’s seen me in worse states.” Alex mumbled as I took his seatbelt off and helped him out the car.
“But that’s not the point.” I said as I helped him walk up to the porch where the boy stood up and walked over to me.
“What the fuck has he been drinking or even taking?” The boy said as he went straight over to Alex.
“It doesn’t concern you.” Alex said as he gagged and I sat him on the floor where Alex just threw up all over himself and my shoes which made me gag a little.
“It does fucking concern me Alex.” The boy said as he walked off inside and a few minutes later a man showed up.
“For fuck sake Alexander.” The man scolded as Alex lead on the floor completely passing out.
“You, what did my clearly irresponsible son drink or even take in that matter.” The man said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“He drank loads and I have no idea if he took anything or not.” I said and the man nodded as he took Alex’s top off and picked him up.
“Thank you for bringing him home, god knows what would of happened if you didn’t bring him back.” The man said as he turned round and walked back inside and the boy looked at me.
“Thank you for looking after Alex.” The boy said and walked off back inside.
“Wouldn’t exactly call it looking after.” I said to myself as I went back to the car and took myself and Roo home.

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It was Monday and neither me, Roo or Flynn wanted to get out off bed which resulted in Mum pulled the covers off up and putting a really cold flannel on our backs or whatever bit of skin which was showing.
We all dragged ourselves downstairs and sat round the table as mum put breakfast in front of us which none of us wanted to eat so we picked at instead.
After we ate breakfast it was a race on who could get to the shower first and get ready for school.

“So what happened to Alex Friday night then?” Roo asked as we slowly walked to school while smoking a cigarette.
“Fuck knows he got stupidly drunk and was mixing alcohol with drugs and he also vomited on my favorite shoes as well.” I said and Roo pulled a face.
“That’s disgusting.” Roo said and I chuckled.
“Tell me about it and I had to throw them out as I couldn’t look at them in the same way after he vomited.” I said and Roo shook his head.
I looked up and saw Alex and the boy from Friday night.
“Well Alex looks like shit and the boy looks like he’s about to shit himself.” Roo said and I nodded in agreement.
Alex came over with the boy.
“Can I have a cigarette?” Alex asked and I nodded and gave him one of mine.
“You look like shit.” Roo said and Alex looked at him.
“I’ve been feeling like this all weekend.” Alex said as he smoked the cigarette.
“Jack and friend, this is my brother Eddie. Eddie this is Jack from Friday night and whoever his friend is.” Alex said and Eddie nodded as he looked down and messed with his beanie he was wearing.
“You’ll cook in that today, it’s going to be a really hot day.” I said to Eddie and Eddie shook his head and hid behind Alex slightly.
“That hat is not coming off his head even if you force it off his head.” Alex said as he looked behind him slightly to check on Eddie.
“And you’re wearing a shirt in this as well. No wonder you have such pale arms.” I said and Alex frowned at me.
“I have my reasons, just the same as Eddie.” Alex said and I nodded.
“So since Jack lacks social interaction and is shit at introducing people I’m Roo, I’m pretty much Jack’s brother.” Roo said and Alex smiled slightly.
“Hi.” Alex just simply said as he went into his shell a little as he thought.
“I’m going to go to class.” Eddie said shyly as Alex looked at him and smiled.
“Okay, let me know if anything happens okay.” Alex said seriously and Eddie nodded as he walked off and Alex just watched him until he was out of sight and he turned to me and Roo.
“Could you two do me a favor?” Alex asked.
“Depending on the favor, if it’s drugs then no can do I’m afraid.” Roo said and Alex shook his head.
“If you see anything happen to Eddie can you either get me or get Eddie out of it please.” Alex said and I frowned at him.
“Surely he can look after himself, I mean he’s a big lad and can probably look after himself if something was to happen.” Roo said.
“He has autism and he doesn’t cope well with being a so called normal school.” Alex said and then it made sense to me a little.
“So the hat?” Roo asked and I looked at him.
“The hat is like a safety net for him, if he has it with him then he somewhat feels safer with it but people d not understand that and he also has something else wrong with him which can cause him to literally meltdown.” Alex said and it made sense why Alex was so protective over Eddie.
“I’ll keep an eye out for you.” I said and Alex smiled as he flicked his cigarette away.
“Thanks Jack.” Alex said and he walked off and I just checked his ass out.
“Christ you had you chance on Friday but instead you let Harry get balls deep instead.” Roo said and I just looked at him and blew smoke in his face and I walked off to lesson.

It was the end of the day and I saw Eddie doing something strange so I went over to him hoping he might speak.
“Hey Eddie, you okay?” I asked and Eddie shook his head but he carried on walking which made me frown a little but I stayed with him.
“Did you want me to do anything?” I asked and Eddie nodded.
“Can you take me somewhere quiet please.” Eddie said as he pulled a face.
“Yeah sure.” I said and touched his elbow which made Eddie shake his head.
“Don’t touch me please.” Eddie said and I smiled slightly as he followed me to somewhere quiet.
I texted Alex about Eddie and where we was so I stayed with Eddie until Alex showed up and he sat with us.
“Sensory overload?” Alex asked Eddie which Eddie nodded too.
“We could be here for a while.” Alex said and I frowned at him.
“If a class was too loud or something like that then because he has really sensitive hearing it fucks him up basically and it’s the same if someone touches him, it’s like he’s being burnt where the person touched him.” Alex said and I looked at Eddie who was rocking himself slightly.
“You want my headphones Ed?” Alex asked and Eddie nodded as he looked at Alex who handed him his headphones.
Eddie quickly put his headphones on and he was happy listening to the music.
“You two are really close aren’t you?” I asked and Alex smiled slightly.
“Yeah, considering I’m the only person in my family who can get a hug out of him.” Alex said and I smiled.
“Literally just realized the bugger is wearing my top. The bastard.” Alex said and I couldn’t help but chuckle.
I stayed with them for an hour and that when Eddie was back to earth as Alex would said and they went one way home and I went the other way home.

I got home and Flynn was home which was strange since he went to college and would normally be at college still by the time me and Roo got home.
“Why you home?” I asked as I sat on the sofa and picked up the Xbox controller and joined in the game that Flynn was playing.
“Been kicked out for the rest of the week for beating some shit up.” Flynn said and I just rolled my eyes.
“Flynn Thomas Ryder Get you bloody ass out in this kitchen right now!” Mum said seriously and I looked at Flynn.
“Good luck, she’s going to be really pissed with you.” I said as Flynn stood up and gave me the finger as he walked out the room and I carried on playing this game.

“I swear to god you 3 boys are trying to kill me off.” Mum said and we all chuckled at her as we waited for her to get out of the way so we can eat.
“But you wouldn’t be without us.” Roo said and mum looked at us and smiled.
“No I wouldn’t be without my boys.” Mum said which made us all smile.
“I know you’re trying to be all loving and that shit but I’m bloody hungry here mum.” Flynn said and mum rolled her eyes at him.
“Go and feed yourselves then, just make sure there enough for me.” Mum said and we all thought over the food pretty much.
We was sat round the table eating when mum started up a conversation.
“How was that party you went to on Friday?” Mum asked.
“It was good, Jack turned down dick from the new kid.” Roo said and I just glared at him and kicked what I thought was his leg but it was actually Flynn’s.
“He wasn’t even interested in me.” I said and Roo lifted his eyebrow at me.
“Maybe if weren’t being a straight edge then maybe you would of got your ass full of dick.” Roo said and mum glared at him.
“We are not talking about where other people’s dicks go in other people thanks.” Mum said coming to the rescue like normal.
“It’s fun taking the piss out of Jack’s non existing sex life.” Roo said and I snorted loudly as I chuckled to myself.
“Well yours isn’t actually any better, in fact I reckon it’s just as bad as mine.” I said and Flynn chuckled.
“Give me five for that.” Flynn said and I gave him a high five.
“Christ you three are bloody terrible.” Mum said as she shook her head.
“Nope, just a bunch of hormonal teenage boys.” Flynn said and if mum could roll her eyes any further into her head then she would of done.

I was sat in my room when Flynn just walked in and sat on my bed.
“Can I help?” I asked and Flynn shrugged his shoulders.
“You’re Gay right?” Flynn asked.
“Last time I checked I was very gay and have been for the last 3 years.” I said and Flynn sighed as he looked down.
“When did you know?” Flynn asked as he looked at me and I shrugged my shoulders.
“I don’t know, I just had this feeling that I felt different from everyone else. Also when I asked a girl out I didn’t feel anything and her boobs did nothing for me. Then I was with Zach and it felt right.” I said and Flynn nodded.
“Why do you ask?” I asked and Flynn sighed loudly again.
“I think I like dudes, but I’m not sure.” Flynn said and I smiled at him.
“Have you been with a guy or just girls?” I asked.
“I’m seeing this guy at the moment, that’s kind of the reason why I was kicked out for the rest of this week.” Flynn said and I smiled at him.
“And how does he make you feel?” I asked and Flynn smiled a smile that I miss smiling.
“Like I could do anything in the world and that when I’m with him I feel nothing but happiness.” Flynn said and I smiled.
“Well you like him obviously but maybe you could be bi. I don’t know because I’m not you.” I said and Flynn smiled as he looked at me.
“You better not be checking my ass out.” I said seriously and Flynn chuckled.
“Ew no dude, your family I wouldn’t do that and also you’re not my type.” Flynn said and I chuckled.
“Have you told mum and your dad yet?” I asked and Flynn scoffed.
“Told mum that I could be gay and she was really happy and she said she would support me like she does with you and I haven’t really spoken to dad since he left, think Roo is the same we want nothing to do with, not after how he treated mum.” Flynn said and I put my hand on his knee and smiled a supportive smile.
“He was a asshole.” I said and Flynn chuckled and Roo decided to come and join us.
“So what’s the social gathering about?” Roo asked.
“How I might like it up the ass like Jack does.” Flynn said and Roo frowned at Flynn.
“And you told me last because?” Roo asked.
“I don’t know. I needed to talk to a actually gay boy.” Flynn said and I rolled my eyes.
“I was all up to do a coming out party as well.” Roo said and me and Flynn chuckled.
“If he gets one then I want one.” I said and Flynn chuckled.
“Fuck off, you’ve been out for 3 years, you don’t get a party.” Roo said and I put a fake hurt expression on my face.
“Now that hurt the feelings.” I said and Flynn and Roo chuckled.
“Boys it’s nearly 3 in the morning. Go to bloody bed please I have to be up in 4 hours time and you two have school.” Mum said sounding a bit pissed of with us.
“Sorry mum.” Roo said as him and Flynn got up and walked out my room giving mum a kiss on her cheek and mumbled sorry to her.
“See you in the morning boys.” Mum said as she shut my door.
I put a film on and got comfy and fell asleep watching this film.

Notes

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7/24/18