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Alex’s POV

I was in a lot of trouble since Mum found the cocaine I had brought and she went fucking mental at me.
I was lead in bed after being up all night because all I wanted was the cocaine that mum took off me and someone knocked on the door and opened it and when I look I saw it was dad.
“So your mother told me you brought drugs into the house.” Dad said seriously as we had a agreement that if I brought drugs into the house again then I would be kicked out of the house and disowned by everyone.
“I’ll be gone by the time you get home.” I said quietly and dad sighed loudly as he walked into the room and sat on the floor and I rolled over so my back was too him.
“Alex I know we had this agreement and as much as I want to throw you out, but right now I don’t think throwing you out this soon after we’ve moved would be fair on you.” Dad said and I sighed and rolled over to face him.
“You can throw me out. It’s not as if I actually do anything but bring the family down so you might as well just throw me out.” I said quietly and looked down.
“Alex, yes you are a fucking challenge and a bloody pain in the ass but are still my son and I know we have drifted apart over the years but I still wouldn’t have you any other way. Now I’m not going to throw you out because this is a blip and you never took the drugs. But if anymore find there way into this house then the kicking you our of this house deal will be used.” Dad said and I nodded.
“Good, you going to school today?” Dad asked and I sighed and looked at the time and sighed again .
“I guess so.” I said quietly as I sat up.
“Is Eddie coming to school?” I asked as I looked at dad and he shook his head.
“I think he won’t be going back there Alex.” Dad said quietly and I nodded as I looked down feeling really lost inside myself at the moment.
“Hey, you’ve taken your medication?” Dad asked and I shook my head.
“Go take your medication and come down for breakfast.” Dad said and I shook my head which made dad frown.
“I’ll take my meds but I don’t want breakfast.” I said quietly.
“But you will eat?” Dad asked and I nodded.
“Yes I’ll eat when I’m at school.” I said and dad smiled as he got up and walked out my room and I got up and walked to my bathroom and I took my medication and got in the shower and stayed there for a while before I was told to get out as I was going to be late for school and I got out and quickly got changed and walked to school while smoking a cigarette and these cravings for drugs was not going away and it was become harder to ignore.

I was sat in music which is normally my favorite lesson and the one I would get good grades in but today was one of those days where I couldn’t think straight and it was starting to annoy me.
The teacher must of noticed as he walked over and sat next to me.
“How you coping with everything?” The teacher asked and I looked at out the corner off my eye.
“I’m in no mood to talk right now.” I said as I bounced my leg up and down.
“Okay, how you getting on with the work I’ve set, I’ve got your grades from when you was in England. You’re a clever lad when you use your head.” The teacher said and I picked my bag up and walked out the class room.
I walked to the toilets and went to a stool and locked it and I turned round so my back was too the door and slid down it and I pulled my hair hard to try and hurt myself to get the voices out of my head about drugs but it wasn’t working.
“God please shut the fuck up.” I muttered to myself and I heard the door open and shut and someone taking a piss which made me gag slightly.
“You need some drugs.” A familiar voice said and I knew I should say no but my head was literally screaming at me so I stood up and unlocked the door and saw Jack.
“Please tell me you have something on you.” I said quickly and Jack frowned at me.
“Have you got fucking drugs on you or what?” I snapped which took Jack by surprise but he looked in his bag and pulled out some weed.
“I don’t want fucking weed, I need something stronger than that.” I said as I looked at him as Jack frowned at me.
“I’m not answering questions. Have you got anything stronger than fucking weed.” I said and Jack looked through his bag and pulled out some pills.
“I have some Xanax.” He said and I thought about it but with the medication I’m on I don’t exactly want to take something which could bring me even more down.
I shrugged my shoulders and took them off Jack and took two.
“Shit you’re not meant to take two.” Jack said and he looked me over.
“Trust me, one isn’t enough for me these days. Maybe about 2 years ago but not now.” I said and Jack frowned at me.
“It’s a long story and I’m not sharing. So cheers for these.” I said and I went to walk off and Jack caught hold of the bag and pulled it out of my hold and I turned round and looked at him.
“I’m not giving you the bag, Christ you might fucking kill yourself.” Jack said and I rolled my eyes.
“Been there done that and it didn’t fucking work.” I said and I walked out the toilet and went somewhere peaceful and waited for the pills to kick in.

By the time I came back to reality again it was the middle of the after noon and Jack was sat with me.
“Damn you ruined my mood.” I said and Jack chuckled as he looked at me since I was lead on my back.
“Well I’m sorry about that but would you rather it’s me that sat with you or a teacher who would of phone your parents.” Jack said and I sat up.
“No one phone my parents did they?” I asked seriously and Jack shook his head.
“No I said you was ill and that I would sit with you until you felt better.” Jack said and I sighed loudly.
“Please don’t tell anyone about this.” I said quietly and Jack nodded.
“It’s safe with me don’t worry.” Jack said and I smiled at him.
“I haven’t seen your mini me in school for the last couple of days.” Jack said and I looked at him.
“Where my brother is doesn’t concern you.” I growled and Jack backed off.
“So there’s a party on Friday, you coming.” Jack said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“There going to be alcohol?” I asked and Jack raised a eyebrow at me.
“Duh, What’s a party without alcohol? A fucking shit one.” Jack said and I chuckled slightly which made Jack smile.
“I’ll pick you up by your house Friday evening.” Jack said and I nodded as Jack stood up and walked off and I did the same and went home.

“Wish I was in your body for one day.” Eddie said as I sat in his room since he didn’t really want to leave the safety of his room.
“Trust me I think you would fuck it up more than what I have done.” I said and Eddie chuckled slightly.
“It would be nice though, not have to worry about yourself going fucking stupid or have a bloody meltdown about something.” Eddie said as I looked at him from his window since I have a thing for sitting in windows.
“I’m sure it would be but you have what you have and you can always just make the most of it. Like how you can prove to that little bastard who beat you up that he hasn’t won and that he’s not going to walk all over you.” I said and Eddie looked at me really unsure.
“But everyone does walk all over me because I’m soft.” Eddie said and I shrugged my shoulders at him.
“Yeah you’re fucking soft but that’s just you all over. Whereas for me because I’m the older one out of us I have the natural thing to protect you from everyone.” I said and Eddie smiled.
“Anyway, you shouldn’t care what people think. You have fucking brains and you can always use that to your advantages you really must.” I said and Eddie chuckled.
“Please say you’ll come to school on Monday. You have 4 days to get yourself together.”I said Eddie sighed and nodded.
“Awesome.” I said and got out the window and walked out of the room and went to my room and thought about Friday and how I could get my hands on drugs and get really fucked out of my face without being caught.

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It was Friday evening and I gave Jack my Facebook so he could message me when he got outside of the house.
“Are you trying to get laid for something because that outfit is saying fuck my ass.” Eddie said as he sat in my room and helped me pick an outfit to wear.
“My ass or dick hasn’t been touched for ages, feels like I’m heading back towards being a virgin all over again so yes I’m aiming to get laid tonight.” I said and Eddie pulled a face which made me chuckle.
“You won’t go too wild tonight will you?” Eddie asked as he got off my bed and went over to what’s meant to be my bedside table and started to sort stuff out.
“It’s the first party I’ve been too for ages, of course I’m going to go wild.” I said and Eddie sighed loudly and I knew he wanted to see what my wild life was like.
“Honestly when you trust other people and make friend you’ll have what I get to do. Honestly Ed you’re not missing much yeah drinking is all fun and games but if you drink too much you do stupid stuff and you have one hell of a hangover the next day which is not so fun.” I said and Eddie smiled slightly as he looked at me.
“Mum would never let me do something like that though.” Eddie said quietly.
“Yeah she will, you’ve just got to get your first party over with.” I said and my home went off and I walked over to where it was charging and saw Jack had messaged me saying he was outside.
“My ride is here.” I said as I grabbed my shift and put it on over my top.
“Tell me everything tomorrow.” Eddie said and I chuckled.
“That’s if I remember anything.” I said and grabbed my phone and some money and went out to meet Jack who was leaning against his car.

“You know, I do know where the door is and I can open it myself.” I said and Jack chuckled slightly.
“I know, just want to make sure I had the right house.” Jack said and I rolled my eyes at him.
“Doesn’t the whole vibe of we are new to the neighborhood scream out?” I asked and Jack thought about it for second.
“Okay yeah you do have a point.” Jack said and I chuckled.
“Well then we better get going then.” Jack said as he moved from the passenger side of the car and walked round and I just got in the car.
We was driving to this house when Greenday came on and I completely forgot that I was with Jack so I just started to sing to myself while bouncing my leg up and down to the beat of the song.
“You know Greenday?” Jack asked and I looked at him.
“That’s like me asking is the earth round.” I said.
“Yeah but everyone knows the earth is round, not everyone has heard of Greenday.” Jack said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“Just because I’m British doesn’t mean I don’t know good music.” I said and Jack just nodded.

We got to this house and me and Jack walked over to it and Jack called this person and they came to the door.
“Only people I know are allowed at the party. That one isn’t welcomed.” This boy said and Jack looked at me and then back to the boy.
“He’s my plus one. He’s new and he needs to make some friends.” Jack said.
“I can make my own friends thanks.” I said sarcastically and Jack looked at me.
The boy looked round and at me and he eyeballed me.
“Since he’s good looking, I’ll let him in.” The boy said and I smiled at him.
“Everyone is already drunk and partying, I have some pills you can take to help you along.” The boy said and I walked over to Jack and put my hand out which made the boy frown at me.
“It’ll cost you though.” The boy said.
“Yeah, Yeah Here’s 20 dollars and give me the pill.” I said and the boy put the pill in my hand and I took the tablet and grabbed the boys glass and drank the beer.
The boy stopped looking at me and looked at Jack.
“Can’t, got to be sober to take him home later.” Jack said and I rolled my eyes.

“I can get myself home. I’ve been in worse states then what I’ll be in tonight.” I said and I walked past the boy who was looking at Jack and I headed towards the kitchen and I got myself a drink and went to where the party was.

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I love this I can’t wait to see more and more!!

MeganLovesATL MeganLovesATL
7/24/18