Alex’s POV

“You are not wearing fucking jeans Jack, neither is Jay so we need to get a baby suit or whatever for him.” I said and Jack looked at me from the bed since he was still waking up while I have been up for the last 3 hours dealing with Jay.
“What about black jeans? Come one babe I know you even going wear jeans.” Jack said sleepily and I sighed.
“Anyway I’m not spending a lot of money on a suit that Jay is only going to wear once.” Jack mumbled and I rolled my eyes and looked at Jay who was stood by the door looking out for either Luna or Terri since we had the child gate across the door.
“Okay Fine you can wear black jeans because I would be wearing the same. As for Jay we can get him a cheap baby suit from the shops or something. Because to be honest I don’t want to waste a lot of money on it anyway.” I said and Jack smiled.
“Get up Jack, we need to go baby shopping.” I said and I looked over at Jay who was sucking on the child gate bars.
“Jay don’t do that you strange child.” I said and Jay looked at me and shrieked loudly at me.
“Jack come on, we have a day before the funeral and we have to get Jay a suit and you a bloody suit jacket as you haven’t got one.” I said as I stood up and walked over to Jay and picked him up and put him on Jack’s back.
“Wake daddy up Jay.” I said and Jay smiled and started to hit Jack back while babbling very loudly.
“Why did you use the baby as an alarm clock?” Jack groaned.
“Because your alarm didn’t wake you up and me nagging you also didn’t wake you up so the baby is the last result.” I said smugly as Jack rolled over carefully and put Jay on his stomach.
“Mama.” Jay said as he slapped Jack’s chest.
“Sadly buddy, I don’t have boobs for you to suck on so there for I’m not your mama.” Jack said and I chuckled at Jack’s response.
“Come on Get up.” I said as I sat on the bed and Jack looked at me.
“Why can’t you do it?” Jack whined and I sighed.
“Because I’m not going out on my own. Anyway I’m not your fucking wife so I’m not going to keep on nagging you. You have until I get Jay dressed and if you’re not out of this bed at least by then I will cock block you.” I said seriously and Jack looked at me in horror since Jay wasn’t in our room now we pretty much have sex every night.
“You wouldn’t dare.” Jack said as I picked Jay up.
“Well that answer is depending on you.” I said as I walked out the room with Jay babbling loudly in my ear.

We was walking round this shop looking at what we could by Jay for the funeral.
“So because I got out of bed before you came back with Jay, that means I’m not being cock blocked right?” Jack said and I looked at him since I busy looking at clothes for Jay.
“We’ll see.” I said as I found this cute shirt and bow tie and I looked down suddenly feeling really emotional.
“Babe, you okay?” Jack said sounding worried.
“Yeah.” I whispered and I felt Jack get hold of my hand which made me look at him.
Jack pulled me into his side and kissed the top of my head.
“I think Jay would look cute in this.” Jack said softly which made me smile and look at Jay who was busy pulling something of the clothing rail.
“Jayden don’t you dare.” I said seriously which made Jay jump and look at me like he wasn’t doing anything.
“Busted little man.” Jack chuckled and I smiled.
“Do you think this will be okay?” I asked Jack and looked at this little suit.
“Yeah, he will be getting all the ladies with this.” Jack said and got it off the rail and checked it was in Jays size which it was.
“My little ladies man.” I said and ruffled Jays hair.
“Bit like his father then.” Jack said and I looked at him.
“I was a ladies man. You just turnt me gay and now I’m yours.” I said and Jack smiled and kissed my cheek.
“How about we pay for this and we take him to the soft play?” Jack suggested and I nodded and frowned at him.
“You need a suit jacket though.” I said and Jack rolled his eyes.
“Don’t you have a spare one?” Jack asked and I thought about it a little and remembered that I did in fact have a spare jacket.
“You are in luck because I do have one. Wether it fits you is a different matter.” I said.
“Your clothes fit me anyway. Hence why we are always wearing each other’s clothes.” Jack said and I chuckled.
“That’s the whole point of being in a relationship, sharing clothes and stealing clothes.” I said and Jack frowned at me.
“I still can’t believe you stole my favorite hoodie and then lost it.” Jack grumbled which made me chuckle.
“I said I was sorry and then I gave you my ass virginity.” I said and Jack smirked at me and I covered Jays ears.
“I’d be careful what you say next.” I said seriously and whatever Jack was think left his mind which made me chuckle.
“Let’s go and pay for this and do something with little man.” Jack said and I smiled as we walked to the tills and paid for what we got.

“I don’t understand why he’s not walking on his own. I mean he’s got the nack of walking holding our hands but not on his own.” I said to Jack as we sat in the ball pit while Jay was having the time of his life with the balls.
“He’ll Get there eventually. Maybe he hasn’t got that confidence yet.” Jack said as Jay threw a ball at Jack which made Jack chuckle.
“But he’s walking with our support for like 2 months now, surely he has that confidence to walk on his own.” I said as I watched Jay.
“We can barely keep an eye on him when he’s crawling, now we are going to definitely going to lose him when he’s up and running around.” Jack said and I chuckled at the time we lost Jay in the house.
“And why do you think the house is literally covered in child gates.” I chuckled.
“Because he’s a little bugger that’s why.” Jack said and threw a ball gently at Jay which hit him on the head and Jay started to laugh at it.
“Strange child.” I chuckled and Jay looked at me and rubbed his head and pouted.
“What’s daddy doing to you?” I said as Jay crawled over to me and sat between my legs.
“He’s definitely a daddy’s boy.” Jack chuckled.
“Duh, why wouldn’t he be?” I said and kissed the top of Jays head.
“Throw the ball at daddy and get him back.” I said and Jay frowned.
“Here, like this.” I said and threw a ball at Jack which hit him on the chest which made Jay giggle.
Jay was starting to say other words other than Dada which I was proud about because now it meant he wasn’t screaming all the time for food.
“Food.” Jay said and looked at me.
“Want something to eat? Think both me and daddy need a coffee as well so good timing little man.” I said as I stood up and Jay lost his balance and fell in the balls which made him laugh as he sat himself up and tried standing up using my leg to help him up.
“Let’s go and get some food.” Jack said as he ruffled Jays hair and we went to get some food.

“So you think he’ll be okay tomorrow?” Jack asked quietly as we just stood by Jays cot and watched him sleep.
“Yeah, Yeah He’ll Be Okay.” I whispered and gently pulled my finger out of Jays grasp which made him sigh loudly but he didn’t wake up.
“Come on, I need to feed you.” Jack whispered.
“I’m not hungry. I need to sort some stuff out for tommorow.” I whispered and looked at Jack.
Jack caught hold of my hand and gently dragged me out of Jays room and into our room.
“Baby Talk to me please.” Jack said softly and I sighed loudly.
“It’s just it’s the funeral tommorow and the wake. I don’t know how I can cope without losing it. Then coming home and having people in our home. I just don’t know how my mind will cope.” I said quietly and Jack made me look at him.
“You can do this. You’ve done it before and you can do it now and just think about how this time next week we are going to be in America and meeting my crazy family.” Jack said and I smiled at him.
“And starting our new chapter in our lives.” Jack said and he kissed me which I returned suddenly feeling excited about our future.
“Now because little man is in bed and the girls are out on date night so we technically have the house to ourselves s why don’t we make the most of it.” Jack said as he pushed me towards the bed with me giggling.
“We have to be quiet otherwise we will wake Jay up.” I giggled as Jack kissed my neck.
“I say we be as a loud as we can and the baby will have to wait until we have finished.” Jack said as he pulled my top off.
“Oh and no marking me.” I said seriously and Jack smiled as he nodded.
“But that doesn’t include your thighs though.” Jack smirked at me.

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The funeral was small just like how dad wanted it with only having a few close friends and any family members we was still talking to which wasn’t many since Mum passed.
The rest of the people was going to be at the wake which I wasn’t looking forward to since it would have more family at it and that meant more judgement.

“Christ when will this be over and when can we go to America?” Luna asked as she stood next to me as I had a cigarette to keep the anxiety level down a bit.
“I say we have a long evening a head of us and America is only in 4 days time.” I said feeling excited about America.
“Let us have a bit?” Luna asked and I looked at her.
“Nope, don’t want it to look like I’m not being the responsible one.” I said and Luna huffed loudly which made me chuckle.
“Alexander, Luna.” A voice said behind us and we looked at each other and put a very forced smile on our faces as we turned to face our aunt who nobody liked.
“Auntie Sarah, hey thanks for coming.” I said and I could hear Jay crying from somewhere which made me turn and look for Jack.
“God I wish people wouldn’t bring their kids to these things, it’s not a bloody play pen for them.” Aunt Sarah said and I looked at her.
“The kid that’s crying happens to be mine. He has just as much right to be here than you.” I said seriously.
Jack showed up with Jay who was crying.
“What happened?” I asked completely ignoring Sarah and took Jay of Jack who started to cry into my shoulder.
“He was hanging onto my leg when he spotted a pretty girl and he went to walk over but fell after a couple of steps. I checked him over and there’s nothing there.” Jack said and I smiled and kissed the side of Jay head.
“This is your son?” Sarah asked.
“Yes, this is Jayden.” I said happily.
“Christ your dad must of loved you when you brought him home.” Sarah said and I frowned at her.
“What do you mean by that? It was a one night stand if you really want to know and his mother dumped him on the doorstep.” I said and Jack looked at me as a warning.
“That’s what you told your dad when really you and that faggot boyfriend of yours just picked it up.” Sarah said and I looked at her.
“Luna take Jay for me, I don’t want him round this woman.” I said quietly and passed Jay over to Luna.
“Come on buddy, where’s this girl you’re trying to woo.” Luna said as she walked off.
“Now that my son isn’t here I can really go to bloody town.” I said seriously.
“Alex don’t make a scene.” Jack said.
“Well guess what, I’m fucking going to Jack.” I said as I glared at Jack.
“You don’t call my boyfriend a faggot. His name is Jack so you can at least call him that. As for my son, you don’t speak or even look at him. He is mine and his mother dumped him on my doorstep and I wouldn’t have my life any other way. I have my partner and I have my son. Now you need to get the fuck out of my house because you are no longer welcomed here.” I said seriously and Sarah looked at me.
“You can’t kick me out of here, I’m your mother’s sister.” Sarah said.
“My mother is dead and you never even bothered to turn up at her funeral. So some fucking sister you are and now get out of my fucking house.” I growled and someone else came over.
“What’s going on Alex?” A cousin called Stefan said.
“This bitch is not leaving.” I growled.
“Sarah I think it is best if you leave.” Stefan said more calmly than what I did.
“Such a little brat, just like your mother.” Sarah spat.
“Please at least I’m not acting like the brat here all because you are some sad lonely bat shit woman who thinks she’s intitled to everything my mum and dad has got. Well guess what love, your crazy ass isn’t get any. So bye bye and get the fuck out of my house.” I said and turned round and went to mingle with some people and went looking for Luna.

“Who knew that Alex would have a kid at the grand old age of 17.” My favorite cousin Roo said as she sat with me and Jay with her little girl Rae.
“And I can say the same about you.” I chuckled as Jay stood up and looked at Rae since she was a bit younger than Jay.
“Please, I’m 19. I’m old enough to have a kid.” Roo said and I chuckled.
“So how old this this handsome boy then?” Roo asked as she offered Jay her hand which Jay frowned at and looked at me.
“Trouble here is nearly a year old.” I said and looked at Rae who was looking around but was more focused on Jay.
“Child swap.” Roo said as she picked Jay up for cuddles and I did the same with Rae.
“I’ve missed the baby cuddles.” I said as I stood up.
“Where you taking my daughter?” Roo asked.
“Too meet Jack, and so you can see what you’ve got yourself in for by looking after Jay for me.” I said and walked off and looked for Jack.
I found him and Jack looked at me.
“You’ve stolen Rae?” Jack asked.
“What can I say, I need baby cuddles since my baby is growing up too fast.” I said and Jack chuckled as he gently pulled me to his side and kissed the top of my head.

Someone came over and it was my uncle Fred.
“This your kid Alex?” He asked and smiled at Rae.
“Nope, my little monster is with Roo, wherever she is.” I said and Fred smiled.
“How you holding up Alex and how’s Luna these days, I would go and talk to her but she’s catching up with the cousins.” Fred said and I smiled, I liked Fred he seems to be the only person who cared about me and Luna and not for dads money.
“Yeah I’m holding up alright. I’ve got my partner and Jay. Luna is doing good at the moment she seems to be coping with this and hasn’t really got back to her old ways, she also has her girlfriend Terri who is t here as she’s at work.” I said and Fred smiled.
“So what’s the plan now then?” Fred asked.
“Well we’re going to go to America next week so me and Jay can meet Jack’s family and if it goes good then we’re going to stay out there and settle down.” I said and Fred smiled and patted me on the shoulder.
“You’re a smart boy Alex, and it’s showing.” Fred and which made me smile.
I heard Jay babbling and I turned round and saw Roo walking with Jay which made me smile and I looked at Rae who had fallen asleep.
“There’s he is.” Roo said happily as she looked at me with a smile.
“He’s been asking for his daddy so I thought I would return him.” Roo said and Jay took a wobbly step over to me and caught hold of my leg and he looked at me and smiled which I returned.
“Your little lady has fallen asleep.” I said and handed Rae over to her and Roo smiled and she walked off and I picked Jay up.
“This is my little monster.” I said to Fred and looked at him.
“He’s so handsome Alex. He certainly looks like a little monster.” Fred chuckled as he smiled at Jay which he returned shyly.
“You’ve seen the house cover in child’s gates. So trouble here doesn’t escape.” I said and Jay started to mess with my tie.
“He’s adorable Alex, your mother would of loved to of met him.” Fred said and I smiled sadly at him.
“I’m sure she’s keeping an eye on us and probably banging her head against the table at the stuff I’ve been doing with him.” I said and Fred chuckled.
“Juice.” Jay said and I looked at him and smiled.
“Okay buddy, lets go and get you some juice.” I said and looked at Fred.
“I’ll see you around.” I said and I walked inside to get Jay some juice.

Everyone had gone which left us to clean the mess up.
“Babe leave it. Let’s just relax.” Jack said as he stood behind me and wrapped his arm around me.
“Need to clean the mess up. We have people looking around the house for a possible let in 2 days. The house has to be spotless.” I said feeling stressed out about that.
“Baby not tonight okay. Today has been a hard day for you so you are coming inside with me and we are going to chill out.” Jack said and I sighed loudly finally letting myself give in with the idea.
“Your favorite film in bed after a nice relaxing bath.” Jack said and I turned round and looked at him and smiled as I messed with his tie.
“And I could also help with removing you from this suit of yours as well, which may I say you look very handsome in.” Jack said and I could feel my cheeks heat up.
“Can say the same for you.” I said quietly and kissed Jack which he returned.
“Get that ass of yours upstairs now.” Jack said and I smirked at him and I walked past him and Jack slapped my ass which made me giggle slightly.

We was lead in bed cuddling and watching Harry Potter.
“We have 3 days to pack everything and make the house spotless.” I said quietly and Jack kissed the side of my head.
“And we can start tomorrow. But right now you just need to chill and watch this film with me and go to sleep.” Jack whispered and I rolled over and looked at him.
“We have 3 days to pack and put stuff in storage and then clean the house before we leave, I can’t chill knowing our home looks like a shit hole right now and we have people looking at the house in 2 days. I mean the house is literally screaming out that a bunch of stuck up teenagers have been living here because it’s filthy.” I said and pulled the covers of me and pulled a hoodie off and walked out the room and went to tidy the house up.
“Babe.” Jack said as he followed me down the stairs and outside.
“Baby you need to stop.” Jack said seriously and caught hold of my wrists which made me look at him.
“I understand the house is a shithole but right now you need to think about yourself here. Now how about you take your medication and we go back to bed and we will sort everything out tomorrow.” Jack said softly.
“But we leave in 3 days Jack.” I stressed and Jack just kissed me and I just melted into the kiss.
“Yes 3 days isn’t very long but we are all going to pull our weight on sorting the house out. Now will you just stop worrying if I offer you my services.” Jack said with a smirk and I couldn’t help but smile and kissed him.

“I might be able to stop worrying.” I said quietly against Jack’s lips as Jack pulled me closer to him.

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