On my mind

Ollie's POV

All I could hear from the hallway was Jacks brother saying Jacks name so I walked in the room and saw Jack was now unconscious.
"He's out for the count, how long is it going to be before the ambulance is here?" I asked calmly and kneeled beside Jacks brother.
"The ambulance will be another 5 minutes." The person on the other end of the phone said.
"How long they going to be?" Jacks brother asked.
"5 minutes." I said.
"Not good enough, give me the phone." Jacks brother said and I handed him the phone.
"Stay with him and keep an very close eye on him." Jacks brother said as he got up and walked out to the kitchen and was using his knowledge.
I was keeping an eye in Jack but at the same time lost inside my head.
Jacks brother came in and checked Jack over and by which the paramedics came and Jacks brother gave me my phone back and he gave the paramedics a hand over and they left with Jack.

"You not going with him?" I asked as I watched the paramedics load Jack in the back of the ambulance.
"I need to find my other brother, Jack is in safe hands." Jacks brother said and I looked at him, the ambulance now leaving.
"Your the fucking reason why he is in the back of an ambulance! So what if your brother is missing, Jack is going to the hospital because of you! If I was in your shoes I would be focusing on Jack right now. Yeah I get it your other brother is your twin and shit but Jack is also your brother." I said and Jacks brother looked down.
"Wow you have been to war zones and fought for our country and have saved people's lives and yet you can't even be there for your brother. Family must really mean fuck all to you." I said and Jacks brother looked at me hard.
"Don't you dare say my family means nothing to me because it does!" Jacks brother said loudly.
"You have a fucking funny way of showing it, first you push Jack down the stairs all because he wanted to know about his other brother and then you refuse to go in the ambulance with him. How the fuck does that show that family means everything to you when you can barely be there for your little brother for fuck sake!" I said loudly as his whole attitude was pissing me off now.
"We don't get along. He wouldn't want me to be with him." Jacks brother said.
"So? I don't get along with my birth mother but if I found out she was in hospital I would still go to the fucking hospital, after everything she did to me I would still fucking be by her side to make sure she made it for my siblings sake." I said and Jacks brother looked at me.
"Would rather not talk about it. I'm happy with my foster family ." I said and looked down.
"You have brothers and sisters?" Jacks brother asked.
"Yeah but I have nothing to do with them, I have my foster family and their more of a family to me than what my real family is to me." I said and I walked off.
"Where you going?" Jacks brother asked.
"Well since your not going I might as well go back to the hospital and be there for my other friend." I said sarcastically hoping Jack brother would get the hint.
"What do you mean back? Jack hasn't just gotten out of hospital has he?" Jacks brother asked.
"No, Alex the dude I told you to get Jack to talk about is in inpatients at the moment." I said as I stopped and turned round and looked at Jack's brother.
"He has no family to be there for him, just me and Jack." I said seriously.
"Now you coming to the hospital with me or you just not going to bother?" I asked and I began to walk off when I heard the front door shut and someone jogging beside me and then they slowed down to match my speed of walking.
"The hospital is like a 3 hour walk from here, I'll drive us." Jacks brother said and I followed him to his car and he drove us to the hospital.

When we got to the hospital and we found Jack, Jack was sat up in the bed looking confused.
"Hey Jack." I said as I sat on the bed and Jacks brother sat in the chair taking his beret off his head since he was still in his uniform.
"Hey Ollie." Jack said quietly.
"How you feeling Jacky?" Jacks brother asked and Jack looked at him.
"Sore thanks to you. Also thanks to you I have to spend a night in hospital after I passed out." Jack spat and his brother looked down.
"I'm sorry Jack." Jacks brother said quietly.
"Whatever." Jack said rolling his eyes.
"So, we still need to finish that conversation off we was having." I said and Jack looked at me.
"I don't feel like talking right now." Jack said quietly and Jacks brother looked at him with worry on his face.
Jacks brother said something in Arabic and Jack looked at him hard.
"If your going to talk then at least speak English." Jack spat and his brother just sighed loudly.

"What is wrong with you Jack? I mean your being a right bastard right now." Jacks brother said.
"Well you try being pushed down the stairs by your brother after having to deal with your friend having a fucking meltdown on you and self harming in front of you! So I'm fucking sorry I'm being a bastard right now." Jack snapped and it took me by surprised how he was acting.
"Are you getting bad again?" Jacks brother asked seriously and I looked at Jack who was looking hard at me as if he was telling me not to say anything which I wasn't going to do.
"What has it got to do with you? You've been out of the country for most of my life so why the fuck should you care now? In fact I don't understand why the fuck you are here anyway. Why don't you just go and find Omar since that's all what you fucking care about." Jack spat and looked at his brother.
"Jack don't be like that. I can't help the fact that my job sends me away for months at a time and you bloody know this considering dad hasn't exactly been in any of our lives because of the army! I do fucking care about you, when mum told me you was in hospital because you nearly fucking killed yourself me and Omar was fucking worried about you everyday until we got home. Every person I had to treat all I could think off was you! I'm here because for once I am actually home when your in hospital so I'm not fucking leaving your side young man." Jacks brother said seriously and looked at Jack hard neither of them was backing down.
"So I'm outside having a cigarette if you need me as I think you two need some space." I said and got off the bed and went outside.

I was in the middle of texting Alex when Jacks brother showed up.
"Can I have one?" He asked as he sat next to me and I nodded and handed him a cigarette.
"Thanks." Jack brother said quietly.
"How is he?" I asked and Jacks brother sighed.
"Pissed off with me but that's understandable but at the same time I can he worried about Omar being missing, we're all worried to be honest." Jacks brother said quietly and looked down.
"Do your parents know that Jack is here?" I asked and Jacks brother shook his head.
"They don't need the worry right now. Jack is a regular here so they think if he's not at home then he's in hospital for some reason." Jacks brother said.
"You know, I've might not of known Jack for long but I can tell you that Jack has been in recovery with his problems. So far he's doing really well and he is able to help our friend who has serious mental health problems and is always in and out of hospital until they admit they need be grounded again which means they have a 2 month stay in inpatients sometimes even longer. You just need to stop treating him like the person who you knew right in the middle of his problem." I said and Jacks brother looked at me.
"You need to tell your parents about Jack and your other brother. You can't hide things that important from your parents." I said and Jack brother sighed and looked down and he got up getting his phone out side I finished my cigarette and went inside to keep Jack company.

"Where is he?" Jack asked seriously as I sat in the chair.
"Who?" I asked because I seriously needed to know what his brother was called.
"Samir, where is Samir?" Jack said.
"He's outside having a cigarette and talking to your parents about your being in hospital and your other brother missing." I said and Jack looked down.
"They don't need me to worry about, Omar is more important right now as he never leaves Samir side. Where one goes the other follows it's always been like that." Jack said.
"They'll worry about all of you, it's what parents do okay. You are important as well Jack, never think that your aren't because it isn't true." I said and put my hand on top of Jacks scar covered hand which made him look at me.
"It is though. Everyone is doing great things doing my parents proud and then there me bringing everyone down, I can't be left alone because their scared that I'm going to fucking kill myself. I'm a fucking let down." Jack said and I moved and sat on the bed.
"Hey, your not a let down. Hell I'm a family let down as well and I've been kicked out and told that my mum wanted nothing to do with me anymore. I did things I'm not proud of and for that I paid a price and I can't make my mind up if it's a good price to pay or not. You are nothing like a family let down, you just have different plans for your future don't let anyone stop you with those plans okay." I said and Jack looked at me.
"So who do you live with now?" Jack asked.
"Swear we had this conversation?" I said confused which made Jack frown.
"I have been pushed down the stairs and passed out so I think I'm allowed to forget just this once." Jack said and I couldn't help but chuckle.
"Okay I give you that. But I live with a foster family and they are literally the only people who feel like family to me." I said and Jack smiled.
Samir came back and he sat in the chair.
He said something to Jack in Arabic and Jack allowed him to speak in Arabic so I was guessing it was something private.
"Hey, I'm going to go home okay. If any of you two need me then Jack has my number so just give me a call and I'll be down here in a flash okay." I said and Jack nodded Samir was lost talking to someone in Arabic so I guess it was his parents.
"Take it easy okay, make sure you let me know when you get home okay." Jack said and he pulled me into a hug which I returned.
"I will okay, look after yourself and him. He's a bit strange though." I said and Jack laughed.
"Tell me about it." Jack whispered and I chuckled.
"Be good okay, no escaping and finding Alex okay." I said and Jack nodded.
"Right I'll see you later okay." I said and walked off and Samir turned around and smiled a thanks to me which I returned and I went home.

"Oliver where have you been for the last 3 days! I have been out of my fucking mind on where you have been!" My foster mum, Nora said as she pulled me into the kitchen to have serious words with me since it was late and everyone was pretty much in bed.
"Technically my name isn't even Oliver. Also I was at the hospital with Alex and then another friend fell down some stairs and they too also ended up in hospital. Oh speaking of Alex I have a huge favor to ask you." I said and Nora looked at me as I sat on the table.
"What has that boy been doing now?" Nora said as she rolled her eyes and went to the kettle and put it on and went to make herself and me a hot chocolate.
"He had a really bad turn at family therapy the other day which sent him fucking cuckoo which resulted in him self harming because he's stupid like that since he was only a week away on getting out the fucking place." I said and threw my hands in the air.
"Shit, what happened?" Nora asked since she liked Alex and thought of him as another child for her to brood over which she does anyway.
"He basically told his dad he wanted nothing to do with him or his family anymore." I said.
"That damn man, why can't he see what darling that boy is." Nora said handing me my hot chocolate.
"Nor, Alex is no darling. Especially when he's off his medication and going batshit then it's like a whole different Alex with loads of personalities which I can't keep up with." I said.
"Even so, if he needs a roof over his head then he can stay here. But he'll be staying in your room and speaking off which, of your going to smoke weed please hang out the window and smoke it as I don't want my house smelling off weed." Nora said and I nodded.
"Aye aye chief." I said and got off the table.
"Go to bed as you look like the walking dead." Nora said.
"Gee thanks Nor." I said and walked out the room and went upstairs to my room and just crashed.

Notes

These updates are so shit right now but Jalex is getting there slowly...