Drugs & Candy

Jack's POV

I rolled over and crashed into something in the bed.
I felt round me and realized it was a person and I felt loads of stubble which made me think of Patrick.
I moved quickly out of bed and tripped over the covers and landed on my face but I got up and scrambled backwards into a corner.
"Jack?" I heard someone say sleepily and I heard them sit up in bed.
"Jack what you doing on the floor?" I heard the person asked and them getting out of bed.
I felt them near me.
"Get away from me!" I said loudly and felt tears roll down my cheeks.
"Jack, it's me Alex." The person said but I didn't believe him.
"Get away from me you monster!" I sobbed loudly and kicked out and I felt my foot hit something but I didn't know what it was.
"Ow." I heard Alex mutter.
"Jack, I need you to listen to me. Whoever you think I am, I'm not that person Jack. It's me, it's Alex and I'm not going to hurt you." The person said softly and I shook my head and put my hands over my ears.
"Get away from me and leave me alone." I said loudly.
"I can't leave you alone Jack, not while you are in this state." The person said and I felt a hand in my knee which made me freak out and move further back into the corner.
"Fuck off Patrick!" I shouted and I heard the person move to another part of the room.
"Shit, Jasey you need to get your fucking ass here now! Jack is freaking out and he's called me Patrick, who the fuck is Patrick?" The person slowly starting to freak out.
"Yeah I told him who I was but it didn't help." The person said.
"Okay see you in a bit." The person said.
"Jack it's going to be okay, Jasey is going to be here soon." The person said.

I don't know how long it was but someone knocked on the door and a few seconds later a new set of footsteps filled the house.
"Where is he?" I heard a female voice ask.
"In my room backed in a corner fucking losing his mind and I don't know why." The same male voice from before said.
I heard the new set of footsteps walk towards the bedroom but stopped.
"Who the fuck is Patrick?" The male voice asked.
"He's Jacks bastard of an ex who did unforgivable things to Jack." The girl said and I heard her footsteps walk into the bedroom and felt her kneel in front of me.
"Jack, it's me Jasey Rae and Alex is here as well. I need you to focus on my voice." Jasey said and I looked at her.
"Is he here? I was in bed with him." I said quickly working myself into a panic attack
"Jack, Jack, honey listen to me. Patrick isn't here and you want in bed with him. The person you was in bed with was Alex." Jasey said.
"B..B..But he has stubble on his f..f..face like P..P..Patrick did." I said crying again.
"Alex has stubble on his face because he's too lazy to shave." Jasey said.
"Lex come here and prove to Jack your not Patrick." Jasey said and I felt a hand on my knee.
"Don't touch me." I spat and I pulled my knees closer to me.
"Jack, I'm not Patrick. This is me Alex, I'm not going to hurt you." I heard Alex said and I looked at him.
"Jase go and make us a cuppa." I heard Alex say.
"I'm in shouting distance okay Jack. But Alex isn't going to hurt you." I heard Jasey say and she stood up and walked out the room.
"Is that really you Lex?" I asked quietly and I heard him move to next me.
"Smell my top, you'll find that it's me." Alex said quietly and I turned my head and smelt the top and it smelt like Alex.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Alex. I didn't mean for this to happen." I said and started to cry again but this I allowed Alex to pull me to his side.
"It's okay." Alex said quietly and he kissed the top of my head.

Alex moved me to the bed where I was in the middle of Alex and Jasey.
"I need to go home, mam and pops are going out and Wes is home looking after Josh and we all know Wes will wind Josh up." Jasey said.
"That's okay, we not going to have anymore breakdowns are we?" Alex said and traced a finger down my arm which made me sigh.
"No." I said quietly and Alex kissed the back of my head since I was in front of him.
"Okay, just call me if you need me." Jasey said and she kissed my forehead and I felt her get off the bed and she walked out the room and I heard the front door shut.
I moved and got off the bed and felt my way to the sitting room where I sat on the sofa lost inside my head again and I could feel Alex looking at me.

Notes

This chapter is just a pile of shit, don't even know why I wrote it but it feels fitting for some reason.