"Either you tell him or I will" those seven words had been playing on my mind ever since I had recieved the text from Jordan. What did he expect me to say to Alex? Oh hey by the way I cheated on you, sorry about that. Did he really think that things were that simple? I needed time, time to think about how I was going to tell him, I wanted Alex to understand how much of a mistake it was, that I've never regreted anything so much in my life. I already knew what would happen though, as soon as I told him he'd break up with me then go after Jordan which was properly be the worst decision because a fight wouldn't solve anything it'd just make things worse. Everyone was going to hate me when they found out, Jack would be so dissapointed in me, Levels would properly fire me and I'd have to go back home to even more dissapointed parents. I'd never be able to hang out with Alex again, I'd never be able to go to any social things that he was at because he'd hate me, I'd pretty much screwed my life up in about fifteen minutes.

"What's wrong?" Alex asked.

I turned my head to face him, taking a deep breath it was now or never, but I just couldn't get the words out of my mouth. He looked so innoncent, so happy if I told him he'd be heartbroken and it'd be all my fault.

"Nothing." I muttered closing my eyes.

"Hey, there is something wrong I can tell I'm your boyfriend y'know, you can tell me anything." Alex said softly taking hold of my hand.

My eyes brimmed with tears, threating to spill over. Boyfriend I didn't deserve to be his girlfriend, he deserved so much better than me, I was an idiot to ever think this would ever last and he deserved to know the truth. I wasn't the sort of person to hide things, especially not something this big I liked to think of myself as a nice and honest person but recently I've proven to myself that I'm not, if I was a nice person I never would have cheated on Alex but I knew that I could be an honest person if I told him at least one of the things I had always thought about myself could be true.

"I have to tell you something Alex and I know you're gonna hate me because trust me I fucking hate myself so much for it. You deserve so much better than me that's why you need to know the truth." I said a few tears slipping down my cheeks.

"C'mon what are you on about Georgia? You're scaring me..." Alex said looking as if he was about to cry.

"Me and Jordan kissed yesterday morning. I'm so sorry Alex."

"What? Uh fuck. Like a couple of seconds or did you make out?" Alex said running his hands through his hair.

"We made out... I am so sorry, I don't know why it happened because I love you so much."

"Did he kiss you first? Did you want him too kiss you!?" Alex said his voice getting louder.

"He kissed me first and I don't know I was confused! But after it happened I knew that I only wanted too be with you."

"Bit late for that now." Alex said getting up and starting to walk away. I grabbed hold of his hand but he just shrugged it off.

"I thought you would never do this, I trusted you completly I've known you your whole life, I thought I knew you but you're really just a bitch a cheating bitch. I want nothing to do with you, as far as I'm concerned you're nothing but Jack's little sister, who I don't give a fuck about anymore." Alex said with tears streaming down his face he left the bus slamming the door behind him.

I couldn't stop crying covering my head in my legs, I hated myself, Alex didn't want to know me at all anymore I was nothing to him and soon enough not too anyone. I was a worthless piece of crap who didn't deserve anyone. Alex was never going to forgive me and I was never going to forgive myself.

Alex's POV:

When Georgia told me that she had cheated on me, I didn't believe her at first. I thought maybe she counted a peck on the lips or something as cheating but when I found out it was a full on make out I wanted to throw up. I had to convince Jack to let me be with her because I honestly thought we could do it, we could stay together forever, she was the girl I wanted to be with the only girl, never in a million years did I think she would do something like this and that fucking Jordan guy was properly having a good old laugh now he'd got the girl that was mine, he'd taken the only thing that really mattered to me away from me. I went onto Levels' tour bus since that was properly where he would be and suprise suprise there he was sitting there with Jack and Rian. He sent me a smug look, obviously he could tell that I had been crying which meant he knew that I knew.

"What's wrong?" Jack asked sensing the tension.

"Your fucking sister cheated on me with him!" I shouted pointing at Jordan.

"What?! Are you being fucking serious, this is a joke right Jordan!?" Jack asked anger in his voice.

"Nope, she's a real good kisser by the way mate knows exactly how to give a guy a boner." Jordan said laughing.

I took a few large steps towards him, grabbing his collar and pulling him up by his feet and shoving him up against the wall which made his smug smile dissaper. I pulled my arm back but I felt somone with small hands grab it and pull it back. I turned my head to see Roxy, she had fear in her eyes obviously for Jordan's safety.

"Let go of him Alex, he's not worth it." Roxy said softly pulling my hand and dragging me to the sofa sitting me down.

I burried my face in my hands as I started to cry. How had I lost the girl I loved to that prick who did nothing but wreck people's lives.

"Yeah you go Alex wouldn't want to cause a scene." Jordan said sarcastically.

That was all I needed. I got up quickly shoving him back up against the wall pulling my arm back and shoving it straight into his face and taking a step back as he held onto his face.

"Shut the fuck up." I spat.

"Oh yeah just go punch someone in the fucking face because you lost the girl, do I need to fucking remind you that she was with me first and you stole her off of me!? Or did you forget that or are you just fucking stupid!" Jordan said angrily blood sweeping down his chin from his nose.

"She was in love with me before she even knew you, so you don't need to remind me you prick. How about you fuck off and leave me alone cause I swear if I ever see you near me or her again I will fucking punch you again." I said the anger building up even more inside me.

"Thought you would have broken up with her since she cheated on you." He stated.

"I did break up with her, not that it's any of your buisness."

"Well since you've broken up with her then it's none of your fucking buisness about who she hangs out with, so if she wants to hang out with me she fucking can and if you punch me again I'll ring the police let's see how great your career is behind bars." Jordan said storming off into the bathroom, Roxy following him quickly behind.

"I'm so sorry about my sister dude, I honestly had no idea." Jack said.

"It's fine don't worry about it." I said walking off out of the bunk.

I needed to be alone and I needed to think, everything had been screwed up in the last half an hour and there was nothing I could do about it, I just wanted to forget everything, forget her but I knew that would be impossible. From now on I needed to focus on my career, family and my real friends not ex girlfriends and fucking douchebags. I needed a fresh start, a new me.

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