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Paint You Wings

Chapter Six

I sat up quickly in my bunk, waking up to the sound of people arguing. That really wasn't helpful since my head was banging and I felt like I was going to throw up. I rubbed my head and pulled the curtain across so I could climb out of my bunk, I followed the noise into the 'living room' area seeing Jordan and Alex in each others faces whilst Roxy sat on one of the sofa's next to Jack watching what was going on. I couldn't make out what they were arguing about and to be honest I didn't want to know, it was properly something really pathetic anyway. I was going to walk back to my bunk and ignore them but then they started to shove each other so I decided to make my presense known.

"What the hell is going on!" I shouted so they could hear me.

They both stopped and turned to face me, frowning. Both opening their mouths at the same time to speak.

"Nothing." They both said in unison.

"Yeah, sure that's what it looked like. To be honest I don't give a shit what it was about but you both need to grow the fuck up you're not children, whatever you are arguing about can properly be easily resolved you don't need to fight about it like little kids."

"I don't think it can be easily resolved and like you said you don't give a shit so just fuck off." Alex said angrily.

Fuck off had he really just told me to fuck off? I don't know what was wrong with him but the Alex I used to know would have never told me to 'fuck off' unless he was joking or messing about but you could see just by looking at Alex that he wasn't joking he was being serious.

"Don't tell her to fuck off man!" Jack said interupting.

"Fine! I'll 'fuck off' but you know what you need to fuck off as well Alex, you've changed so much, I can barley recognise you! I don't like you anymore, I don't want to know you anymore, I'm not even your friend. So I'll just fuck off, have a great life Alex." I snapped storming into the other living room and sitting on the couch.

I was so mad actually mad was an understatment right now, Alex was meant to be my best friend what a load of fucking bullshit. Why did I even agree to come to Warped? All I wanted was to meet new people, hang out with my brother and my best friends and what's happened? I've lost the people I've loved the most, I want to go home but giving up was not an option, I hated feeling like I'd failed at things, I had to make it to the end of Warped and the only way that could happen is if I acted as if Alex didn't exist; then things would be a lot easier. I grabbed a pillow cuddling it as I heard more arguing going on in the front room this time between Alex and Jack. I could hear Jack saying something about Alex being a jerk and he shouldn't talk to his sister like that.

I was happy that Jack was sticking up for me and I knew that it wouldn't come inbetween their friendship because Jack wasn't the sort of guy to hold grudges, in ten minutes time everything would be alright between them again, everything forgotten. Me on the otherhand was the type of girl to hold grudges for a long time until I thought that the person deserved my forgiveness or they apologised and I wanted to accept it.

"Are you okay?" A voice said snapping me out of my thoughts.

I turned to the voice, frowning at who I saw.

"Yes I'm fine Roxy." I said quickly.

I didn't want to cause friction with her because afterall she was my boss but I was so annoyed with her right now, I couldn't even give a shit if she fired me. Roxy said down next to me brushing her hair out of her face.

"I'm sorry." She said quietly.

"For what?"

"Me and Alex. Last night I was so drunk, I saw you all cuddled up to Jordan so I assumed that you didn't like Alex anymore and I went for it. I'm sorry, I don't want this to ruin our friendship you've been a great friend to me, honestly you don't understand how good its been to have a girl here so I'm not just surronded by boys. You might even want to go home but you can't you need to stay here, I promise you nothing more will happen between me and Alex he regrets it anyway he told me this morning and we did nothing more than kiss. I think he likes you Georgia, like likes you." Roxy said without giving me a chance to say anything.

"Ha, I doubt Alex likes me as anything more than a friend and if he did he's just fucked that all up anyway and what about Jordan? Jordan's been nothing but that good guy, I can''t just ditch him and lead him on, after last night he properly thinks that I really like him and I do sorta."

"Jordan's a great guy, but he's not the guy for you. You're in love with Alex, you only fancy Jordan. Jordan will understand you just need to tell him."

"Tell me what?"

I turned around to see Jordan standing by the doorway looking confused. I had to make up an excuse fast, I didn't want to go 'oh I'm in love with Alex but I do fancy you a little' I mean how ridiculous does that sound plus it would hurt his feelings.

"I don't want you fighting with Alex, he's not worth it." I said smoothly.

Jordan raised his eyebrows as if he didn't believe me. "Ah right okay. Um Roxy can me and Georgia have a minute alone?"

Roxy nodded her head getting up and walking out whilst Jordan sat down next to me. He flashed me a half smile before taking hold of one of my hands. I looked at him in the face, you could see in his eyes that he was upset about something even if he was trying to act as if he wasn't.

"I-I get that you were drunk last night and the feelings you might of had last night you don't have anymore now you're sober. I just want you to know, I still wanna be friends." Jordan spoke softly.

"Jordan, I'm confused about all of my feelings at the moment. The only feeling I'm sure on is I'm pretty pissed off with Alex a lot. I do like you more than friends its just I'm not sure if its as much as I think I love Alex..."

"He honestly doesn't even deserve you Georgia. You could do so much better, someone who loves you and would never tell you to fuck off, who would love you no matter what, who'd be there whenever you needed them."

"That's really sweet and honestly? I wish I could turn off my feelings; it's not like anythings ever going too happen, it's just a stupid crush I've had on him even when I was little. I wish I could just say to you that I wanted to be with you right now but that wouldn't be right, I don't want too lead you on Jordan because you are such a good friend. I think you deserve better to be honest."

"I don't want better, I just want you." He said brushing his hands through his hair.

"Uh, I need to go for a walk and think about some things. I'll speak to you later yeah?" I said quickly.

I stood up and Jordan grabbed my hand as I was walking away smiling up at me. He let go after a minute and I grabbed a jumper out of my bunk shoving it on and putting some flip flops on then walking out of the tour bus past Roxy and Jack who were still in the living room, Alex no where to be seen.

I didn't know where I was walking, I just needed too clear my head. I needed to make a decision on Jordan, it wasn't fair on him by me leading him on. My mind screamed Jordan but my heart screamed Alex which was the most frustrating thing. I should be really mad at Alex for what he said but I knew that if he apologised I'd forgive him straight away just because it was him. It wasn't that busy at Warped today, less people than usual but that was properly because it was a Sunday and not many bands were performing today as tonight we would be moving to the next location and setting up tomorrow morning. I decided to go and grab a coke from one of the stalls, furthest away. I got there after a few minutes quickly paying for my drink then going over to a wall and sitting down on it. I cracked the seal open, drinking thurstily as I listened to one of the bands that was performing on the stage.

"Georgia?" I voice said making me jump.

I turned my head around to see Alex standing there awkwardly, he had his hands shoved into his skinny jeans and he was frowning. He came over and sat next to me on the wall, turning to face me.

"I'm sorry. Like really really sorry. I've never spoken to you like that before and you didn't deserve it. You're the girl I always turn to when I've got problems, the girl who's always there for me and I guess I was jealous. You and Jordan seem to be y'know getting pretty close and I always thought one day that would be me and you but I guess I was pretty stupid to think that you'd wait for me since I'd been with other people. I just really like you and it sucks."

"Ha, trust me it's not the most fun liking you either. I've liked you for like ever, ever since Jack introduced me to you for the first time and I never thought you'd see me as anything more than 'Jack's little sister' which sucked for me y'know. Me and Jordan aren't getting pretty close, well I guess we were last night but that was mostly because we were both highly under the influence of alcohol and I was jealous since you were getting it on with Roxy." I admitted.

"I can feel myself falling for you Georgia and I shouldn't feel like this because you are Jack's little sister, fuck he'd kill me if I ever hurt you and you're only nineteen I'm twenty-four. I've been so distance and rude with you recently because I thought it'd put you off me, I thought it'd make me stop liking you."

"Five years is really not that big of an age difference Alex especially since I've known you basically all my life its not like you're some random guy. I know one thing for sure now, I want to be with you. That's all I've ever wanted."

"I want too be with you too."

"So what do you want to do then?" I asked.

"This." Alex said leaning into me, pressing his lips onto mine. After a few minutes he broke away smiling at me and that was when I realised....

I'd fallen stupidly in love with Alex Gaskarth and there was nothing I could do about it.

Notes

Sorry for the late upload! I hope you enjoy this chapter, Georgia and Alex are finally """together""" maybe;) anyways please comment and rate thankyou :D

Comments

Hmm, so I just stumbled across this and I'm sad to see it was never finished. I've read what you have so far and I just wanted to leave a comment letting you know I think you're a great writer. :)
If you ever choose to finish this, I will be here to read, because I think it's a great story. I really think it deserves an ending. :') Georgia and Alex have been through a lot; I think they deserve a happy ending, but that's just me. :P
Maybe this comment will inspire you to finish the story. :)

Nanook Nanook
2/22/16
alex is being a punkkkkkk
great story though!
beccacoolkid beccacoolkid
4/24/13
@SociallyAwkwardRocker
thankyou:)
I love this story <3
Update!!
#7402 #7402
3/8/13