"You look fantastic stop stressing!" Roxy said enthusiastically.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror, I looked hardly 'fantastic' I was completly out of my comfort zone. Roxy had experimented different types of makeup on me because I never usually wear much, she'd applied a thick coat of eyeliner, some eyeshadow to give me 'smoky eyes' and generous amount of lipgloss. The makeup was okay I guess, it was more than I would usually wear but that wasn't what bothered me, it was what Roxy had made me wear. I was wearing a short, short black dress with high heels. The dress was way too short for my liking, you could pratically see my underwear! The biggest problem I had was that I was going to be at a club with everyone, including my brother looking like this. After a lot of arguing about it, it was clear I wasn't going to get my own way.

I went into the living room of the bus since everyone had 'gathered' there, Jordan came over to me with a beer in his hand, I guess they were doing pre-drinks here already. I had to admit, he looked pretty good, he was wearing a pair of skinny jeans and a white vest top, he had brushed his hair to the side so it was all like flicky and he had stuck a grey beanie on top which made me melt a little inside. He sent me a quick half smile before speaking.

"You look beautiful Georgia." He said softly.

"Thanks. You don't look so bad yourself." I said attempting to flirt but failing.

"Cheers. Do you want me to get you a drink?"

"I'm alright thanks. Don't want to drink too much later anyway..." I said my voice trailing off.

I didn't want to sound like a baby but I was underage anyway, if the people in the clubs found out I was only nineteen and they were serving me alcohol I would get in shit loads of trouble, luckily I looked a few years older than my actual age so it shouldn't be a problem, I should be able to pass for twenty-one.

*
We'd been at this club for well over an hour, most of All Time Low's crew were either passed out on the floor or drunkly stumbling around everywhere but that wasn't unusual for them. I made my way through the sea of people up to the bar and ordering a drink from the bartender. I sat down on the stool, waiting for the drink whilst looking around. I caught a glimpse of Alex making out with some girl, he was wasted and by the looks of it so was she. I swear I could recognise her from somewhere, the distinctive wavy, ginger hair. Roxy. I felt myself go cold and my cheeks burn up. She knew that I liked him, she knew it, everyone fucking knew it apart from Alex. I don't even care that she's drunk it was obvious she liked him aswell since she was always flirting with him, but it wasn't fair I've known him pratically all my life, I've liked him for years. This was obviously why she's trying so hard to set me up with Jordan. The tears pricked in my eyes as I grabbed my drink from the bar and made my way over to where Jack, Matt, Grieco, Jordan and Max were sitting. I slid in next to Jack putting my drink down on the table. No one spoke at first leaving it up to Jack to break the ice.

"He's not worth it Georgia. The dude may be my bestfriend but you can do a lot better." Jack said trying to comfort me.

I knew that he was just trying to be nice, but I didn't want better. I just wanted Alex.

"It's fine. It's not like he even knew that I liked him anyway. It's a stupid crush I've had for ages and I just wish it would go away." I grabbed my drink taking a few big sips, the alcohol burning my throat.

"He's a dick George, if I had a girl like you wanting me, someone so funny, kind, beautiful I wouldn't do anything to fuck that up. I'd be right there trying to get you." Jordan said.

I felt a blush creep onto my face as I looked down. Why couldn't my feelings for Alex just go away? Jordan seemed like a better choice for me, we had so much in common, he was a great laugh, maybe I just needed to give him a chance? Then I might be able to move on. I said "thanks" and drained the rest of my drink. I asked Jordan if he wanted to dance, he stood up grabbing hold of my hand, dragging me into the middle of the dance floor.

I put my arms around his neck, dancing to the beat of the music. Our forehead's kept bumping into each others, our lips only centimeters apart. Things were heating up but I didn't know if it was just because of the large amounts of alcohol we had both consumed. I saw Alex and Roxy again walk over to where Jack was sitting hand in hand. Guess things were going well for them two... Not that it bothered me because I was here, dancing with Jordan. Who am I kidding of course it bothered me, it bothered me how easily she had got him when I had been waiting ages. I pushed the thoughts of them together to the back of my mind, focusing back on Jordan. Our eyes locked and he leant forward pressing his lips to mine. The kiss started to get heated, our tounges entwining. We broke away a few minutes later, both breathless.

"You don't know how long I've wanted to do that for." Jordan said his voice slightly slurred.

Before I knew what I was saying I replied "me too." even thought that wasn't entirely true. I had always wanted to know what it was like to kiss him, afterall I was a massive fan of his and his band before I even knew him, but I had always imagined kissing Alex so much more. Jordan told me to go and sit with Jack again and he'd go and get us some more drinks. I went over to Jack's table which now only had Jack, Alex and Roxy on. Brilliant. I sat down on the free space next to Jack, who gave me a weird sort of grin. I guess he had seen what had happened between me and Jordan.

"So you and Jordan." Alex said bitterly as Roxy stood up to go too the bathroom.

"So you and Roxy." I retaliated.

"I asked you first. I thought you didn't like him."

"We've both had a bit too much drink, he's a nice guy. It's not like anyone else likes me."

"You don't know that. I'm sure plenty of guys like you."

"No Alex, nobody does. Jordan's the only guy that does. Now you and Roxy? I didn't even know you liked her."

"I don't really. Like you said we've all had a bit too much to drink. Why are you so interested in me and Roxy?" Alex asked with a raised eyebrow.

I opened my mouth to say something but Jack got there first.

"Look, can you both just shut up! We're meant to be having a good night, who cares who's fucking who. Actually I care about who my sister's fucking, but Alex dude you're old enough to make your own decisions just don't make the wrong ones alright?" Jack said.

Alex nodded his head, grabbing his beer bottle and chugging it down as Jordan came over. He sat next to me putting his arm around my shoulders. I leaned into his chest, still looking directly at Alex, he was on his phone texting someone not that I cared who obviously. Roxy eventually came back from the bathroom her makeup all re-done and her hair had been put up into a high bun. She came over and whispered something into Alex's ear, grabbing him by the hand and pulling him along after her. Great just fucking great. I felt like bursting into tears, I was on the verge of it. I blinked rapidly several times trying to get the tears to go away, I didn't want Jordan to see me crying, I especially didn't want him too think that I was just using him to make Alex jealous.

"Maybe we should all go back to the buses now." Jack annonced.

We all agreed, getting up and phoning for a cab. It came around ten minutes later and within twenty minutes we were back at our tour buses. Jordan went ahead to Levels tour bus and I told him I'd catch him up in a minute. As soon as I was alone with Jack I started crying, I couldn't hold it in anymore, especially not in front of him as soon as he asked if I was okay. I was getting so frustrated with myself, why couldn't I just move on? Liking Alex was pointless to a whole new level. Jack wrapped his arms around me letting me cry on his shoulder, he was honestly the best brother someone could wish for.

"Go back, sleep and forget about him Georgia. Honestly you can do so much better, he may be my bestfriend but he don't have the best taste in girls especially when he's drunk."

I nodded my head several times wiping my eyes. "Thanks Jack."

I gave him one last hug before heading back into Levels tour bus, I changed into my pjs quickly, climbing into my bunk. Maybe everything would seem a little better when I had sobered up more and had a good sleep... At least that's what I was hopeing for.

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